5 Signs You're Living With Trauma
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Date: 2023-08-20
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I watched it because I wanted to know if the thing from my past has any impact on me today. I feel like something is really wrong with me, I don't know how to deal with some of my feelings. It happend almost 10 years ago, I tried to bury it and hoped that everything about that time will just disapear, I'll make myself forget. And yes- I kind of forgot most of the details. That doesn't really matter though, because I see some other consequenses that have impact on my life today. I'm tired and scared that it'll never get better and that I won't have a chance to be in a romantic relationship just because of blockades in my mind. It's frustraiting, because I would like to fall in love with someone etc, but I'm panicking every time I feel like there's big chance that someone is attracted to me and wants to be more than just friends. It was just today when a talked with a guy that wanted my number. It was nice to talk to him, we laughed a lot but a moment I walked away I was like WHAAATT WAS THAT WHY HAVE I LET THAT HAPPEN I HATE MYSELF IT'S BAD I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS OR ANY OTHER GUY I HATE MYSELF WHY WHY WHY and couldn't shout my anxious thoughts for over an hour. I felt so guilty. After watching this video I'm more afraid that my nowadays state of mind have a lot to do with my past. It's so scary, because I really really don't want to talk about it to anyone. And also I might be wrong so why bother. It would be perfect if there was a resolvation that doesn't recquire other people
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I watched it because I wanted to know if the thing from my past has any impact on me today. I feel like something is really wrong with me, I don't know how to deal with some of my feelings. It happend almost 10 years ago, I tried to bury it and hoped that everything about that time will just disapear, I'll make myself forget. And yes- I kind of forgot most of the details. That doesn't really matter though, because I see some other consequenses that have impact on my life today. I'm tired and scared that it'll never get better and that I won't have a chance to be in a romantic relationship just because of blockades in my mind. It's frustraiting, because I would like to fall in love with someone etc, but I'm panicking every time I feel like there's big chance that someone is attracted to me and wants to be more than just friends. It was just today when a talked with a guy that wanted my number. It was nice to talk to him, we laughed a lot but a moment I walked away I was like WHAAATT WAS THAT WHY HAVE I LET THAT HAPPEN I HATE MYSELF IT'S BAD I DON'T WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS OR ANY OTHER GUY I HATE MYSELF WHY WHY WHY and couldn't shout my anxious thoughts for over an hour. I felt so guilty. After watching this video I'm more afraid that my nowadays state of mind have a lot to do with my past. It's so scary, because I really really don't want to talk about it to anyone. And also I might be wrong so why bother. It would be perfect if there was a resolvation that doesn't recquire other people
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Gamelover254
I had cancer when I was 8, lost my eye, sense of smell, half my hearing and my body was forever changed from all the surgery.
I spent the next few years of my life being socially anxious of everyone around me. People would stare, people would pity me and people would glorify my survival.
This not only made me feel alone, but it made me feel as if I had to live up to some heroic standard because I had survived a terrible disease.
I didnt want to take anyones advice about wearing an eyepatch, anyones love, affection or anything.
To make matters worse, I was diagnosed with Leukemia at 16. I missed out on Senior year and spent most of my time indoors as my immune system was too weak to handle outside forces.
Here I am, 23. And these experiences (plus an abusive mother and overall broken family) have lead me to not only feel everything in this video, but it has also lead me to not trust anyone but my father (who was always there for me) distrust my other family members who didnt support me during those times and the depression still lasts to this day.
Im ashamed to go outside. My hair is forever ruined thanks to radiation, and I have to wear an eyepatch. Any time I look at another person, all I feel is jealousy and that holds me back from connecting with anyone.
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I had cancer when I was 8, lost my eye, sense of smell, half my hearing and my body was forever changed from all the surgery.
I spent the next few years of my life being socially anxious of everyone around me. People would stare, people would pity me and people would glorify my survival.
This not only made me feel alone, but it made me feel as if I had to live up to some heroic standard because I had survived a terrible disease.
I didnt want to take anyones advice about wearing an eyepatch, anyones love, affection or anything.
To make matters worse, I was diagnosed with Leukemia at 16. I missed out on Senior year and spent most of my time indoors as my immune system was too weak to handle outside forces.
Here I am, 23. And these experiences (plus an abusive mother and overall broken family) have lead me to not only feel everything in this video, but it has also lead me to not trust anyone but my father (who was always there for me) distrust my other family members who didnt support me during those times and the depression still lasts to this day.
Im ashamed to go outside. My hair is forever ruined thanks to radiation, and I have to wear an eyepatch. Any time I look at another person, all I feel is jealousy and that holds me back from connecting with anyone.
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Ecenaz
I hate this. I went through a traumatic event I always have nightmares when I sleep every day feels like surviving from someone that follows me when I go to school our teacher blames us because of a person did something from our class the teachers act like we are all bullies for being 8th grade there is a kindergarten next to our school and teachers act like we all will do something to them because we are older than them (or I feel guilt even tho they don't say that) I can't even focus to my classes and I always get around 60 in exams even in the easiest subjects and there is a big exam waiting for me If i don't make it too I will go to a bad high school next year and that will make me a lazy and bad student to my parents and I will feel like even more failure. Also the person who gave me these feelings in my same school too. I always feel anxious guilty and in danger. I even can't sleep of anxiety I am going to psychiatrist from OCD but I wanna tell my psychiatrist from what I've been gone throught. The psychiatrist said I was Fine unlike the others but I didn't even tell him about this. And If the psychiatrist askes me that If something happen in my past I say no because I'm too scared and feel guilty to tell
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I hate this. I went through a traumatic event I always have nightmares when I sleep every day feels like surviving from someone that follows me when I go to school our teacher blames us because of a person did something from our class the teachers act like we are all bullies for being 8th grade there is a kindergarten next to our school and teachers act like we all will do something to them because we are older than them (or I feel guilt even tho they don't say that) I can't even focus to my classes and I always get around 60 in exams even in the easiest subjects and there is a big exam waiting for me If i don't make it too I will go to a bad high school next year and that will make me a lazy and bad student to my parents and I will feel like even more failure. Also the person who gave me these feelings in my same school too. I always feel anxious guilty and in danger. I even can't sleep of anxiety I am going to psychiatrist from OCD but I wanna tell my psychiatrist from what I've been gone throught. The psychiatrist said I was Fine unlike the others but I didn't even tell him about this. And If the psychiatrist askes me that If something happen in my past I say no because I'm too scared and feel guilty to tell
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Aqua
I was abused as a child, teen, young adult and adult. I have ticked off all of these on this list. Its getting bad because lately all I want to do is sleep. Going out with friends seems and feels too hard and I think too scary. Human connection seems pointless and actually daunting when so many I trusted to love me have severely hurt me. I blame myself for letting the wrong people into my life, I own that blame but the trauma these people have caused, family included, has made it very difficult for me to function and even like most people (though I strive to be nice to everyone outwardly. I often want to leave this world because Im tired of pain and disappointment and the struggle to over come a literal lifetime of trauma is overwhelming. When people offer a hand to help, I shy away and ignore it because I think everyone will eventually tire or turn on me. Ive tried talk therapy and medication. Hypnosis and meditation.
I just want it all to be okay and I try hard to push away thoughts like this but deep, deep down I feel like Im broken for life and that maybe the Universe or whatever just forgot to have a place for me in this world
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I was abused as a child, teen, young adult and adult. I have ticked off all of these on this list. Its getting bad because lately all I want to do is sleep. Going out with friends seems and feels too hard and I think too scary. Human connection seems pointless and actually daunting when so many I trusted to love me have severely hurt me. I blame myself for letting the wrong people into my life, I own that blame but the trauma these people have caused, family included, has made it very difficult for me to function and even like most people (though I strive to be nice to everyone outwardly. I often want to leave this world because Im tired of pain and disappointment and the struggle to over come a literal lifetime of trauma is overwhelming. When people offer a hand to help, I shy away and ignore it because I think everyone will eventually tire or turn on me. Ive tried talk therapy and medication. Hypnosis and meditation.
I just want it all to be okay and I try hard to push away thoughts like this but deep, deep down I feel like Im broken for life and that maybe the Universe or whatever just forgot to have a place for me in this world
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Sansa
So a boss can be a victim of narc abuse, too. I experienced sabotage, and verbal, emotional abuse from a subordinate, and he had my new boss totally fooled so I constantly was being yelled at for things not my fault, or not true, it was the worst experience I have ever had. I ended up leaving the company, BC I could never been able to explain what was happening, BC this experience drained me physically and emotionally so much that I couldn't articulate the complexity of the situation well and also not sound paranoid, by saying I was being sabotaged without any actual proof. I loved my job, and tried so hard, to make things work out, and every attempt I made was twisted somehow.
To this day, a year later, I am still affected by all of what happened and I can say it was traumatic, and I have to constantly remind myself that it wasn't my fault, and I didn't do anything wrong, and it's still so hard not to be embarrassed, and ashamed due to the replays in my mind. My self confidence, was also torn to shreds, and I struggle with having authority nowband as someone in a leadership role, I need my confidence back.
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So a boss can be a victim of narc abuse, too. I experienced sabotage, and verbal, emotional abuse from a subordinate, and he had my new boss totally fooled so I constantly was being yelled at for things not my fault, or not true, it was the worst experience I have ever had. I ended up leaving the company, BC I could never been able to explain what was happening, BC this experience drained me physically and emotionally so much that I couldn't articulate the complexity of the situation well and also not sound paranoid, by saying I was being sabotaged without any actual proof. I loved my job, and tried so hard, to make things work out, and every attempt I made was twisted somehow.
To this day, a year later, I am still affected by all of what happened and I can say it was traumatic, and I have to constantly remind myself that it wasn't my fault, and I didn't do anything wrong, and it's still so hard not to be embarrassed, and ashamed due to the replays in my mind. My self confidence, was also torn to shreds, and I struggle with having authority nowband as someone in a leadership role, I need my confidence back.
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Haru
I just got out of a REALLY toxic relationship. Idk if I have trauma from it I don't think I do though. I just hate talking about it and when someone brings up sh i guess you could say I get triggered. I remember I thought I heard my brother say something about my sh and I got mad at him and started a fight. When it's infront of other people I just become quiet and don't want to talk about it. I just shut down and try to ignore them. I have told some people at school but I told this one guy and while our class was somewhere he told some of the kids there and I was so surprised and hurt because I though he would not tell people that. And now I think the kids ar my school knows all about it now. I have literally lost trust in everyone I know. Except for family. Every little thing that I know is bad when people do it, I realize it and I try not to talk to them and distance myself. I just want someone to trust but I can't anymore. I used to be so open to people and always be there but after what happened to me I don't trust anyone and I don't think I will for a long time. But thanks for reading
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I just got out of a REALLY toxic relationship. Idk if I have trauma from it I don't think I do though. I just hate talking about it and when someone brings up sh i guess you could say I get triggered. I remember I thought I heard my brother say something about my sh and I got mad at him and started a fight. When it's infront of other people I just become quiet and don't want to talk about it. I just shut down and try to ignore them. I have told some people at school but I told this one guy and while our class was somewhere he told some of the kids there and I was so surprised and hurt because I though he would not tell people that. And now I think the kids ar my school knows all about it now. I have literally lost trust in everyone I know. Except for family. Every little thing that I know is bad when people do it, I realize it and I try not to talk to them and distance myself. I just want someone to trust but I can't anymore. I used to be so open to people and always be there but after what happened to me I don't trust anyone and I don't think I will for a long time. But thanks for reading
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Cakey
I can't really understand what causes trauma. I've been disturbed by this a lot. It's hard to accept that I've been through trauma when everything felt normal to me. It made me feel bad and caused a lot of issues but I never considered it abnormal until a bit ago. I'm often told things like you're not suicidal, you're just confused and invalidating everything I've been through. At this point, I genuinely can't tell if I do have problems or if I'm just faking it myself. It's even worse considering my family's the one who's causing this. I see them everyday and it's always the same conversation about my mental health. Despite seeing a psychologist, my dad still tells me it's a waste of money and time. Sometimes during my appointments I feel like everything is just looping. The same things happen everytime.
Sorry for the rant and how it's just all over the place, I can't really focus on these things because so many things are bothering me all at once.
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I can't really understand what causes trauma. I've been disturbed by this a lot. It's hard to accept that I've been through trauma when everything felt normal to me. It made me feel bad and caused a lot of issues but I never considered it abnormal until a bit ago. I'm often told things like you're not suicidal, you're just confused and invalidating everything I've been through. At this point, I genuinely can't tell if I do have problems or if I'm just faking it myself. It's even worse considering my family's the one who's causing this. I see them everyday and it's always the same conversation about my mental health. Despite seeing a psychologist, my dad still tells me it's a waste of money and time. Sometimes during my appointments I feel like everything is just looping. The same things happen everytime.
Sorry for the rant and how it's just all over the place, I can't really focus on these things because so many things are bothering me all at once.
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Scar
After years, on Thursday, during my therapy session I was diagnosed with childhood trauma caused by my peers in school. And it's affecting me for years and I never knew why I was doing the things I was doing and the thoughts I had. At first it was rather shocking, but now I'm a little more blissful knowing that I have a problem and can be fixed rather than thinking that I was the mistake. So yeah, I need to work on that now and I'm sure it'll help me, my relationships and assist me in making new ones.
To all fellows who struggle in a similar way, you don't need to be afraid. It only takes the first step to begin the journey of a thousand steps. You can make it, I know it, and you know it too. If you need professional help, reach out, there's no shame into trying to explore yourself in order to get better
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After years, on Thursday, during my therapy session I was diagnosed with childhood trauma caused by my peers in school. And it's affecting me for years and I never knew why I was doing the things I was doing and the thoughts I had. At first it was rather shocking, but now I'm a little more blissful knowing that I have a problem and can be fixed rather than thinking that I was the mistake. So yeah, I need to work on that now and I'm sure it'll help me, my relationships and assist me in making new ones.
To all fellows who struggle in a similar way, you don't need to be afraid. It only takes the first step to begin the journey of a thousand steps. You can make it, I know it, and you know it too. If you need professional help, reach out, there's no shame into trying to explore yourself in order to get better
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Pirpirulalaa
get bullies because i greet my classmate since 4, and still get bullies when primary school, middle school. now i'm high school student, and i really can't greet people in real life (i just can only be online text, its already 1 year since i entered high school, and still not have a single friend that i can have fun chatting in class or online text. i just have 2 bff at middle school, and that was the first and latest friend that i have. but still i can't rely on them about this trauma.
i really want to greet my senior at dance club, she's really nice to me (in real life or on chatting. i get many chance to greet her, but still i can't greet her first, its always her to greet me first. i still have 1 year chance to greet her first, and i really hope i can do this
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get bullies because i greet my classmate since 4, and still get bullies when primary school, middle school. now i'm high school student, and i really can't greet people in real life (i just can only be online text, its already 1 year since i entered high school, and still not have a single friend that i can have fun chatting in class or online text. i just have 2 bff at middle school, and that was the first and latest friend that i have. but still i can't rely on them about this trauma.
i really want to greet my senior at dance club, she's really nice to me (in real life or on chatting. i get many chance to greet her, but still i can't greet her first, its always her to greet me first. i still have 1 year chance to greet her first, and i really hope i can do this
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saron
Last night I had a dream that I saw Squidward and Bart Simpson, I ran to them in tears and hugged them, Squidward asked me what's wrong and I said why did you took your own life, Squidward and Bart was in shock, Took me own life? Squidward said, Yes, I replied, Bart, why did you fall off the plane? I said, fell off the plane? What are you talking about? Bart said, I saw you falling to the ground, when I saw you body, I was in internal shock, my heart was shouting in pain as i saw you dead, I confessed, Squidward hugged me and said, Shhh, don't cry, we didn't die, it's the producers who made us appear like that, he said yeah, my parents took me to an airplane, but my dad pushed me near the window, Bart said. I wish you never died,
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Last night I had a dream that I saw Squidward and Bart Simpson, I ran to them in tears and hugged them, Squidward asked me what's wrong and I said why did you took your own life, Squidward and Bart was in shock, Took me own life? Squidward said, Yes, I replied, Bart, why did you fall off the plane? I said, fell off the plane? What are you talking about? Bart said, I saw you falling to the ground, when I saw you body, I was in internal shock, my heart was shouting in pain as i saw you dead, I confessed, Squidward hugged me and said, Shhh, don't cry, we didn't die, it's the producers who made us appear like that, he said yeah, my parents took me to an airplane, but my dad pushed me near the window, Bart said. I wish you never died,
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Jesper
It's easy to deal with trauma that lingers in your head. Admittedly, you often do need help to root them out and deal with them. But what about the trauma you have, that you just can't remember. Especially trauma from your childhood? Things that your subconscious decided to bury deep deep DEEP down, under everything else. A blessing? Or a curse?
I'm certain that's what i have to deal with. I have all the signs of trauma, and/or cPTSD. But i have no memories of traumas in my past. 43 years old, and have only now begun to dig into it, and seek help understanding my mind. But still have to wait 18 months before i can talk to a therapist (Yea, go Denmark.
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It's easy to deal with trauma that lingers in your head. Admittedly, you often do need help to root them out and deal with them. But what about the trauma you have, that you just can't remember. Especially trauma from your childhood? Things that your subconscious decided to bury deep deep DEEP down, under everything else. A blessing? Or a curse?
I'm certain that's what i have to deal with. I have all the signs of trauma, and/or cPTSD. But i have no memories of traumas in my past. 43 years old, and have only now begun to dig into it, and seek help understanding my mind. But still have to wait 18 months before i can talk to a therapist (Yea, go Denmark.
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PrettyMuch
Going to my first day of therapy on May 9th. I'm very sure that I will be diagnosed with c-ptsd. I've lived my entire life up until now through abuse and traumatic events. My mother and her shitty ex boyfriend still haunt my mind. Everything they did lingers in my mind every night, and I can't sleep anymore. I hope that no other child has to go through this sort of trauma, and especially not being believed whenever you come out about it. It's so frustrating and saddening. Nobody ever believed me because all children must have good lives, right? I'm just an attention seeking liar who wants to get my mother in trouble. Nobody cares.
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Going to my first day of therapy on May 9th. I'm very sure that I will be diagnosed with c-ptsd. I've lived my entire life up until now through abuse and traumatic events. My mother and her shitty ex boyfriend still haunt my mind. Everything they did lingers in my mind every night, and I can't sleep anymore. I hope that no other child has to go through this sort of trauma, and especially not being believed whenever you come out about it. It's so frustrating and saddening. Nobody ever believed me because all children must have good lives, right? I'm just an attention seeking liar who wants to get my mother in trouble. Nobody cares.
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Nico
it feels like I have to tell this to someone so last year I had a beautiful little bird called Akio. I got her before I got diagnosed with depression, she was everything I could ever want. But I was only able to have her for a year before she died. Me and Akio used to fall asleep together but one day I woke up and she was gone. Every time I talk about her I start crying. (literally crying rn) Its been a year and I still cant get her out of my head, she was one of the only reasons I was still alive. She also is in 80% of the dreams I have. I just cant let her go and I dont know if its trauma. But the worst part is that I blame myself
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it feels like I have to tell this to someone so last year I had a beautiful little bird called Akio. I got her before I got diagnosed with depression, she was everything I could ever want. But I was only able to have her for a year before she died. Me and Akio used to fall asleep together but one day I woke up and she was gone. Every time I talk about her I start crying. (literally crying rn) Its been a year and I still cant get her out of my head, she was one of the only reasons I was still alive. She also is in 80% of the dreams I have. I just cant let her go and I dont know if its trauma. But the worst part is that I blame myself
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Bouchan's
My previous uni is causing me trauma because I chose a shit degree, it sucked and it was a waste of money. However, I studied abroad and I only have friends from there, they're all very kind but since they're still in school they remind me of my trauma everyday. Every time after I hung out with them, no matter how happy the event was, if the uni was mentioned I will just get depressed after the event ended. Should I cut tie with all of them? Or should I even move out of this city and never look back again?
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My previous uni is causing me trauma because I chose a shit degree, it sucked and it was a waste of money. However, I studied abroad and I only have friends from there, they're all very kind but since they're still in school they remind me of my trauma everyday. Every time after I hung out with them, no matter how happy the event was, if the uni was mentioned I will just get depressed after the event ended. Should I cut tie with all of them? Or should I even move out of this city and never look back again?
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Steven
Hi psych2go,
I would like to suggest you make a video about fact-meaning. It's an exercise I've found helpful in my therapy.
Example:
Fact: I am divorced.
Old Meaning: I am a bad husband.
I can choose to give whatever meaning I want to a fact. And the meaning I give it will influence my future behavior patterns.
Fact: I am divorced.
New Meaning: My wife & I, as a team, just couldn't figure out how to make our marriage work.
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Hi psych2go,
I would like to suggest you make a video about fact-meaning. It's an exercise I've found helpful in my therapy.
Example:
Fact: I am divorced.
Old Meaning: I am a bad husband.
I can choose to give whatever meaning I want to a fact. And the meaning I give it will influence my future behavior patterns.
Fact: I am divorced.
New Meaning: My wife & I, as a team, just couldn't figure out how to make our marriage work.
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psych2go
Im dealing with my own trauma right now and the one thing to say about it is it's hard, really hard. I can't stop thinking about it and associate it with things i used to enjoy but now can't. The worst part is that i don't blame the person who caused it, I know that they didn't mean to do anything wrong. But they did. And they're still someone in my everyday life, not even knowing how much they affected me. I really wish i could leave them behind.
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Im dealing with my own trauma right now and the one thing to say about it is it's hard, really hard. I can't stop thinking about it and associate it with things i used to enjoy but now can't. The worst part is that i don't blame the person who caused it, I know that they didn't mean to do anything wrong. But they did. And they're still someone in my everyday life, not even knowing how much they affected me. I really wish i could leave them behind.
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RoxasXIIIkeys
Since 2019-2020, my boyfriend's been suffering from past trauma. And today, his trauma has reached it's absolute worst. Right now I just feel so powerless, I want to help him so bad, possibly conquer his trauma, literally anything to help him. I want to see him happy, and it's extremely heartbreaking my boyfriend's trauma is eating him up alive more and more while I am stuck being completely useless and watching it all happen.
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Since 2019-2020, my boyfriend's been suffering from past trauma. And today, his trauma has reached it's absolute worst. Right now I just feel so powerless, I want to help him so bad, possibly conquer his trauma, literally anything to help him. I want to see him happy, and it's extremely heartbreaking my boyfriend's trauma is eating him up alive more and more while I am stuck being completely useless and watching it all happen.
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kelp
The worst part about having trauma for me is the things that trigger the memories. A year or two ago, I broke down sobbing because I simply saw a cop car. Certain names me me uncomfortable, and I don't think I'd be able to bear driving past the house everything happened in. Hearing loud noises and glass breaking scares me really bad, and I cry easily when yelled at. I was around 7-9 when it happened and it still effects me negatively.
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The worst part about having trauma for me is the things that trigger the memories. A year or two ago, I broke down sobbing because I simply saw a cop car. Certain names me me uncomfortable, and I don't think I'd be able to bear driving past the house everything happened in. Hearing loud noises and glass breaking scares me really bad, and I cry easily when yelled at. I was around 7-9 when it happened and it still effects me negatively.
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Smurf
Idk if this is a trauma I had if not what is it please tell me bcs when I was 10 I had to say a whole text we had to learn and I forgot it so i stressed and said random words everyone laughed at me my whole body heated up and I said nothing anymore I just stood there and waited at the end I just cried and was scared from the whole class and still when I have to say something infront of the class I could just stay there and cry.
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Idk if this is a trauma I had if not what is it please tell me bcs when I was 10 I had to say a whole text we had to learn and I forgot it so i stressed and said random words everyone laughed at me my whole body heated up and I said nothing anymore I just stood there and waited at the end I just cried and was scared from the whole class and still when I have to say something infront of the class I could just stay there and cry.
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Sweetskittle
I relate to one of the signs because I used to be a very energetic kid who always love to try new things and explore. But overtime that all changed when the one person I looked up to the most suddenly left my side. That's why I'm closed off from people because once you make friends, it's not like your going to see them again. They'll just turn their back on you the second they get the chance to do so.
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I relate to one of the signs because I used to be a very energetic kid who always love to try new things and explore. But overtime that all changed when the one person I looked up to the most suddenly left my side. That's why I'm closed off from people because once you make friends, it's not like your going to see them again. They'll just turn their back on you the second they get the chance to do so.
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BlueHaze
Okay all of these things apply, but it feels disrespectful to those who have gone through trauma to call myself traumatized? Like those things that happened to me aren't trauma, those are just life's ups and downs and I'm too sensitive to handle them so I make mountains out of molehills. My parents loved me I was just a difficult kid.
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Okay all of these things apply, but it feels disrespectful to those who have gone through trauma to call myself traumatized? Like those things that happened to me aren't trauma, those are just life's ups and downs and I'm too sensitive to handle them so I make mountains out of molehills. My parents loved me I was just a difficult kid.
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Melissa
I realize this is an older video, but I was doing some online digging and came upon this and actually watched it twice, and greatly appreciated it. Upon my second viewing, I also picked up on the courage the cowardly dog picture reference around 25 seconds in, which is wild because as a child, that episode ALWAYS made me cry.
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I realize this is an older video, but I was doing some online digging and came upon this and actually watched it twice, and greatly appreciated it. Upon my second viewing, I also picked up on the courage the cowardly dog picture reference around 25 seconds in, which is wild because as a child, that episode ALWAYS made me cry.
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alectricz
I can relate to all 5 but no one around me take that really serious. Today someone told me, that it's my fault, I'm stuck with trauma and another one said, they pretented to like me. The hurtful thing is, I did everything for them and I loved them so much, even after they traumatized me. I still loved them. It's so hurtful
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I can relate to all 5 but no one around me take that really serious. Today someone told me, that it's my fault, I'm stuck with trauma and another one said, they pretented to like me. The hurtful thing is, I did everything for them and I loved them so much, even after they traumatized me. I still loved them. It's so hurtful
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kykypi3a
I got bullied twice in the past, many years later I saw a boy who was saying twix twix he was purposely making fun of a girl that was round, and it was not the first time, idk why I started crying it just reminded me getting bullied of me in the past
to confort myself, I say someone has sufferd more than me
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I got bullied twice in the past, many years later I saw a boy who was saying twix twix he was purposely making fun of a girl that was round, and it was not the first time, idk why I started crying it just reminded me getting bullied of me in the past
to confort myself, I say someone has sufferd more than me
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Certain people, certain events still traumatize me, but i always try to fight those trauma, push it to the limit, end up with triggered fight or flight response in my body.
We can't fight those triggers when experience it, my mind filled with negative thoughts, while my body in hypervigilance mode
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Certain people, certain events still traumatize me, but i always try to fight those trauma, push it to the limit, end up with triggered fight or flight response in my body.
We can't fight those triggers when experience it, my mind filled with negative thoughts, while my body in hypervigilance mode
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