We NEED to talk. Im sorry
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Date: 2019-10-25
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amandastoldt
I feel so much of this video. Thank you. I went to school and got my esthetician license in hopes of becoming a makeup artist. I worked for Mac, my dream job and that somehow ended up kicking me down further into this depression. I then got out of the makeup industry all together. Ive been serving and bartending so I can save money. I tell my family that Im saving money to get my microblading license so that they will some what be proud of me. Id like to do that but it all has seemed so far out of reach. Ive had the strongest passion for makeup for a decade now and I cannot pin point it but something deep with in me has stopped me from pursuing that passion. I cant figure out if its fear or anxiety or just me. I have a 3pm appointment tomorrow and I want to back out so badly because my brushes arent clean, my kit isnt together. Blah blah, but I feel like its something internally, like I myself am not together. I myself am letting my depression and anxiety keep me from reaching my full potential. Anyways I know this is a novel but I love the real ness, it helps me feel as if Im not abnormal, that what Im feeling is okay. Youre wonderful Ive never commented but always loved youre videos, please keep being you Manny
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I feel so much of this video. Thank you. I went to school and got my esthetician license in hopes of becoming a makeup artist. I worked for Mac, my dream job and that somehow ended up kicking me down further into this depression. I then got out of the makeup industry all together. Ive been serving and bartending so I can save money. I tell my family that Im saving money to get my microblading license so that they will some what be proud of me. Id like to do that but it all has seemed so far out of reach. Ive had the strongest passion for makeup for a decade now and I cannot pin point it but something deep with in me has stopped me from pursuing that passion. I cant figure out if its fear or anxiety or just me. I have a 3pm appointment tomorrow and I want to back out so badly because my brushes arent clean, my kit isnt together. Blah blah, but I feel like its something internally, like I myself am not together. I myself am letting my depression and anxiety keep me from reaching my full potential. Anyways I know this is a novel but I love the real ness, it helps me feel as if Im not abnormal, that what Im feeling is okay. Youre wonderful Ive never commented but always loved youre videos, please keep being you Manny
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Erin B. Williams
This took alot of strength to say and i commend you for that. I struggle with depression and anxiety too, especially after being diagnosed with a brain tumor in 2017. I hate to ask for help but after brain surgery i needed alot of it. And this made me realize that the people in my life who care about me actually WANTED to help me recover and did not mind when i leaned on them. It takes real strength to be open and honest. Your ability to be vulnerable is a sign of true strength. I think its great when celebrities open up about who they truly are and their struggles. Perhaps your experiences will help some people out there who are also having tough times. I feel like i can relate to you so much more now that i know we have similar issues. I'm so sorry about the loss of your pet. My dog is my baby and i love him. My heart hurts for you. The good thing about a brain tumor diagnosis is that it spurred me to care for my mental health. I see a psychiatrist to manage my meds and a therapist to talk with every week. Sending you love, always
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This took alot of strength to say and i commend you for that. I struggle with depression and anxiety too, especially after being diagnosed with a brain tumor in 2017. I hate to ask for help but after brain surgery i needed alot of it. And this made me realize that the people in my life who care about me actually WANTED to help me recover and did not mind when i leaned on them. It takes real strength to be open and honest. Your ability to be vulnerable is a sign of true strength. I think its great when celebrities open up about who they truly are and their struggles. Perhaps your experiences will help some people out there who are also having tough times. I feel like i can relate to you so much more now that i know we have similar issues. I'm so sorry about the loss of your pet. My dog is my baby and i love him. My heart hurts for you. The good thing about a brain tumor diagnosis is that it spurred me to care for my mental health. I see a psychiatrist to manage my meds and a therapist to talk with every week. Sending you love, always
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Evka Vargová
U know Manny, depression and anxiety is an on&off thing, sometimes u feel like u overcome it, but then reality hits u. I tried so many times to tell somebody, but then something stopped me-my mind. Its so hard to talk about because u feel so vulnerable then. And u dont wanna people to see u like that. I remember once I truly told my sister whats been happening in my life and it was one of the hardest conversation led between me and my sister. I just truly told her how I was feeling and whats goin on my mind. A I knew she would listen to me this time. I knew that point that she wouldnt judge me, she wouldnt question me or anything like it. Since then it so much easier for me talk about it in front of her, even if she is the only person who knows about it, but i feel sooo free to talk with her about anything anytime (no it wasnt like this always, and just if u coould just see somebody or talk with somebody who u know deep down wouldnt judge u or laugh into your face, u will feel soo free and not alone and listened. trust me. Thank u xxxx
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U know Manny, depression and anxiety is an on&off thing, sometimes u feel like u overcome it, but then reality hits u. I tried so many times to tell somebody, but then something stopped me-my mind. Its so hard to talk about because u feel so vulnerable then. And u dont wanna people to see u like that. I remember once I truly told my sister whats been happening in my life and it was one of the hardest conversation led between me and my sister. I just truly told her how I was feeling and whats goin on my mind. A I knew she would listen to me this time. I knew that point that she wouldnt judge me, she wouldnt question me or anything like it. Since then it so much easier for me talk about it in front of her, even if she is the only person who knows about it, but i feel sooo free to talk with her about anything anytime (no it wasnt like this always, and just if u coould just see somebody or talk with somebody who u know deep down wouldnt judge u or laugh into your face, u will feel soo free and not alone and listened. trust me. Thank u xxxx
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IbelieveIcanfly
The issues that Manny talks about are real. Throwing shade at someone who is being vulnerable and suffering is not only a low blow. it's inhumane. He is opening up so people who are or feel alone and struggling with themselves can feel and know that they are not, in fact, alone. Even big celebrities like Manny and Kendall Jenner have major anxiety attacks, and the bigger message is to get help if you need it. Manny is encouraging his fans and viewers to seek help after watching 13 Reasons Why, which is a very powerful TV show that always ends with a help line for anyone who is struggling with negative thoughts. This probably resonated with him so much, and he wanted to use his platform to help even one soul, and that is more than what any of his haters hiding behind their computers can say. If you think you are better than anyone else, not just Manny, why do you think you are so great? Have you contributed to society via charities or serving the community? Or are you hiding behind your computer looking for outlets to be relevant?
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The issues that Manny talks about are real. Throwing shade at someone who is being vulnerable and suffering is not only a low blow. it's inhumane. He is opening up so people who are or feel alone and struggling with themselves can feel and know that they are not, in fact, alone. Even big celebrities like Manny and Kendall Jenner have major anxiety attacks, and the bigger message is to get help if you need it. Manny is encouraging his fans and viewers to seek help after watching 13 Reasons Why, which is a very powerful TV show that always ends with a help line for anyone who is struggling with negative thoughts. This probably resonated with him so much, and he wanted to use his platform to help even one soul, and that is more than what any of his haters hiding behind their computers can say. If you think you are better than anyone else, not just Manny, why do you think you are so great? Have you contributed to society via charities or serving the community? Or are you hiding behind your computer looking for outlets to be relevant?
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Joel Buchanan
Oh Manny, My heart is just breaking for you. Life is uphill so many days. I know that when it's more than you can handle, it's time to reach out and let people know you're hurting so I am glad you told us. The thing to focus on is that many bad things have a shelf life. Things that get us down sometimes go away after a time. Those things we can handle. The losses, like your family dog and other things that are so upsetting lessen with some time. For pets, as long as you remember them and cherish those memories, they stay in your mind. Use those memories of wonderful times to brighten your day. I hope things improve for you and the depression lifts. Stay strong, breathe and get lots of rest. Hugs to you
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Oh Manny, My heart is just breaking for you. Life is uphill so many days. I know that when it's more than you can handle, it's time to reach out and let people know you're hurting so I am glad you told us. The thing to focus on is that many bad things have a shelf life. Things that get us down sometimes go away after a time. Those things we can handle. The losses, like your family dog and other things that are so upsetting lessen with some time. For pets, as long as you remember them and cherish those memories, they stay in your mind. Use those memories of wonderful times to brighten your day. I hope things improve for you and the depression lifts. Stay strong, breathe and get lots of rest. Hugs to you
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Rob Vincent
: ) paglu ( with affection) life is not forever so just get up and live the way you want to. put some make up on and go rock the worl. And yeah depression is not an illness or rut. is part of life that gets you closer to reality. there are trigger factors so please embrace it but please dont get stuck. You have to see lifes that others live and they dont have one but they make one. If you can watching a spiritual guru talk about life n its true meaning- jaggi vasudevan( no its not about religion. I dont know why am writing this to you but iam all d way from india. Please be strong and try to give a thought to what i mentioned. Lots of love and best wishes: rob ( rishnit )
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: ) paglu ( with affection) life is not forever so just get up and live the way you want to. put some make up on and go rock the worl. And yeah depression is not an illness or rut. is part of life that gets you closer to reality. there are trigger factors so please embrace it but please dont get stuck. You have to see lifes that others live and they dont have one but they make one. If you can watching a spiritual guru talk about life n its true meaning- jaggi vasudevan( no its not about religion. I dont know why am writing this to you but iam all d way from india. Please be strong and try to give a thought to what i mentioned. Lots of love and best wishes: rob ( rishnit )
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Tatiana Simone
First of all these comments are disgusting. Manny I appreciate you even speaking on this. You are strong for even being able to share your story like this. I hate that people are so courageous to say what they want behind a keyboard but in actuality would never say these things to your face. As someone who has lost A LOT from anxiety and depression, I 100% feel you when some days you just feel sad and dont even want to get out of bed, I relate to you so much more knowing that even with the glamorous lifestyle that you made for yourself, you still deal with things like we do. I just want to give you lovies Love you so much manny
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First of all these comments are disgusting. Manny I appreciate you even speaking on this. You are strong for even being able to share your story like this. I hate that people are so courageous to say what they want behind a keyboard but in actuality would never say these things to your face. As someone who has lost A LOT from anxiety and depression, I 100% feel you when some days you just feel sad and dont even want to get out of bed, I relate to you so much more knowing that even with the glamorous lifestyle that you made for yourself, you still deal with things like we do. I just want to give you lovies Love you so much manny
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Sayaka
Hi manny This is the first time to comments your video: ) I just find your video before 2 or 3 weeks. And I literally in love with your videos. Im studying in the US now(Im Japanese. Everyday is challenging for me and I always feel scared and anxious for my future. But YOU or the other Youtubers videos give me confidence. I also always think I am not strong as you think. But we, people who are watching your video, can hold your anxiety. We can divide our anxieties and depressions. Cuz you always help me to decrease my anxiety. I LOVE YOU. Im so sorry for my poor English: ( I hope that my feeling will somehow reach you.
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Hi manny This is the first time to comments your video: ) I just find your video before 2 or 3 weeks. And I literally in love with your videos. Im studying in the US now(Im Japanese. Everyday is challenging for me and I always feel scared and anxious for my future. But YOU or the other Youtubers videos give me confidence. I also always think I am not strong as you think. But we, people who are watching your video, can hold your anxiety. We can divide our anxieties and depressions. Cuz you always help me to decrease my anxiety. I LOVE YOU. Im so sorry for my poor English: ( I hope that my feeling will somehow reach you.
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KittyKidkill
I just wanted to say, that all the hate you're getting right now is just BS. People are so Quick to judge and hate when they don't have to face the person IRL and can sit and hate from the Comfort of their own homes. I love your videos and this video just makes me love you more. I Think people easily forgets that YouTubers or celebrities are humans, and have feelings, mess up, say dumb shit in the heat of the moment etc. etc. The difference is that your mistakes are for the World to see and judge. You prob wont see this, I mean it's an old video, but I still wanted to leave a comment. Love you Manny xx
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I just wanted to say, that all the hate you're getting right now is just BS. People are so Quick to judge and hate when they don't have to face the person IRL and can sit and hate from the Comfort of their own homes. I love your videos and this video just makes me love you more. I Think people easily forgets that YouTubers or celebrities are humans, and have feelings, mess up, say dumb shit in the heat of the moment etc. etc. The difference is that your mistakes are for the World to see and judge. You prob wont see this, I mean it's an old video, but I still wanted to leave a comment. Love you Manny xx
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Katie Curley
Some of these comments tho. Too much emotion and sincerity and Manny is faking for the views. Not enough emotion, and he's not genuine and it's all PR. It takes guts to put yourself out there and there are things happening behind the scenes that we are not aware of. These are human beings and I think everybody needs to calm the F down, honestly. We are not entitled to every detail of someone's life just because they choose to share a window of it with us. All the negativity in this world, I wouldn't expect to see it on a video where someone has laid themselves raw. Shame on you and love to Manny.
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Some of these comments tho. Too much emotion and sincerity and Manny is faking for the views. Not enough emotion, and he's not genuine and it's all PR. It takes guts to put yourself out there and there are things happening behind the scenes that we are not aware of. These are human beings and I think everybody needs to calm the F down, honestly. We are not entitled to every detail of someone's life just because they choose to share a window of it with us. All the negativity in this world, I wouldn't expect to see it on a video where someone has laid themselves raw. Shame on you and love to Manny.
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