6 Signs of Smiling Depression
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Lixon
I sort of agree with the signs, at least from my point of view, but i think half of it is only for certain types.
I agree with being smiley and cheerful with everyone, and the trying to be busy. It can be solved with a sentence as Chester said once, your brain is a bad neighbour, you don't want to be stuck with it alone. So when i stop doing something, my mind starts to wonder on past events, life situations and it's just a slide to a bad place. I don't seek help, because i don't see the solution in it. I was seeing a psychiatric (spell check) for half a year, but they just showed me the answer i already new.
I know i have the key to solve it, but just can't find the will for it. Throught the years i made soo many plans of a better future, but they are just end up as a crumpled paper in the trash.
I like talking about my problems and such, but i try not to, because i don't want anyone else to take my sorrow or think of me as a depressed, sad somebody. I am who they think i am, just with a happy mood.
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I sort of agree with the signs, at least from my point of view, but i think half of it is only for certain types.
I agree with being smiley and cheerful with everyone, and the trying to be busy. It can be solved with a sentence as Chester said once, your brain is a bad neighbour, you don't want to be stuck with it alone. So when i stop doing something, my mind starts to wonder on past events, life situations and it's just a slide to a bad place. I don't seek help, because i don't see the solution in it. I was seeing a psychiatric (spell check) for half a year, but they just showed me the answer i already new.
I know i have the key to solve it, but just can't find the will for it. Throught the years i made soo many plans of a better future, but they are just end up as a crumpled paper in the trash.
I like talking about my problems and such, but i try not to, because i don't want anyone else to take my sorrow or think of me as a depressed, sad somebody. I am who they think i am, just with a happy mood.
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Desare
well I know I have various other mental disorders that are leading me up to the brink of death but well after all we're all gonna die anyways
at some point and I already wasted MY potential by knowing this. knowing that it doesn't matter. the universe will end and keeps going to reappear. either that or multiverse theory is correct and our universe dies for good but another would take its place being the same as this one. well either way i would say this since it doesnt matter. all of this doesnt matter. everything we do or say now doesnt matter. those who wont give anything good to society and know it wont matter say they dont matter. and not to be a downer but everyone else doesnt matter.
just because you think you dont matter, know that others dont matter either. you're stuck with them. make sure they know you're better than them damnit! i became cringe
well bye
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well I know I have various other mental disorders that are leading me up to the brink of death but well after all we're all gonna die anyways
at some point and I already wasted MY potential by knowing this. knowing that it doesn't matter. the universe will end and keeps going to reappear. either that or multiverse theory is correct and our universe dies for good but another would take its place being the same as this one. well either way i would say this since it doesnt matter. all of this doesnt matter. everything we do or say now doesnt matter. those who wont give anything good to society and know it wont matter say they dont matter. and not to be a downer but everyone else doesnt matter.
just because you think you dont matter, know that others dont matter either. you're stuck with them. make sure they know you're better than them damnit! i became cringe
well bye
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RunToEternity
I'm a clown, a freak of nature
Yet I appear normal, by what you would call normal
I only become death, when death is its time to become me.
Fear, fear is a foe, aligned with death.
I scorn it, because you don't eat death like cotton candy.
Yet, even like an immortal condemned to wander alone,
I must go on.
I don't feel a smile, although I want to.
Why doesn't it feel like it used to be?
2023 Yet Steppenwolf and Ain't Nothing Like it Used to be
Nothing like it once was.
Should I just wait for summer. The full bloom of spring isn't done yet.
There are roads waiting for me to run yet, paths I haven't seen yet.
Give me a thousand lifetimes, I would not be able to see all of it.
A song and a poem, is what I just did,
to recuse you, from any nasty jib.
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I'm a clown, a freak of nature
Yet I appear normal, by what you would call normal
I only become death, when death is its time to become me.
Fear, fear is a foe, aligned with death.
I scorn it, because you don't eat death like cotton candy.
Yet, even like an immortal condemned to wander alone,
I must go on.
I don't feel a smile, although I want to.
Why doesn't it feel like it used to be?
2023 Yet Steppenwolf and Ain't Nothing Like it Used to be
Nothing like it once was.
Should I just wait for summer. The full bloom of spring isn't done yet.
There are roads waiting for me to run yet, paths I haven't seen yet.
Give me a thousand lifetimes, I would not be able to see all of it.
A song and a poem, is what I just did,
to recuse you, from any nasty jib.
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Kreeative_Error
I've never fully related to the typical lists of depression symptoms. Some of it seemed right but I also knew i still struggled less than those with typical depression. For example a close friend of mine has depression, and I know they struggle with having motivation to do anything. And while thats somewhat true for me I just. it's never been as bad. But i've still gone through the intrusive thoughts and other symptoms. I just assumed i was okay because i didn't have all of the typical symptoms. But watching this video made it make so much more sense. I felt like i finally understood what I couldn't before, and that maybe this is something i could be struggling with. Idk yet, and I'm not gonna self diagnose because well. that just sounds like a jerk move. But yk. Yeah. It kinda makes more sense now.
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I've never fully related to the typical lists of depression symptoms. Some of it seemed right but I also knew i still struggled less than those with typical depression. For example a close friend of mine has depression, and I know they struggle with having motivation to do anything. And while thats somewhat true for me I just. it's never been as bad. But i've still gone through the intrusive thoughts and other symptoms. I just assumed i was okay because i didn't have all of the typical symptoms. But watching this video made it make so much more sense. I felt like i finally understood what I couldn't before, and that maybe this is something i could be struggling with. Idk yet, and I'm not gonna self diagnose because well. that just sounds like a jerk move. But yk. Yeah. It kinda makes more sense now.
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narcissistic,
lately i've been feeling terrible because of some feelings for someone, and i always try to stay happy around my friends and don't tell them anything even if they ask if i'm alright. i always wonder why i won't tell them, but they all agree that this guy isn't the best for me and he's just leading me on and the past couple weeks i've been crying every day and i've fallen way behind on school. i want to go to therapy but i don't know how to tell my parents, whenever i tried to tell them about my anxiety, they always told me its in your head and everyone feels that way, you'll get over it i just don't know what to do
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lately i've been feeling terrible because of some feelings for someone, and i always try to stay happy around my friends and don't tell them anything even if they ask if i'm alright. i always wonder why i won't tell them, but they all agree that this guy isn't the best for me and he's just leading me on and the past couple weeks i've been crying every day and i've fallen way behind on school. i want to go to therapy but i don't know how to tell my parents, whenever i tried to tell them about my anxiety, they always told me its in your head and everyone feels that way, you'll get over it i just don't know what to do
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Someone
Well couldn't relate more with the function normally part go out like others meanwhile i felt so sick inside. And idk why but i kept myself busy even though i do feel tired. Meanwhile actually i don't want to do it. But ITS actually can avoid me from being overthink sometimes. But stil. I'm in choir club' and everyone is so good st singing and playing instruments. I know i should try more, practice, and seek help to grow. But i just can't i kept feeling insecure and hate it. I'm too tired for even seeking help
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Well couldn't relate more with the function normally part go out like others meanwhile i felt so sick inside. And idk why but i kept myself busy even though i do feel tired. Meanwhile actually i don't want to do it. But ITS actually can avoid me from being overthink sometimes. But stil. I'm in choir club' and everyone is so good st singing and playing instruments. I know i should try more, practice, and seek help to grow. But i just can't i kept feeling insecure and hate it. I'm too tired for even seeking help
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Yuki
i suspect that i have/had smiling depression for a long time. at worst times you faking that you're okay but at the same time you wish someone could notice that you're not. however when someone sees you when you already can't hide it and offers to seek help from professional you refusing, even though you understand that you need it. it's how it goes for me. but right now i somehow dealing with this by myself and (i suppose) it actually getting better for the first time in last 2 years. i feel like it does
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i suspect that i have/had smiling depression for a long time. at worst times you faking that you're okay but at the same time you wish someone could notice that you're not. however when someone sees you when you already can't hide it and offers to seek help from professional you refusing, even though you understand that you need it. it's how it goes for me. but right now i somehow dealing with this by myself and (i suppose) it actually getting better for the first time in last 2 years. i feel like it does
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Tako
yep doing good in school taking to a lot of person, being happy and active all day and when you get alone and you just feel empty like around society even with family you might not want to but still you talk a lot and smile a lot, play around but once you get alone you feel sad and empty and you look back and think that playfull person is simply not me am just empty and sad still acting like am full of joy this vid makes me realise this can be what am going through lately
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yep doing good in school taking to a lot of person, being happy and active all day and when you get alone and you just feel empty like around society even with family you might not want to but still you talk a lot and smile a lot, play around but once you get alone you feel sad and empty and you look back and think that playfull person is simply not me am just empty and sad still acting like am full of joy this vid makes me realise this can be what am going through lately
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Joaquim
Honestly, I am afraid of telling someone I'm deppressed, in my school, everyone looks so happy and social and like excluding people who aren't physically strong, like me, and then there are the physically strongest ones, which basically are the ones who treat me the worst (I'm the weakest in the sixth grade)
and I'm afraid if I tell anyone, even outside of the school, what I'm actually feeling, it's just going to get worse, does anyone have any oppinion?
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Honestly, I am afraid of telling someone I'm deppressed, in my school, everyone looks so happy and social and like excluding people who aren't physically strong, like me, and then there are the physically strongest ones, which basically are the ones who treat me the worst (I'm the weakest in the sixth grade)
and I'm afraid if I tell anyone, even outside of the school, what I'm actually feeling, it's just going to get worse, does anyone have any oppinion?
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anyways
i match up with all symptoms but going to a therapist never seemed like a good idea to me, do i really need it that bad? i mean im getting through life fine, even if i flunk classes and sleep and eat too much and im stressed all the time and get irritated and angry very easily and cry way too easily. OK writing that down makes it sound bad. maybe im too emotional? do i really need to get these questions answered?
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i match up with all symptoms but going to a therapist never seemed like a good idea to me, do i really need it that bad? i mean im getting through life fine, even if i flunk classes and sleep and eat too much and im stressed all the time and get irritated and angry very easily and cry way too easily. OK writing that down makes it sound bad. maybe im too emotional? do i really need to get these questions answered?
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Kanashii
I dont have anything diagnosed, but I have lots of friends who told me I might have depression/smiling depression. it takes me hours to get up, Im not hygienic, I cant focus, I overeat as well, all while keeping a smile. The second I drop my smile and happy energy, its always hey, whats wrong? and Youre usually so bubbly and loud, is everything okay? nothing is okay goddamnit
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I dont have anything diagnosed, but I have lots of friends who told me I might have depression/smiling depression. it takes me hours to get up, Im not hygienic, I cant focus, I overeat as well, all while keeping a smile. The second I drop my smile and happy energy, its always hey, whats wrong? and Youre usually so bubbly and loud, is everything okay? nothing is okay goddamnit
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Brad
Ive basically been living with depression, my whole life. The interesting thing about it is that I seem to subconsciously seek some form of happiness by seeing others happy Now, Ive become so disconnected from the world that it just weighs on me In a way, typing it out made me feel a little better for a second Thanks for that.
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Ive basically been living with depression, my whole life. The interesting thing about it is that I seem to subconsciously seek some form of happiness by seeing others happy Now, Ive become so disconnected from the world that it just weighs on me In a way, typing it out made me feel a little better for a second Thanks for that.
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Gabriella
You know that thing where fresh medical students start thinking they have every condition in the book? Because, the more I watch these videos I think, That sounds like me; I should get that checked out. Only thing is that it's for almost every psych2go video I watch and that's A LOT.
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You know that thing where fresh medical students start thinking they have every condition in the book? Because, the more I watch these videos I think, That sounds like me; I should get that checked out. Only thing is that it's for almost every psych2go video I watch and that's A LOT.
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ThatOneGuyWithAids
alright so i guess when i was saying I'm depressed I wasn't lying!
never knew this was a type of depression actually. i was talking to my sister while walking to school and said do u ever keep a smile even when ur pissed? and i thought it was just me but nah
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alright so i guess when i was saying I'm depressed I wasn't lying!
never knew this was a type of depression actually. i was talking to my sister while walking to school and said do u ever keep a smile even when ur pissed? and i thought it was just me but nah
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Philp
Mushrooms containing psilocybin saved my life. They aided my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quit illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it wouldve become medically dangerous to quit. It has also helped me survive depression.
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Mushrooms containing psilocybin saved my life. They aided my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quit illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it wouldve become medically dangerous to quit. It has also helped me survive depression.
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Vas
I actually searched why I keep smiling all the time by myself and this video popped up. I relate so much to these things which makes me sad. If I were to talk to my therapist about it, she would propably shrug it off and say that I propably don't have that.
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I actually searched why I keep smiling all the time by myself and this video popped up. I relate so much to these things which makes me sad. If I were to talk to my therapist about it, she would propably shrug it off and say that I propably don't have that.
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sunooxmintchoco
Hows school?
Good.
at home
watches child depression so that i feel like im not the only one experiencing this
at night
cries alone in my bedroom when my parents are downstairs.
edit: 10 likes for part 2.
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Hows school?
Good.
at home
watches child depression so that i feel like im not the only one experiencing this
at night
cries alone in my bedroom when my parents are downstairs.
edit: 10 likes for part 2.
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TheManLab7
What if you don't have the money for mental health and what the NHS gives you never happens or it's no where near enough?
It's because of those reasons that men kill themselves before they get the help they desperately need
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What if you don't have the money for mental health and what the NHS gives you never happens or it's no where near enough?
It's because of those reasons that men kill themselves before they get the help they desperately need
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KENMA
I smile and laugh with others pretending to be ok but when Im home and nobody is around to see me I just sleep and feel misrable with no energy (I would say I cry but I honestly havent cried in a long time and not because Im fine)
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I smile and laugh with others pretending to be ok but when Im home and nobody is around to see me I just sleep and feel misrable with no energy (I would say I cry but I honestly havent cried in a long time and not because Im fine)
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Aimee
When people decide to not eat healthy. When women decide to do something out of their norms like not getting to sleep at times that are normal. Oh and then making sure that they do not do anything to maintain their respect.
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When people decide to not eat healthy. When women decide to do something out of their norms like not getting to sleep at times that are normal. Oh and then making sure that they do not do anything to maintain their respect.
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Marmalade
I never cry or show my real expression no matter how depressed I get because nothing will ever stop me even when I want to slit my throat Im Going to keep going because I dont believe in failure.
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I never cry or show my real expression no matter how depressed I get because nothing will ever stop me even when I want to slit my throat Im Going to keep going because I dont believe in failure.
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matt2244
Nah I don't go seek help in fear of being judged. I don't go because they don't give a F they act like they care so they can get your money, once you're out of money they wont give you free help.
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Nah I don't go seek help in fear of being judged. I don't go because they don't give a F they act like they care so they can get your money, once you're out of money they wont give you free help.
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Sanju
I don't know. I can't help but fake a smile because everyone is broken and they're dependent on me. At least that is what I think. Whenever I'm not smiling, they ask you're not your usual self.
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I don't know. I can't help but fake a smile because everyone is broken and they're dependent on me. At least that is what I think. Whenever I'm not smiling, they ask you're not your usual self.
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Tino
Im smile all the time but they don't know how bad myself and broken my heart all the. loneliness, broken, and depression i face, i still smile until my heart can no longer keep everything i feel
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Im smile all the time but they don't know how bad myself and broken my heart all the. loneliness, broken, and depression i face, i still smile until my heart can no longer keep everything i feel
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Rowan
Yep. Everyone sees me as the happy person, who always looks on the bright side and laughs at misfortune. If I was myself with anyone then that would be the opposite of what they thought of me.
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Yep. Everyone sees me as the happy person, who always looks on the bright side and laughs at misfortune. If I was myself with anyone then that would be the opposite of what they thought of me.
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