5 Things People With Depression Secretly Do Alone
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Date: 2023-08-20
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AudrEYheart21
i had to show he had control, and i respected him, no matter what. one slip, and i would've been dead.
we were finding a body, at average of about every 2 weeks. we know if we don't solve this, someone else is gonna die.
Sergeant said, this is my daughter, she's your age. there is nothing i won't do to protect her. and i'm going to protect you.
nov. 4, 1984, bobby joe long released me. i promised myself i would never live as a victim. bobby joe long, thank you for choosing me instead of another 17 year old little girl. Lisa Mcvey worked for years as a sheriff's deputy. i know, not on my watch, will i let any child get hurt. if they do. i'm gonna be their voice. i'm gonna be their advocate. i didn't want to take the abuse i went through and carry it all my life. i deserved to treat myself better than that. i deserved it. once i broke those chains, and that bondage i was in, i was able to see that i can make something, take something negative; all the negativity in my life and turn it into something positive; and grow from there. and each and every day, still today, i grow. to me it's a lifetime journey of healing. love life to the fullest. i had a second chance. and i'm gonna use it wisely.
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i had to show he had control, and i respected him, no matter what. one slip, and i would've been dead.
we were finding a body, at average of about every 2 weeks. we know if we don't solve this, someone else is gonna die.
Sergeant said, this is my daughter, she's your age. there is nothing i won't do to protect her. and i'm going to protect you.
nov. 4, 1984, bobby joe long released me. i promised myself i would never live as a victim. bobby joe long, thank you for choosing me instead of another 17 year old little girl. Lisa Mcvey worked for years as a sheriff's deputy. i know, not on my watch, will i let any child get hurt. if they do. i'm gonna be their voice. i'm gonna be their advocate. i didn't want to take the abuse i went through and carry it all my life. i deserved to treat myself better than that. i deserved it. once i broke those chains, and that bondage i was in, i was able to see that i can make something, take something negative; all the negativity in my life and turn it into something positive; and grow from there. and each and every day, still today, i grow. to me it's a lifetime journey of healing. love life to the fullest. i had a second chance. and i'm gonna use it wisely.
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Margaret
I've been very close to my maternal grandmother all my life, and even more so in my teens and into my adult life. Near the end if 2020, when I was going through a hard time, not because of the pandemic, but because I discovered I have fibromyalgia and then I got scammed, my grandma asked me to move in with her to help her out, since she turned 90 that year. Living together proved to be mostly beneficial for us both and we did so for 2 years.
I'm crying right now because she passed away from a stroke a month ago on Christmas morning. Depression has been hitting me off and on and I've been using a lot of social media to distract myself from my problems. I AM seeing my therapist tomorrow though, so should be able to talk through some of these feelings. She's been very helpful, as well as talking with my mom some, since she's going through the same things and is also getting therapy.
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I've been very close to my maternal grandmother all my life, and even more so in my teens and into my adult life. Near the end if 2020, when I was going through a hard time, not because of the pandemic, but because I discovered I have fibromyalgia and then I got scammed, my grandma asked me to move in with her to help her out, since she turned 90 that year. Living together proved to be mostly beneficial for us both and we did so for 2 years.
I'm crying right now because she passed away from a stroke a month ago on Christmas morning. Depression has been hitting me off and on and I've been using a lot of social media to distract myself from my problems. I AM seeing my therapist tomorrow though, so should be able to talk through some of these feelings. She's been very helpful, as well as talking with my mom some, since she's going through the same things and is also getting therapy.
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Katrina
I have a friend that has major depression, chronic PTSD and panic attacks. Shes a very close friend, but does not live near me anymore. So we keep in touch by phone. But when I ask how shes doing, shes always fine. How is your husband great. but in reality, shes on disability for her depression, she cannot work, even though she had a good healthcare job in the past. She doesnt have many friends if any. Shes shes gotten extremely religious, which I see as a coping mechanism but Im not always sure if its healthy. Like shell talk on the phone with me and then shop to take a break to go say a rosary. Why? I dont know see your videos are helpful for me to try to understand her.
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I have a friend that has major depression, chronic PTSD and panic attacks. Shes a very close friend, but does not live near me anymore. So we keep in touch by phone. But when I ask how shes doing, shes always fine. How is your husband great. but in reality, shes on disability for her depression, she cannot work, even though she had a good healthcare job in the past. She doesnt have many friends if any. Shes shes gotten extremely religious, which I see as a coping mechanism but Im not always sure if its healthy. Like shell talk on the phone with me and then shop to take a break to go say a rosary. Why? I dont know see your videos are helpful for me to try to understand her.
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Tisha
Literally my life. Smh. Anybody wanna connect to talk and feel less alone? I'm here.
Also for the first time in my 20 years of depression and anxiety, I called the national emotional distress (suicide) hotline today and they was really no help. Guess I'll try connecting with a professional therapist. But overall I feel like I'm on my own with this and have to figure it out and cope how I can to get through each day. But isolation is definitely the part that makes it worse, yet I have trust issues with opening up to ppl I know, so any strangers watching this video, we have this issue in common and I'd like to connect.
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Literally my life. Smh. Anybody wanna connect to talk and feel less alone? I'm here.
Also for the first time in my 20 years of depression and anxiety, I called the national emotional distress (suicide) hotline today and they was really no help. Guess I'll try connecting with a professional therapist. But overall I feel like I'm on my own with this and have to figure it out and cope how I can to get through each day. But isolation is definitely the part that makes it worse, yet I have trust issues with opening up to ppl I know, so any strangers watching this video, we have this issue in common and I'd like to connect.
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Kim
As someone currently experiencing mild depression I know the reason I am having this depression, so I have to work toward a solution. It is not my first depression so I know what cured me last time, a good deep sudden laughter is good medicine. This time I am also adding exercising into the mix.
My long term goal is to increase my quality of life, which is currently low enough to cause depression, so I have made a plan to jiggle me lose to live a better life.
Stay strong everyone, just remember that a depression is not a permanent thing, you can get better!
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As someone currently experiencing mild depression I know the reason I am having this depression, so I have to work toward a solution. It is not my first depression so I know what cured me last time, a good deep sudden laughter is good medicine. This time I am also adding exercising into the mix.
My long term goal is to increase my quality of life, which is currently low enough to cause depression, so I have made a plan to jiggle me lose to live a better life.
Stay strong everyone, just remember that a depression is not a permanent thing, you can get better!
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Charlie
I am. Suffering from loneliness at 36. Because I have deep appearance issue and regardless of when I meet someone and work on myself. I always end up friendzoned. So I just quit on myself to avoid being hurt all the time. But it's always in my mind of how I am not nor ever be good enough for someone. And wonder where in life I failed. and yes I do wonder when I should end this pain. weather it's when my doggos go to a better place. Or when I feel like there is no tomorrow when if I just go I would be of many forgotten stones on a patch of grass.
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I am. Suffering from loneliness at 36. Because I have deep appearance issue and regardless of when I meet someone and work on myself. I always end up friendzoned. So I just quit on myself to avoid being hurt all the time. But it's always in my mind of how I am not nor ever be good enough for someone. And wonder where in life I failed. and yes I do wonder when I should end this pain. weather it's when my doggos go to a better place. Or when I feel like there is no tomorrow when if I just go I would be of many forgotten stones on a patch of grass.
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NoName
I relate with all and been this way since I was 6. I ALWAYS distract myself cause Im stuck in my lonely depression and I always daydream. I dont wanna hear get help cause last thing I need is my mom being paronoid or whatever. I dont think I can continue on like this. Living a lie in isolation for my whole life has broken me. Idk what to do, I feel like Im stuck. I am heading down a very bad path. Whys everything gotta suck sorry but I have nowhere to vent.
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I relate with all and been this way since I was 6. I ALWAYS distract myself cause Im stuck in my lonely depression and I always daydream. I dont wanna hear get help cause last thing I need is my mom being paronoid or whatever. I dont think I can continue on like this. Living a lie in isolation for my whole life has broken me. Idk what to do, I feel like Im stuck. I am heading down a very bad path. Whys everything gotta suck sorry but I have nowhere to vent.
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Mrs
What if we try to reach out
What if we cry for help
What if our cry is misunderstood as arrogance
What if the person whome we ask helps shunns us say8ng it's our fault
What if PPL term a depressed person as a PSYCHO
What iiiif the depressed person is thrown away jus like a maggot infested dog who is crying for help
But PPL prioritise their priorities
Well PPL go through this phase
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What if we try to reach out
What if we cry for help
What if our cry is misunderstood as arrogance
What if the person whome we ask helps shunns us say8ng it's our fault
What if PPL term a depressed person as a PSYCHO
What iiiif the depressed person is thrown away jus like a maggot infested dog who is crying for help
But PPL prioritise their priorities
Well PPL go through this phase
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Kookshiii
Having no motivation at all and spending time on social media 24/7 is my daily routine now Idk why I don't feel like socializing
I have literally two friends that I talk to and that's it.
Idk if this is depression or just few bad months I m having but it has Made me lock myself in a bubble that no one can enter and its really really hard to be living like this
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Having no motivation at all and spending time on social media 24/7 is my daily routine now Idk why I don't feel like socializing
I have literally two friends that I talk to and that's it.
Idk if this is depression or just few bad months I m having but it has Made me lock myself in a bubble that no one can enter and its really really hard to be living like this
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Malifex
Emptiness time is something I've noticed with myself when depression hits hardest. Sometimes, it's just too much to even think about goals or tasks. It becomes soothing to just not think at all. Leaning back in silence and just letting time pass. I'm aware this sort of thing is very unproductive, but when the tank hits empty, that's what's left. Zoning out or napping.
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Emptiness time is something I've noticed with myself when depression hits hardest. Sometimes, it's just too much to even think about goals or tasks. It becomes soothing to just not think at all. Leaning back in silence and just letting time pass. I'm aware this sort of thing is very unproductive, but when the tank hits empty, that's what's left. Zoning out or napping.
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ZR
NIGHTTIME SOCIAL MEDIA MAKES YOU MORE UNHAPPY i didnt know. Even if I stay up all night on my phone untill 5am and finally go to sleep just bc I have trouble sleeping during night and its just easier for me to sleep in ths day. Even if im exuasted i have never rlly passed out before cuz im too scared of sleeping during night. And idk why
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NIGHTTIME SOCIAL MEDIA MAKES YOU MORE UNHAPPY i didnt know. Even if I stay up all night on my phone untill 5am and finally go to sleep just bc I have trouble sleeping during night and its just easier for me to sleep in ths day. Even if im exuasted i have never rlly passed out before cuz im too scared of sleeping during night. And idk why
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GachaNoob101
Im on social media almost 24/7 but Ive always been like this. And when Im not on my phone until 5AM I read till then. When I was 4-6 I would wait until my dad left for work(1AM) by playing on the wii, when I was 7-10 I would read until 3AM. And now I talk to my friends and watch things like this
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Im on social media almost 24/7 but Ive always been like this. And when Im not on my phone until 5AM I read till then. When I was 4-6 I would wait until my dad left for work(1AM) by playing on the wii, when I was 7-10 I would read until 3AM. And now I talk to my friends and watch things like this
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DPObseser
When youre busy or hanging with friends, I can see how the maladaptive daydreaming is wrong, but what about if you dont have to do anything and youre always alone? If social media or yt isnt working/not good, but you cant bring yourself to do anything else, then wouldnt it be okay? just a little?
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When youre busy or hanging with friends, I can see how the maladaptive daydreaming is wrong, but what about if you dont have to do anything and youre always alone? If social media or yt isnt working/not good, but you cant bring yourself to do anything else, then wouldnt it be okay? just a little?
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kelly
Does substituting real friends with a friend thats not physically here count as daydreaming coping mechanism? Often the only comfort I seem to get or friend that seems to be here, is a man that isnt alive as such but is Real to me, has been the only one there Since I was 8.
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Does substituting real friends with a friend thats not physically here count as daydreaming coping mechanism? Often the only comfort I seem to get or friend that seems to be here, is a man that isnt alive as such but is Real to me, has been the only one there Since I was 8.
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i'M
It's honestly sad how our society can't accept things like this. When I try to talk to my mother about my condition, she'll go all Your crazy. Stop making these dramas to seek attention. It just hurts. She thinks I'm an attention seeker who isn't mentally dying day by day
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It's honestly sad how our society can't accept things like this. When I try to talk to my mother about my condition, she'll go all Your crazy. Stop making these dramas to seek attention. It just hurts. She thinks I'm an attention seeker who isn't mentally dying day by day
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Skylar
I've always felt deeply sad, but didn't really look into it and thought that's how everyone feels so I just covered it up with naive positivity. Even if people feels it they look down on u for showing it. Until I got a back injury which makes everything so much worse.
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I've always felt deeply sad, but didn't really look into it and thought that's how everyone feels so I just covered it up with naive positivity. Even if people feels it they look down on u for showing it. Until I got a back injury which makes everything so much worse.
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subrato
i had a gf, she never give me mental support, i always wished for some support from her but we end up somehow, we met online and ended up online, never meet. But my love and feeling was real now i am more depressed than before and don't have friend to talk
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i had a gf, she never give me mental support, i always wished for some support from her but we end up somehow, we met online and ended up online, never meet. But my love and feeling was real now i am more depressed than before and don't have friend to talk
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lovely
I just want to be alone.
Im tired of being around my family.
Like I'm annoyed of my DAD talking!
I'm annoyed of my little siter talking
I'm annoyed of my two brothers talking
Like just hearing my little sister breathing pisses me off.
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I just want to be alone.
Im tired of being around my family.
Like I'm annoyed of my DAD talking!
I'm annoyed of my little siter talking
I'm annoyed of my two brothers talking
Like just hearing my little sister breathing pisses me off.
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Nighty
I often maladaptive daydream and I can feel it affecting me in negative ways. Id rather stay in my own worlds with someone who loves me the way I need them to rather than putting myself out there and give romance a chance. Id rather stay in my head.
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I often maladaptive daydream and I can feel it affecting me in negative ways. Id rather stay in my own worlds with someone who loves me the way I need them to rather than putting myself out there and give romance a chance. Id rather stay in my head.
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josh
I've been all alone since my divorce, 5. 5 years ago. I have no friends. Dating websites have been a complete and utter failure. A huge waste of money too. People pretty much ignore all of my messages. After awhile, being all alone is pretty terrible
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I've been all alone since my divorce, 5. 5 years ago. I have no friends. Dating websites have been a complete and utter failure. A huge waste of money too. People pretty much ignore all of my messages. After awhile, being all alone is pretty terrible
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education
To distract myself. I will eat alot. I am 150 pounds overweight, and I don't like it. I regret it so much and blame myself. Even though I am depressed I blame my lonelieness on myself, and not others. Anyone that can help out there?
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To distract myself. I will eat alot. I am 150 pounds overweight, and I don't like it. I regret it so much and blame myself. Even though I am depressed I blame my lonelieness on myself, and not others. Anyone that can help out there?
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Oxiras
Watching this, and have been treated for mental illness for 8 years, I can finally say I'm past depression. All of this was relevant for me 2 years ago, now it's a thing of the past.
Everyone out there struggeling, hang in there!
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Watching this, and have been treated for mental illness for 8 years, I can finally say I'm past depression. All of this was relevant for me 2 years ago, now it's a thing of the past.
Everyone out there struggeling, hang in there!
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Ives
Food For Thought: Thats the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as he/she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that its impossible to ever see the end.
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Food For Thought: Thats the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as he/she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that its impossible to ever see the end.
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Hakurere333
I dont know if i have deppression but i hate it. I hate how i never get better. I hate how i always need comfort. I hate how i keep mourning over people online when they leave me. I hate how im always sad and lonely.
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I dont know if i have deppression but i hate it. I hate how i never get better. I hate how i always need comfort. I hate how i keep mourning over people online when they leave me. I hate how im always sad and lonely.
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Goofball
I just tune everything out. I blast music in my headphones, or I watch something on YT, or I play video games. I do this because when I have to be alone with my thoughts I cant stop crying.
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I just tune everything out. I blast music in my headphones, or I watch something on YT, or I play video games. I do this because when I have to be alone with my thoughts I cant stop crying.
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