6 Signs You're Depressed, NOT Selfish
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Soooo
I wanna say some things here and just hope to get something out of it or to get over it.
Here it goes ahahaah-
So um i have this friend whom i met online and then we kinda had a thing for a few months but then i lost feelings and politely cut things off, but you see things weren't cut off, he knew i had strict parents and might've thought i was tryna save myself from not getting caught but noo i actually didn't like him anymore. After a while he started to text me again and well, i replied since it had been a while, then the texts continued and he brought up how we weren't frankly friends and we should forget everything and just be friends from then on. I said ok. Then he started to text me a looooot. Started calling me by the nickname he gave me while we were a thing. And just always wanted to meet up, call and all. I felt sorta uncomfortable cause. i wasnt THAT social with anyone legit. O have friends and we talk but it has breaks between them. But with him when ever there's like two weeks gap he'd text me things like you've forgotten meee yoi don't text me anymoreee like ikkk catch that as a sign that someone doesn't prolly wanna talk that much wid you? I mean it's not that i completely wanna stop talking to him just not that frequently. But he doesnt get it and keeps pestering and i feel so annoyed plus uncomfortable at times. It stresses me out and makes me feel weird. Nevertheless I know he is a veey social, outgoing, kind, and all person but i just dont like that kind of treatment. at least from him. I wish he knew this. But i don wanna hurt his feelings but i did start ignoring him bit by bit and he would ask what's wrong with me and said i seemed rude recently. I'm tankful for his care but I'm not comfy sharing things with him. I ahd shared before i didn't get much in return just be strong like okayyy but did u not even listen? Just that? I wanna know something tho. Do you(whoever has read this) think I'm being ungrateful and rude and a horrible person in this? Thanks anyway
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Soooo
I wanna say some things here and just hope to get something out of it or to get over it.
Here it goes ahahaah-
So um i have this friend whom i met online and then we kinda had a thing for a few months but then i lost feelings and politely cut things off, but you see things weren't cut off, he knew i had strict parents and might've thought i was tryna save myself from not getting caught but noo i actually didn't like him anymore. After a while he started to text me again and well, i replied since it had been a while, then the texts continued and he brought up how we weren't frankly friends and we should forget everything and just be friends from then on. I said ok. Then he started to text me a looooot. Started calling me by the nickname he gave me while we were a thing. And just always wanted to meet up, call and all. I felt sorta uncomfortable cause. i wasnt THAT social with anyone legit. O have friends and we talk but it has breaks between them. But with him when ever there's like two weeks gap he'd text me things like you've forgotten meee yoi don't text me anymoreee like ikkk catch that as a sign that someone doesn't prolly wanna talk that much wid you? I mean it's not that i completely wanna stop talking to him just not that frequently. But he doesnt get it and keeps pestering and i feel so annoyed plus uncomfortable at times. It stresses me out and makes me feel weird. Nevertheless I know he is a veey social, outgoing, kind, and all person but i just dont like that kind of treatment. at least from him. I wish he knew this. But i don wanna hurt his feelings but i did start ignoring him bit by bit and he would ask what's wrong with me and said i seemed rude recently. I'm tankful for his care but I'm not comfy sharing things with him. I ahd shared before i didn't get much in return just be strong like okayyy but did u not even listen? Just that? I wanna know something tho. Do you(whoever has read this) think I'm being ungrateful and rude and a horrible person in this? Thanks anyway
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Saiki
I still feel like I'm selfish tho. I should've help my parents more with house chores but I didn't. I keep on reminding myself to do it but I always just feel so lazy. I think it would definitely be better if I just dissapear. Then I don't have to make my parents more sad, disappointed n stressed with me. I've witnessed my mom crying bc of me, n I feel so bad. Like, my birth was a mistake right? My mom prob should've aborted me. Or I probably should've die when I was younger. I hate it so much. They also keep on misunderstanding me. I'm scared to tell them the truth bc I feel like my mom would only say that I'm being rude trying to go against what she said. Then she would say that I don't have enough manner n respect for her. Like, I'm so so sick of it all. I couldn't even trust my own parents anymore. I don't even feel comfortable trying to tell them my feelings. I rly wanna have someone to talk to but I just have no one. I trust no one. I just want to. If not, I just want to have at least one day to forget about everything. Ugh it's so annoying my dad has already given up on me n my mom was going to. She said she've had enough of always being sad with my attitude (as I've said she cried in front of me. It happen quite a few times) Oh when I heard that I also feel like giving up everything
Sry for the rambling I just couldn't hold it in anymore haha
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I still feel like I'm selfish tho. I should've help my parents more with house chores but I didn't. I keep on reminding myself to do it but I always just feel so lazy. I think it would definitely be better if I just dissapear. Then I don't have to make my parents more sad, disappointed n stressed with me. I've witnessed my mom crying bc of me, n I feel so bad. Like, my birth was a mistake right? My mom prob should've aborted me. Or I probably should've die when I was younger. I hate it so much. They also keep on misunderstanding me. I'm scared to tell them the truth bc I feel like my mom would only say that I'm being rude trying to go against what she said. Then she would say that I don't have enough manner n respect for her. Like, I'm so so sick of it all. I couldn't even trust my own parents anymore. I don't even feel comfortable trying to tell them my feelings. I rly wanna have someone to talk to but I just have no one. I trust no one. I just want to. If not, I just want to have at least one day to forget about everything. Ugh it's so annoying my dad has already given up on me n my mom was going to. She said she've had enough of always being sad with my attitude (as I've said she cried in front of me. It happen quite a few times) Oh when I heard that I also feel like giving up everything
Sry for the rambling I just couldn't hold it in anymore haha
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Kat
Damn. I knew I had major depression, but it never came to me just HOW bad the gravity of my emotions were. It's as if you're desensitized to extreme apathy to the point where you convince yourself it was always apart of who you were. I was wondering why I've quite literally forgotten who I was, like I've succumbed to this deep wave of amnesia that only nostalgic remnants of my past could revive me of. Like literally, I completely forgot myself until recently. Stuff like playing childhood games in order from oldest to latest somehow reminded me of how I use to think and feel to now. Made me feel myself again. It's surreal, but I'd never wish this experience on the worst people. Imagine how despairing it would be had I not had those games. I really would not be here rn. figuratively AND literally. Depression is NO joke, and this video exposing my desires or ideation to somehow sleep forever and dream indefinitely really put me in reality.
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Damn. I knew I had major depression, but it never came to me just HOW bad the gravity of my emotions were. It's as if you're desensitized to extreme apathy to the point where you convince yourself it was always apart of who you were. I was wondering why I've quite literally forgotten who I was, like I've succumbed to this deep wave of amnesia that only nostalgic remnants of my past could revive me of. Like literally, I completely forgot myself until recently. Stuff like playing childhood games in order from oldest to latest somehow reminded me of how I use to think and feel to now. Made me feel myself again. It's surreal, but I'd never wish this experience on the worst people. Imagine how despairing it would be had I not had those games. I really would not be here rn. figuratively AND literally. Depression is NO joke, and this video exposing my desires or ideation to somehow sleep forever and dream indefinitely really put me in reality.
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Stay
There was this one time due to friend issues, I almost committed suicide, everyone was looking at me, worried, I felt so terrible I cried and cried, but one of my teachers yelled at me, saying: STOP CRYING, MY STUDENTS DONT CRY OF SADNESS, THEY CRY OF JOY! YOU DONT CARE ABOUT HOW MUCH I HELPED YOU, YOU ARE SELFISH! I DIDNT SLEEP WELL BECAUSE YOU WERE CRYING THE WHOLE DAY, AND NOW I AM HEARTBROKEN. I think the medicine isnt helping you, you need to increase your dosage.
I felt really sad and insecure, after he said all of this, I am NOT an entitled person, I just dont know why he would say that I dont follow his tips and when I suddenly go crazy and say I am selfish. After all of this, due to stop further harm, the teacher called my parents to send me home. I am still heartbroken to what he said, even though he was a really nice teacher to me most of the time, I will NEVER EVER forget this.
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There was this one time due to friend issues, I almost committed suicide, everyone was looking at me, worried, I felt so terrible I cried and cried, but one of my teachers yelled at me, saying: STOP CRYING, MY STUDENTS DONT CRY OF SADNESS, THEY CRY OF JOY! YOU DONT CARE ABOUT HOW MUCH I HELPED YOU, YOU ARE SELFISH! I DIDNT SLEEP WELL BECAUSE YOU WERE CRYING THE WHOLE DAY, AND NOW I AM HEARTBROKEN. I think the medicine isnt helping you, you need to increase your dosage.
I felt really sad and insecure, after he said all of this, I am NOT an entitled person, I just dont know why he would say that I dont follow his tips and when I suddenly go crazy and say I am selfish. After all of this, due to stop further harm, the teacher called my parents to send me home. I am still heartbroken to what he said, even though he was a really nice teacher to me most of the time, I will NEVER EVER forget this.
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Naruto
Can i ask a serious question? What's wrong with being alone? Sometimes withdrawing is a way to heal, and some people value their alone time like myself. Always doing something with people is extremely draining and doing it while dealing with depression is impossible. They're the selfish ones tbh if they don't leave you alone. but yeah i have all 6 signs. I legit can't take it anymore. i just sit at my desk and i cry. i try to look forward to seeing my friends, moving to a new country, uni, and hopefully travelling but i just feel like a loser, and no body actually likes me and one day all my friends will just stab me in the back and throw me out because I'm not the same. My family already rejects me
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Can i ask a serious question? What's wrong with being alone? Sometimes withdrawing is a way to heal, and some people value their alone time like myself. Always doing something with people is extremely draining and doing it while dealing with depression is impossible. They're the selfish ones tbh if they don't leave you alone. but yeah i have all 6 signs. I legit can't take it anymore. i just sit at my desk and i cry. i try to look forward to seeing my friends, moving to a new country, uni, and hopefully travelling but i just feel like a loser, and no body actually likes me and one day all my friends will just stab me in the back and throw me out because I'm not the same. My family already rejects me
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Mc_EnderCat
ok im. im not crying now cuz. cuz i understand
i m cryin cuz no one care
not even my parents or freinds i just tryin to. idk. said like DAMN IM IN A BAD TIME CANT I BE ALONE FOR A MINITE MAYBE?
and they just thinkin im an. idiot or faking. or maybe cuz someone hurt me. and yeah IF really someone did. they just gonna start judjing ME like its my fault that i born for the first places and they like WHY U CANT BE JUST LIKE OTHERS
LOOK AT OUR NIGTHBORE TEENAGES LOOK AT THIS DO LIKE THIS and its just make it worst. i did lisent and they dont
even my boyfreind. i do lestnen to his depression peroblems. but he dont. it just make me feel death inside
ame i rigth?
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ok im. im not crying now cuz. cuz i understand
i m cryin cuz no one care
not even my parents or freinds i just tryin to. idk. said like DAMN IM IN A BAD TIME CANT I BE ALONE FOR A MINITE MAYBE?
and they just thinkin im an. idiot or faking. or maybe cuz someone hurt me. and yeah IF really someone did. they just gonna start judjing ME like its my fault that i born for the first places and they like WHY U CANT BE JUST LIKE OTHERS
LOOK AT OUR NIGTHBORE TEENAGES LOOK AT THIS DO LIKE THIS and its just make it worst. i did lisent and they dont
even my boyfreind. i do lestnen to his depression peroblems. but he dont. it just make me feel death inside
ame i rigth?
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Mc_EnderCat
ok im. im not crying now cuz. cuz i understand
i m cryin cuz no one care
not even my parents or freinds i just tryin to. idk. said like DAMN IM IN A BAD TIME CANT I BE ALONE FOR A MINITE MAYBE?
and they just thinkin im an. idiot or faking. or maybe cuz someone hurt me. and yeah IF really someone did. they just gonna judj ME like its my fault that i born for the first places and they like WHY U CANT BE JUST LIKE OTHERS
LOOK AT OUR NIGTHBORE TEENAGES LOOK AT THIS DO LIKE THIS and its just make it wors. i did lisent and they dont
even my boyfreind. i do lestnen to his depression peroblems. but he dont. it just make me feel death inside
ame i rigth?
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ok im. im not crying now cuz. cuz i understand
i m cryin cuz no one care
not even my parents or freinds i just tryin to. idk. said like DAMN IM IN A BAD TIME CANT I BE ALONE FOR A MINITE MAYBE?
and they just thinkin im an. idiot or faking. or maybe cuz someone hurt me. and yeah IF really someone did. they just gonna judj ME like its my fault that i born for the first places and they like WHY U CANT BE JUST LIKE OTHERS
LOOK AT OUR NIGTHBORE TEENAGES LOOK AT THIS DO LIKE THIS and its just make it wors. i did lisent and they dont
even my boyfreind. i do lestnen to his depression peroblems. but he dont. it just make me feel death inside
ame i rigth?
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Ryouma
To think that my country didn't have any of that suicide hotline. Actually, they do have one, only that it's deactivated because of something, perhaps people keeps making fun of it by doing prank calls (seriously, I detest those kinds of people whether they're friends or even family member) Or perhaps people just being too pre-occupied on finding jobs and money.
Most people have always played it out and just said it's a joke and mocked those who got offended by that, perhaps only when the said 'joke' happened to them, they'll realize how painful it actually is
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To think that my country didn't have any of that suicide hotline. Actually, they do have one, only that it's deactivated because of something, perhaps people keeps making fun of it by doing prank calls (seriously, I detest those kinds of people whether they're friends or even family member) Or perhaps people just being too pre-occupied on finding jobs and money.
Most people have always played it out and just said it's a joke and mocked those who got offended by that, perhaps only when the said 'joke' happened to them, they'll realize how painful it actually is
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Lenny
My mom would not stop calling me selfish when I had depression.
It always made me feel worse. Like I was stuck in this struggle of putting myself first because it felt like no one else would, and trying to be more caring so I would please my mother.
She never took me to therapy or to get help. She never even talked about it with me at all after I told her initially. If it was me, if that was my child with depression. I'd do everything I could to help them.
Maybe that's why I can't stand to see her anymore.
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My mom would not stop calling me selfish when I had depression.
It always made me feel worse. Like I was stuck in this struggle of putting myself first because it felt like no one else would, and trying to be more caring so I would please my mother.
She never took me to therapy or to get help. She never even talked about it with me at all after I told her initially. If it was me, if that was my child with depression. I'd do everything I could to help them.
Maybe that's why I can't stand to see her anymore.
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Ionu
This video describe me in most detailed ways, and it is not just me who is attacked by this monster, somewhere in this world there are people who is worse than me and thinking of this it hurts me much more than it should, I mean I have my own problems but having this feeling I know how exactly it is and knowing that are other people who suffer maybe much worse than me, makes me wanna help them or at least try, but thinking that I can't even help myself makes me to feel terrible
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This video describe me in most detailed ways, and it is not just me who is attacked by this monster, somewhere in this world there are people who is worse than me and thinking of this it hurts me much more than it should, I mean I have my own problems but having this feeling I know how exactly it is and knowing that are other people who suffer maybe much worse than me, makes me wanna help them or at least try, but thinking that I can't even help myself makes me to feel terrible
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Lae
I think i want attention, i hang out with friends and i think im happy but im not sure, i dont know if Im depressed ive tried to get therapy but when i tried to get it i was filling out a form next to my mom and one of the boxes was have you had suicidal thoughts or something along those lines and my mom said please no please no so i ended up checking no sometimes i say im actually gonna kill myself when i get mad at games but i say it like every time i just dont know anymore
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I think i want attention, i hang out with friends and i think im happy but im not sure, i dont know if Im depressed ive tried to get therapy but when i tried to get it i was filling out a form next to my mom and one of the boxes was have you had suicidal thoughts or something along those lines and my mom said please no please no so i ended up checking no sometimes i say im actually gonna kill myself when i get mad at games but i say it like every time i just dont know anymore
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Reality_Checkk
i cant tell whats going on with me, i have these outbursts of lazyiness and zero motivation, i have these moments where i completly shut down if a coment is made, I care more about other peoples feelings than my own. I dont want to call myself depressed, cus i dont want to self diagnose and i just don't match up with most of these signs, i do feel happy. sometimes, but also just just shut down. I don't know what it is really.
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i cant tell whats going on with me, i have these outbursts of lazyiness and zero motivation, i have these moments where i completly shut down if a coment is made, I care more about other peoples feelings than my own. I dont want to call myself depressed, cus i dont want to self diagnose and i just don't match up with most of these signs, i do feel happy. sometimes, but also just just shut down. I don't know what it is really.
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Mindlessshit
Lol I'm literally watching this right now while my mom's blabbing out everything that's wrong with me.
You're selfish and ungrateful.
You're the oldest yet the most irresponsible
You should be grateful that you are give everything you need. When we were young---
I thought you were smart, why can't u even understand a single thing
I don't fckn know what's going inside ur mind
Same, mom is what I wanna say.
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Lol I'm literally watching this right now while my mom's blabbing out everything that's wrong with me.
You're selfish and ungrateful.
You're the oldest yet the most irresponsible
You should be grateful that you are give everything you need. When we were young---
I thought you were smart, why can't u even understand a single thing
I don't fckn know what's going inside ur mind
Same, mom is what I wanna say.
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education
I create fake scenarios in my mind to make myself happy but it isn't working anymore I'm 20 years old having no Friends literally 0 friends noone really cares about me in my family I also have stammering problem and diagnosed with depression and anxiety everyone bullies me laugh at Me noone cares about me all I want is to just die in my sleep.
Even now I'm praying that I won't wake up in next morning: ' )
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I create fake scenarios in my mind to make myself happy but it isn't working anymore I'm 20 years old having no Friends literally 0 friends noone really cares about me in my family I also have stammering problem and diagnosed with depression and anxiety everyone bullies me laugh at Me noone cares about me all I want is to just die in my sleep.
Even now I'm praying that I won't wake up in next morning: ' )
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Josh
I have been dealing with Depression since I was about 12 years old. I am 19 and a few days ago a family member of mine told me to stop being selfish and that I need to wake up. It definitely motivated me but at the same time it made get into mind even more. It made me feel horrible knowing my struggles with mental health is coming off as selfishness to the people around me.
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I have been dealing with Depression since I was about 12 years old. I am 19 and a few days ago a family member of mine told me to stop being selfish and that I need to wake up. It definitely motivated me but at the same time it made get into mind even more. It made me feel horrible knowing my struggles with mental health is coming off as selfishness to the people around me.
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Psycho
Two. Did actually, I am still lucky I am holding onto my life with only a rope, it seems to hurt but I think I am way too used to it I seem. more brain dead and not remembering what I did back then, I seem to have no memories of the past of what good I did, it all seemed like a nightmare.
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Two. Did actually, I am still lucky I am holding onto my life with only a rope, it seems to hurt but I think I am way too used to it I seem. more brain dead and not remembering what I did back then, I seem to have no memories of the past of what good I did, it all seemed like a nightmare.
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Laguna
Hi! I've been seeing ur videos for a while and I think I need a mental Profesional. I was going to see the numbers at the end of the video so I could call anyone since I want to die so badly, but I didn't saw any number from my country or anything. Could you tell me a number from Spain?
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Hi! I've been seeing ur videos for a while and I think I need a mental Profesional. I was going to see the numbers at the end of the video so I could call anyone since I want to die so badly, but I didn't saw any number from my country or anything. Could you tell me a number from Spain?
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Javi
Even tho I can relate to most of this signs, I still think I'm very selfish. The worse of all is that, I know all my failures, I know how to fix them and I can, but i just don't do it. I keep telling myself that I will be better person but don't make any progress. This has gone too far.
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Even tho I can relate to most of this signs, I still think I'm very selfish. The worse of all is that, I know all my failures, I know how to fix them and I can, but i just don't do it. I keep telling myself that I will be better person but don't make any progress. This has gone too far.
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Mysterious_SpiritX
srsly
i always fall into a circle of depression i tell my bro and he says this irl convo:
me: bro dont you sometimes get sick of life. and what it puts you through-
bro: WHAT ABT THE VACATION WE DID LAST YEAR? 1 HUH! You are so ungrateful and selfish.
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srsly
i always fall into a circle of depression i tell my bro and he says this irl convo:
me: bro dont you sometimes get sick of life. and what it puts you through-
bro: WHAT ABT THE VACATION WE DID LAST YEAR? 1 HUH! You are so ungrateful and selfish.
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education
I watched this with my sibling and heres what they said cause I find it funny
[Middle of the video]
Yeah, (my name.
Bro u got depression
[At the end of the video, I asked them if they thought I related to anything in the video]
Yeah all of it
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I watched this with my sibling and heres what they said cause I find it funny
[Middle of the video]
Yeah, (my name.
Bro u got depression
[At the end of the video, I asked them if they thought I related to anything in the video]
Yeah all of it
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Alex
so. when I searched how to stop being selfish that was the first thing that shows to me. and I relate to every single thing soooooo deeply. I'm kind of. satisfied that it's not just being selfish. but now we have a bigger problem to solve
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so. when I searched how to stop being selfish that was the first thing that shows to me. and I relate to every single thing soooooo deeply. I'm kind of. satisfied that it's not just being selfish. but now we have a bigger problem to solve
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Margraff
I've had depression before and I really love this but I was curious, 4: 40 (I think) what about putting the fallings of others before yourself? For example: worrying about how someone else reacts/feels about something you do.
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I've had depression before and I really love this but I was curious, 4: 40 (I think) what about putting the fallings of others before yourself? For example: worrying about how someone else reacts/feels about something you do.
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ZaWrldo
I already knew I had depression but I broke up with my girlfriend of 11 months because I couldn't feel anything anymore all I could feel was the negative whenever she did something small that annoyed me
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I already knew I had depression but I broke up with my girlfriend of 11 months because I couldn't feel anything anymore all I could feel was the negative whenever she did something small that annoyed me
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shd0w
now i know that why everyone keep calling me lazy and selfish, i just cant control my emotion. Now that i think of it, do the zodiac sign even matter or even relate weather its sadness or joyful?
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now i know that why everyone keep calling me lazy and selfish, i just cant control my emotion. Now that i think of it, do the zodiac sign even matter or even relate weather its sadness or joyful?
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The
Can you please do a video about selfish only. I am not depressed that is for sure but puting no to others people maybe make me selfish so I am not sure, people makes me feel guilty for saying no.
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Can you please do a video about selfish only. I am not depressed that is for sure but puting no to others people maybe make me selfish so I am not sure, people makes me feel guilty for saying no.
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