9 Signs Negativity is Eating You Up
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Riku
If energy surrounds us even before we were born then my energy started off negative because even though I was in the womb I was still smart as a whip and I heard the doctor say they wanted my mom to get an abortion because of my handicaps that were going to be follow me which is the reason I don't trust doctors much and I was diagnosed with severe PTSD due to being poked with tons and tons of needles from the day I was born all the way up until now with only catching a small break. Talk about messed up am I right! I was aware of my PTSD for years but when I tried to express what was wrong with me let's just say I got laughed at I was young I was about four or five years old at the time that I knew I had severe trauma and they told me that PTSD was only for war veterans even doctors laughed at me about it which is another reason why I don't trust them and let's be real I did find one doctor that I do trust but he passed away years ago and I haven't found another doctor that was on the same level as me until about 3 years ago she and I are practically like sisters: -) but the energy surrounding me let's just say that my PTSD will never go away meaning the negative energy is outweighing the positive energy which only happens when I get praise for something that I did only to have that praise taken away from me because their attention is stole by something that they deem as much better than what I had done. And believe me that is not a good feeling at all to bend over backwards for people in order to get rejected in the end and I'm not going to lie I have special powers which allow me to communicate with the paranormal and allow me to read aura but that doesn't mean Dad I'm always right when it comes to reading Aura a lot of times I can be misled which there's a huge emphasis on a lot of times because there are times where I thought someone with my friend when they turned out to be my enemy using me for their own ends!
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If energy surrounds us even before we were born then my energy started off negative because even though I was in the womb I was still smart as a whip and I heard the doctor say they wanted my mom to get an abortion because of my handicaps that were going to be follow me which is the reason I don't trust doctors much and I was diagnosed with severe PTSD due to being poked with tons and tons of needles from the day I was born all the way up until now with only catching a small break. Talk about messed up am I right! I was aware of my PTSD for years but when I tried to express what was wrong with me let's just say I got laughed at I was young I was about four or five years old at the time that I knew I had severe trauma and they told me that PTSD was only for war veterans even doctors laughed at me about it which is another reason why I don't trust them and let's be real I did find one doctor that I do trust but he passed away years ago and I haven't found another doctor that was on the same level as me until about 3 years ago she and I are practically like sisters: -) but the energy surrounding me let's just say that my PTSD will never go away meaning the negative energy is outweighing the positive energy which only happens when I get praise for something that I did only to have that praise taken away from me because their attention is stole by something that they deem as much better than what I had done. And believe me that is not a good feeling at all to bend over backwards for people in order to get rejected in the end and I'm not going to lie I have special powers which allow me to communicate with the paranormal and allow me to read aura but that doesn't mean Dad I'm always right when it comes to reading Aura a lot of times I can be misled which there's a huge emphasis on a lot of times because there are times where I thought someone with my friend when they turned out to be my enemy using me for their own ends!
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Claresta
Wow, this really resonates with me, especially with social media, discouraging thoughts, hobby, and isolation. For the past two years, Twitter has been my main source of social interaction out of the other messaging apps mandatory during college. I realized that I tend to spend many hours on Twitter, even staying there way longer than I should be since most of my mutuals came from the other side of the globe. With discouraging thoughts, I think this is connected with isolation as well, since this 2021 quarantine made me feel worse about myself. Now, I realized that my negative self-talk is worse during the lockdown, since there's no one to talk to in this house. Along with the pressure of graduating college and the fluctuation of motivation, as well as the lack of critical thinking ability that had butchered my thesis writing process. Other than these, it's been really a while since I ever painted, drew, or filled my art journal. I thought that over time, I can get back to be creative and make art again, but whenever I hold a pen to sketch something or after I clean my palettes, no idea or motivation comes to me like I used to. To sum up this feeling, I go with the phrase, How to regrow the love you thought you've lost, since I used to think that art is my 'love', for being part of my life for so long. But now. I barely have any idea to actually create something. Felt like part of me is missing, living back in autopilot mode until I graduate. I can only bury this from my family or else they'll be mad and disappointed, or try to control me to go with their path. I guess it's not that buried since I shared it here.
If you've read to this far, I thank you. I don't expect any interactions from this, I only wish to share what I have. To all of you here, I wish you all a great day, and please stay safe, take care.
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Wow, this really resonates with me, especially with social media, discouraging thoughts, hobby, and isolation. For the past two years, Twitter has been my main source of social interaction out of the other messaging apps mandatory during college. I realized that I tend to spend many hours on Twitter, even staying there way longer than I should be since most of my mutuals came from the other side of the globe. With discouraging thoughts, I think this is connected with isolation as well, since this 2021 quarantine made me feel worse about myself. Now, I realized that my negative self-talk is worse during the lockdown, since there's no one to talk to in this house. Along with the pressure of graduating college and the fluctuation of motivation, as well as the lack of critical thinking ability that had butchered my thesis writing process. Other than these, it's been really a while since I ever painted, drew, or filled my art journal. I thought that over time, I can get back to be creative and make art again, but whenever I hold a pen to sketch something or after I clean my palettes, no idea or motivation comes to me like I used to. To sum up this feeling, I go with the phrase, How to regrow the love you thought you've lost, since I used to think that art is my 'love', for being part of my life for so long. But now. I barely have any idea to actually create something. Felt like part of me is missing, living back in autopilot mode until I graduate. I can only bury this from my family or else they'll be mad and disappointed, or try to control me to go with their path. I guess it's not that buried since I shared it here.
If you've read to this far, I thank you. I don't expect any interactions from this, I only wish to share what I have. To all of you here, I wish you all a great day, and please stay safe, take care.
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Marshmallow
I am surrounded by negativety. The problem is when my friends wife goes crazy. I understand that my friends wife has lots of mental problems but took to many of her stress out on me. I was talking with her one day about her home town and she told me that if you say your opinion where i am from and someone does not like it you will be shot. I told her i don't want to go there because I don't want to get shot then she spent 4 days yelling, crying complaining and even keeping her husband from doing stuff he wanted just because i didn't want to get killed. Then she even said she wanted to kill herself just because i said i don't want to go to your home town because i don't want to get shot. Trust me the whole time we talked she said you will get shot where I am from over my opinion. Now she also talks about constently trying to move in with me and my husband when we say we are going to move. She say this joe which is my husbands name don't leave me every time we say we are going to move which really stresses me out. She also likes to twist the words I say and make them into lies, one time she even freaked out asking if she was the problem when my husband was mad even though he said she was not the problem. She even makes me and my husband worry about her husband our friend a lot due to when she freaks she won't let him do anything unless she is with him. With all this she is doing i am scared of her and even being in there home just so i can hang out with her husband is scaring me. I can't even go over there without my husband thank god her is her husbands friend to because of all she has been doing. I hope we find a home to move to soon so we are not so close to her because i know she is really negatively affecting the way i have been feeling the past 4 months and it is making me cry.
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I am surrounded by negativety. The problem is when my friends wife goes crazy. I understand that my friends wife has lots of mental problems but took to many of her stress out on me. I was talking with her one day about her home town and she told me that if you say your opinion where i am from and someone does not like it you will be shot. I told her i don't want to go there because I don't want to get shot then she spent 4 days yelling, crying complaining and even keeping her husband from doing stuff he wanted just because i didn't want to get killed. Then she even said she wanted to kill herself just because i said i don't want to go to your home town because i don't want to get shot. Trust me the whole time we talked she said you will get shot where I am from over my opinion. Now she also talks about constently trying to move in with me and my husband when we say we are going to move. She say this joe which is my husbands name don't leave me every time we say we are going to move which really stresses me out. She also likes to twist the words I say and make them into lies, one time she even freaked out asking if she was the problem when my husband was mad even though he said she was not the problem. She even makes me and my husband worry about her husband our friend a lot due to when she freaks she won't let him do anything unless she is with him. With all this she is doing i am scared of her and even being in there home just so i can hang out with her husband is scaring me. I can't even go over there without my husband thank god her is her husbands friend to because of all she has been doing. I hope we find a home to move to soon so we are not so close to her because i know she is really negatively affecting the way i have been feeling the past 4 months and it is making me cry.
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Brooklyn
I honestly love your videos but every point you made in this video tonight was like a punch in the gut for me. It's not your fault but you were just so positive and I'm like my life has sucked this stuff my whole life or at least the last 6 years.
I'm not a social media junkie. I actually loathe it. I only go on to see pictures of my niece because I don't see her that often. I don't surround myself with negative people which is why I only see my family when necessary because my mother is the main cause of my issues. Unfortunately I'm disabled so I live in a building with old disabled people. I have no friends to talk to. I haven't had friends since I left NY in 06 and its 2021. All the jobs I had before becoming disabled no one accepted me because I was a City Girl. Meanwhile I was the one who taught them everything, got them promoted, because they were idiots before I got there. I just lost my best friend, all I had my cat of 19 1/2 years. She was my ride or die. I'm destroyed. I had no one but her. Clearly.
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I honestly love your videos but every point you made in this video tonight was like a punch in the gut for me. It's not your fault but you were just so positive and I'm like my life has sucked this stuff my whole life or at least the last 6 years.
I'm not a social media junkie. I actually loathe it. I only go on to see pictures of my niece because I don't see her that often. I don't surround myself with negative people which is why I only see my family when necessary because my mother is the main cause of my issues. Unfortunately I'm disabled so I live in a building with old disabled people. I have no friends to talk to. I haven't had friends since I left NY in 06 and its 2021. All the jobs I had before becoming disabled no one accepted me because I was a City Girl. Meanwhile I was the one who taught them everything, got them promoted, because they were idiots before I got there. I just lost my best friend, all I had my cat of 19 1/2 years. She was my ride or die. I'm destroyed. I had no one but her. Clearly.
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kelly
I was never a negative person. Once I turned 18 and endured what I had with my parents when I hit that age, it made me someone I really dont like to be. I cant escape her. Worst part is I know theyre subjecting my two younger sisters to it as well, as they are getting closer to that 16-18 age, and its sickening. I dont like who Ive become, I dont care if I live or die, I just cant find joy or excitement or even happiness anymore when even a year ago I was the most positive, outgoing, and happiest person I know.
Edit: I also cant seem to ever mentally wake up. (For lack of a better term) My friends dont like me anymore, my parents are toxic, and I find myself never feeling awake mentally, almost like Im always mentally disengaged from everything. The days just seem to blend together. I cant leave, and I cant escape. I dont know how to go on without being exhausted mentally all the time.
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I was never a negative person. Once I turned 18 and endured what I had with my parents when I hit that age, it made me someone I really dont like to be. I cant escape her. Worst part is I know theyre subjecting my two younger sisters to it as well, as they are getting closer to that 16-18 age, and its sickening. I dont like who Ive become, I dont care if I live or die, I just cant find joy or excitement or even happiness anymore when even a year ago I was the most positive, outgoing, and happiest person I know.
Edit: I also cant seem to ever mentally wake up. (For lack of a better term) My friends dont like me anymore, my parents are toxic, and I find myself never feeling awake mentally, almost like Im always mentally disengaged from everything. The days just seem to blend together. I cant leave, and I cant escape. I dont know how to go on without being exhausted mentally all the time.
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Trixkztr
Use to. I use to be like this pretty much everyday through my elementary to high school years.
I relate to most, if not all, of them when I look back on those days.
But currently I've been alot better, doing more and still achieving the same goals (Doing well in school, hanging out with friends, enjoying my alone time despite the situations, etc.
The only thing that changed was my understanding as well as knowledge about myself. Going to therapy, journaling my daily thoughts, doing some sort of workout (like working in the daycare for 4-5 hours at minimum, walking, etc) and treating myself when I can/need made me who I am today; it allowed me to be human for once and know what I need in my life. So, despite the negative influences that I have to deal with on the daily, I know how to handle it if need be.
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Use to. I use to be like this pretty much everyday through my elementary to high school years.
I relate to most, if not all, of them when I look back on those days.
But currently I've been alot better, doing more and still achieving the same goals (Doing well in school, hanging out with friends, enjoying my alone time despite the situations, etc.
The only thing that changed was my understanding as well as knowledge about myself. Going to therapy, journaling my daily thoughts, doing some sort of workout (like working in the daycare for 4-5 hours at minimum, walking, etc) and treating myself when I can/need made me who I am today; it allowed me to be human for once and know what I need in my life. So, despite the negative influences that I have to deal with on the daily, I know how to handle it if need be.
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Kyoko
I agree with the demotivation from hobbies one so much I write fanfic and stories as a hobby and for the last few months I was so demotivated from doing it. I have all these ideas in my head and I really want to write too but my mind wanders to other worries and problems and I get all upset and anxious with the negativity that I suddenly can't bring myself to continue writing. The last thing I want to do is project my problems onto a character so recently I got myself a nice journal app where I can vent to calm myself down
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I agree with the demotivation from hobbies one so much I write fanfic and stories as a hobby and for the last few months I was so demotivated from doing it. I have all these ideas in my head and I really want to write too but my mind wanders to other worries and problems and I get all upset and anxious with the negativity that I suddenly can't bring myself to continue writing. The last thing I want to do is project my problems onto a character so recently I got myself a nice journal app where I can vent to calm myself down
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Michal
Hi, I don't know if anyone sees my comment, but I just feel really lost. I could relate to all of the signs and I feel that negativity drains all my energy and stops me from doing almost everything. It always makes me feel unworthy and useless. I always find myself quitting and giving up from the very beginning. I really don't know what to do and how to deal with it. It makes me question life's worth most of the time. It would be amazing if could give me a piece of advice! :)
Thanks in advance. :)
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Hi, I don't know if anyone sees my comment, but I just feel really lost. I could relate to all of the signs and I feel that negativity drains all my energy and stops me from doing almost everything. It always makes me feel unworthy and useless. I always find myself quitting and giving up from the very beginning. I really don't know what to do and how to deal with it. It makes me question life's worth most of the time. It would be amazing if could give me a piece of advice! :)
Thanks in advance. :)
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Elodie
As an INFJ, I know/feel theses positive and negative energies. That's why I try to avoid/dodge/escape them. Maybe that's why i feel better lonely.
I know my mother is eating by these negativity signs, don't know what to do to help her. She could be able to tell me all is ok, whereas it is not.
I think that she is not aware of the negativity that there is around her.
Take care of yourself, of your mental health, and remember We are all different
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As an INFJ, I know/feel theses positive and negative energies. That's why I try to avoid/dodge/escape them. Maybe that's why i feel better lonely.
I know my mother is eating by these negativity signs, don't know what to do to help her. She could be able to tell me all is ok, whereas it is not.
I think that she is not aware of the negativity that there is around her.
Take care of yourself, of your mental health, and remember We are all different
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Arson
les go i got bad friends and even worse evreything else
1. yep
2. yes sadly
3. well i dont have social media but i always worry about my texts and emails so kinda
4. yes
5. well it might be my GAD or my depression but yes
6. i think i laughed at something like a few days ago so here is my first no
7. i guess oh wait yep i barly have any motivation
8. yeah
9. omg yep yep YEP how do i get out of it? (pls tell me)
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les go i got bad friends and even worse evreything else
1. yep
2. yes sadly
3. well i dont have social media but i always worry about my texts and emails so kinda
4. yes
5. well it might be my GAD or my depression but yes
6. i think i laughed at something like a few days ago so here is my first no
7. i guess oh wait yep i barly have any motivation
8. yeah
9. omg yep yep YEP how do i get out of it? (pls tell me)
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AdamTIL
Hello Psych2go, I am having a problem with myself. I have new friends at my new school but I cant stop thinking about a negative classmate at my school. That made me feel anxious and a little depressed every time I think about him. It is also making me feel dumb, down, and lonely that it is affecting my relationship. How can I stop pondering about the negative student in my former school.
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Hello Psych2go, I am having a problem with myself. I have new friends at my new school but I cant stop thinking about a negative classmate at my school. That made me feel anxious and a little depressed every time I think about him. It is also making me feel dumb, down, and lonely that it is affecting my relationship. How can I stop pondering about the negative student in my former school.
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America
Well i got weird mood swings. and i dont want to go outside. but i need to work. _.
I hate the girl who is working with me. fcking gossip girl.
I can't enjoy vacation and weekends.
and i can't enjoy my hobbies anymore.
. m. I was so optimistic. but i can't do it anymore
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Well i got weird mood swings. and i dont want to go outside. but i need to work. _.
I hate the girl who is working with me. fcking gossip girl.
I can't enjoy vacation and weekends.
and i can't enjoy my hobbies anymore.
. m. I was so optimistic. but i can't do it anymore
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Sis
I left my habits months ago.
I barely do something in Many weeks. I just have no motivation.
Laugh? I now am more easy to make laugh.
I Many times don't do Many things Cuz I expect to anybody around make fun of It.
To be honest, my past is what most tortures me.
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I left my habits months ago.
I barely do something in Many weeks. I just have no motivation.
Laugh? I now am more easy to make laugh.
I Many times don't do Many things Cuz I expect to anybody around make fun of It.
To be honest, my past is what most tortures me.
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Kathi
Its like you reached into my soul. I just ended relationships. I didnt burn a bridge, I burnt the town! Only the ones I knew be there, were the ones still there.
The rest. my Walls are up, all feelings are off this week starts my lifetime of peace. I demand it so
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Its like you reached into my soul. I just ended relationships. I didnt burn a bridge, I burnt the town! Only the ones I knew be there, were the ones still there.
The rest. my Walls are up, all feelings are off this week starts my lifetime of peace. I demand it so
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The
Idk if this relates to the video, but this old lady that I noticed was staring at me came up to me in a restaurant and told me that she couldnt ignore my energy and told me to keep doing what Im doing. My mom told me the old lady might have been reading my energy
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Idk if this relates to the video, but this old lady that I noticed was staring at me came up to me in a restaurant and told me that she couldnt ignore my energy and told me to keep doing what Im doing. My mom told me the old lady might have been reading my energy
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Mieke
Haha. Baru kepikir. selalu gitu. yg Saya pikirkan. Ditertawakan. tetapi nanti butuh waktu lama. kamu mengatakan kebenaran yg Sy katakan dan kamu tertawakan. sejak balita begitu. akhirnya Saya memuji diri. Sy punya kecerdasan dalam berfikir extraordinary.
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Haha. Baru kepikir. selalu gitu. yg Saya pikirkan. Ditertawakan. tetapi nanti butuh waktu lama. kamu mengatakan kebenaran yg Sy katakan dan kamu tertawakan. sejak balita begitu. akhirnya Saya memuji diri. Sy punya kecerdasan dalam berfikir extraordinary.
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TyeDye
I've been consumed by negativity since I was 9 and I've been living with it for 20 years. What I hate the most is when people give me hope that everything will be okay and it always backfires. It's heard for someone like me to accept positive energy.
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I've been consumed by negativity since I was 9 and I've been living with it for 20 years. What I hate the most is when people give me hope that everything will be okay and it always backfires. It's heard for someone like me to accept positive energy.
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yul
No matter what, it will have both highs and lows i wish it could apply to my life. So far, for my lame 36 yrs its only been lows, still, of course im not giving up or sth but understanding thats how it is for most people makes it look more bitter to me
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No matter what, it will have both highs and lows i wish it could apply to my life. So far, for my lame 36 yrs its only been lows, still, of course im not giving up or sth but understanding thats how it is for most people makes it look more bitter to me
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Nite-Mite
5: 07 I am in desperate need of that glowing person to bring me out of that dark bubble that I can't get out of. Work has destroyed me to the point where I couldn't enjoy being around my friends and can't enjoy my hobbies as much anymore.
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5: 07 I am in desperate need of that glowing person to bring me out of that dark bubble that I can't get out of. Work has destroyed me to the point where I couldn't enjoy being around my friends and can't enjoy my hobbies as much anymore.
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KaliJahTernity
Psych2Go I love the content but for the past 2 weeks it's been all negativity. Can you stop telling people how negative they are and start posting some positive vids. Tired of discovering how horrible I am, balance it out a bit
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Psych2Go I love the content but for the past 2 weeks it's been all negativity. Can you stop telling people how negative they are and start posting some positive vids. Tired of discovering how horrible I am, balance it out a bit
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Unclaimed
God it's been months since I've felt like drawing. I keep thinking I should draw something. It's been a while but when I have the free time I just can't work up the motivation to. I don't know how to get out of this slump, tbh.
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God it's been months since I've felt like drawing. I keep thinking I should draw something. It's been a while but when I have the free time I just can't work up the motivation to. I don't know how to get out of this slump, tbh.
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NotYetDeleted
Oh I been surrounded by negativity damn near my whole life, but oh you know, water off a ducks back, gotta figure out a way to live through it, and well if you dont you just end up dead so seem to be working alright
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Oh I been surrounded by negativity damn near my whole life, but oh you know, water off a ducks back, gotta figure out a way to live through it, and well if you dont you just end up dead so seem to be working alright
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kat
The hobby one is so true because I used to do art a lot but people would always tell me it's a waste and you're gonna throw it away anyway so I just got worse and worse at one of the things that make me really happy
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The hobby one is so true because I used to do art a lot but people would always tell me it's a waste and you're gonna throw it away anyway so I just got worse and worse at one of the things that make me really happy
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Minimal
Positive thinking: The glass is half full.
Negative thinking: The glass is half empty.
My thinking: Doesn't matter if the glass is half full or half empty. It's probably got poison in it anyway.
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Positive thinking: The glass is half full.
Negative thinking: The glass is half empty.
My thinking: Doesn't matter if the glass is half full or half empty. It's probably got poison in it anyway.
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Marshmallow
i hate to be that guy but i really dont know how im gonna survive, i want to die very badly. sorry for ruining your fcking day. sorry if profanitys not allowed. sorry for being a burden in general
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i hate to be that guy but i really dont know how im gonna survive, i want to die very badly. sorry for ruining your fcking day. sorry if profanitys not allowed. sorry for being a burden in general
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