5 Signs of A Childhood Wound
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Date: 2024-01-20
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kitsunediarymilk
Hello. I am currently in pain. Both mentally and physically. I have untreated BPD and untreated childhood trauma (being suspected of having C-PTSD. I'm also in bad physical health. I was suspected of having tuberculosis. My kidneys hurt and my chest feel tight. It is hard to live with a body like this.
But, I refused to get treatment. I haven't been to my psychiatrist for so long and before having confirmed of having tuberculosis, I stop going to the hospital.
To be honest, I have already lost my will to live the moment I got diagnosed with BPD. Even more when I experience symptoms of complex PTSD. Because of my refusal to go to my appointment with my psychiatrist and counselling, it weakened my immune system and as the result, I experienced symptoms of tuberculosis (might have it.
For the reason of my refusal, I am currently facing a long term family issues. And I don't want to be a burden to them. You see, it's not my father taking care of us now. It's my grandparents. My grandpa is the one who takes us to our destination and I refuse to be a burden to him anymore. I'm willing to die rather than be a burden. That's not the only reason thou.
Childhood trauma is painful.
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Hello. I am currently in pain. Both mentally and physically. I have untreated BPD and untreated childhood trauma (being suspected of having C-PTSD. I'm also in bad physical health. I was suspected of having tuberculosis. My kidneys hurt and my chest feel tight. It is hard to live with a body like this.
But, I refused to get treatment. I haven't been to my psychiatrist for so long and before having confirmed of having tuberculosis, I stop going to the hospital.
To be honest, I have already lost my will to live the moment I got diagnosed with BPD. Even more when I experience symptoms of complex PTSD. Because of my refusal to go to my appointment with my psychiatrist and counselling, it weakened my immune system and as the result, I experienced symptoms of tuberculosis (might have it.
For the reason of my refusal, I am currently facing a long term family issues. And I don't want to be a burden to them. You see, it's not my father taking care of us now. It's my grandparents. My grandpa is the one who takes us to our destination and I refuse to be a burden to him anymore. I'm willing to die rather than be a burden. That's not the only reason thou.
Childhood trauma is painful.
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Layla109
Another cause of trauma can be generational. It’s way too often that children grow up with parents who are still suffering from unresolved childhood trauma of their own and they may have projected onto their kids directly or indirectly. A lot of parents i(behind millennials more so) don’t believe in therapy and believe in just flowing through life trying to figure everything out on their own so they expect their kids to do the same. What they don’t realize is that is how they became stuck in the first place. When they raise their kids in that mindset (this being just one example, this is how children can become mentally and emotionally neglected and then we’re all surprised when they lash out in sometimes violent ways.
Some are just in denial of their own reality, living their own reality that they try to bring others into.
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Another cause of trauma can be generational. It’s way too often that children grow up with parents who are still suffering from unresolved childhood trauma of their own and they may have projected onto their kids directly or indirectly. A lot of parents i(behind millennials more so) don’t believe in therapy and believe in just flowing through life trying to figure everything out on their own so they expect their kids to do the same. What they don’t realize is that is how they became stuck in the first place. When they raise their kids in that mindset (this being just one example, this is how children can become mentally and emotionally neglected and then we’re all surprised when they lash out in sometimes violent ways.
Some are just in denial of their own reality, living their own reality that they try to bring others into.
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psych2go
Despite having a a difficult life so far, i will not let my past bring me down. I will be the best version of myself as i possibly can be. It's tough with some traits and trauma's i've got, nothing i can do about which sucks. But i will not let that stop me.
Everyone seeing this, do not give up. Unless it's a losing battle no matter what you do, only then is it appropriate for you to give up.
But even if, i advice you keep pushing. No one said it will be tough, no one said it will be easy. Become the best version of yourself, physically, mentally and spirituality.
Don't give up hope and faith, it's all you've got in the long run.
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Despite having a a difficult life so far, i will not let my past bring me down. I will be the best version of myself as i possibly can be. It's tough with some traits and trauma's i've got, nothing i can do about which sucks. But i will not let that stop me.
Everyone seeing this, do not give up. Unless it's a losing battle no matter what you do, only then is it appropriate for you to give up.
But even if, i advice you keep pushing. No one said it will be tough, no one said it will be easy. Become the best version of yourself, physically, mentally and spirituality.
Don't give up hope and faith, it's all you've got in the long run.
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listentothelawww
In the movie Star Trek V, Kirk faces Sybok the villain of the movie and tells him: "those things we carry around within ourselves is what makes us who we are. We lose them, and we lose ourselves. I don't want my pain taken away. I need my pain! " I never understood why Kirk didn't want to be "healed" by Sybok until things happened to me in life. Now I know, and I wouldn't change a thing about my life. I don't need anyone either.
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In the movie Star Trek V, Kirk faces Sybok the villain of the movie and tells him: "those things we carry around within ourselves is what makes us who we are. We lose them, and we lose ourselves. I don't want my pain taken away. I need my pain! " I never understood why Kirk didn't want to be "healed" by Sybok until things happened to me in life. Now I know, and I wouldn't change a thing about my life. I don't need anyone either.
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user-rt4fe1pp7r
could you do a video on visual snow I know you have covered it but, I think you could add more on the physiological side as I think it is a catalyst for many things such, as depersonilzation, depression, and also comes along with other things such as tinnitus. I think it would be an interesting thing to cover, as visual snow is just the tip of the iceberg as it isn't a physical thing it is a mental thing. thank you!
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could you do a video on visual snow I know you have covered it but, I think you could add more on the physiological side as I think it is a catalyst for many things such, as depersonilzation, depression, and also comes along with other things such as tinnitus. I think it would be an interesting thing to cover, as visual snow is just the tip of the iceberg as it isn't a physical thing it is a mental thing. thank you!
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overhaulmemes5801
Man, all of those are relatable but I really want to know how to get rid of the numb emotions and fear of speaking up, it's just I raaarely of the times smile and I can't fake a smile. If someone can help or give me a clear tutorial. (I don't feel embarrassed, nor happy or any of those positive feelings) Numbness made me lose confidence because I no longer look friendly to anyone.
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Man, all of those are relatable but I really want to know how to get rid of the numb emotions and fear of speaking up, it's just I raaarely of the times smile and I can't fake a smile. If someone can help or give me a clear tutorial. (I don't feel embarrassed, nor happy or any of those positive feelings) Numbness made me lose confidence because I no longer look friendly to anyone.
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jwanie366
I was diagnosed with epilepsy at the age of 8 and it really screwed up the rest of my childhood. During that time I had to rely on my parents more than most kids at my age, so my growth as a person was delayed quite a bit. Fortunately I've been seizure-free since I turned 20, but I'm still trying to break out of some of the habits I developed during my childhood
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I was diagnosed with epilepsy at the age of 8 and it really screwed up the rest of my childhood. During that time I had to rely on my parents more than most kids at my age, so my growth as a person was delayed quite a bit. Fortunately I've been seizure-free since I turned 20, but I'm still trying to break out of some of the habits I developed during my childhood
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A55a551n
Timestamps
1. You have negative behavioral tendencies 1: 04
2. You have a fear of intimacy 1: 59
3. You're afraid of confrontation, pressure and speaking up 2: 48
4. You have turbulent emotions 3: 29
5. You have internalized narcissism 4: 04
Hope this helps you out. Hope you have a nice day. Sorry this is so late.
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Timestamps
1. You have negative behavioral tendencies 1: 04
2. You have a fear of intimacy 1: 59
3. You're afraid of confrontation, pressure and speaking up 2: 48
4. You have turbulent emotions 3: 29
5. You have internalized narcissism 4: 04
Hope this helps you out. Hope you have a nice day. Sorry this is so late.
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PH3_N0X
I myself have a traumatic childhood and it’s a not fun. All points but one are true for me, but I’m trying to fix my trauma so that’s a plus. My parents were tough and I want to tell anyone that has tough parents or a traumatic childhood that I support all of u. stay safe, and know that you will get through this.
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I myself have a traumatic childhood and it’s a not fun. All points but one are true for me, but I’m trying to fix my trauma so that’s a plus. My parents were tough and I want to tell anyone that has tough parents or a traumatic childhood that I support all of u. stay safe, and know that you will get through this.
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Poorbingus
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1: 06 you have negative behavioral tendencies
2: 00 You Have a Fear of intimacy
2: 50 You’re afraid of confrontation, pressure and speaking up
3: 29 You have turbulent emotions
4: 06 You have internalized narcissism
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Time stamps
Hopes this helps: )
1: 06 you have negative behavioral tendencies
2: 00 You Have a Fear of intimacy
2: 50 You’re afraid of confrontation, pressure and speaking up
3: 29 You have turbulent emotions
4: 06 You have internalized narcissism
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keip4568
If only some people cared about our past traumas plus many adults are more immature than kids. which is true but sadly. So many live entitled lives without amy traumas, they embrace how they act many years later. Not caring for others hardships and pains.
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If only some people cared about our past traumas plus many adults are more immature than kids. which is true but sadly. So many live entitled lives without amy traumas, they embrace how they act many years later. Not caring for others hardships and pains.
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solarflare623
I was bullied in middle school and it caused me to be alienated from every person my age. I now find it extremely difficult to talk to or even relate to others in my age group. It’s caused me to have a slight fear that I’ll never find a partner.
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I was bullied in middle school and it caused me to be alienated from every person my age. I now find it extremely difficult to talk to or even relate to others in my age group. It’s caused me to have a slight fear that I’ll never find a partner.
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angiemaldonado5821
I have a lot of childhood trauma that lead to me to now at 14 having dpdr, avoid, ptsd, social anxiety, hugeee fear of abandonment, love obsession, schizophrenia and depression, this video helped me understand a bit better
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I have a lot of childhood trauma that lead to me to now at 14 having dpdr, avoid, ptsd, social anxiety, hugeee fear of abandonment, love obsession, schizophrenia and depression, this video helped me understand a bit better
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psych2go
Yet some people don't actually take childhood trauma or behaving well towards a child seriously. They don't even try to understand how harmful it can be. And they keep on behaving badly as they always did.
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Yet some people don't actually take childhood trauma or behaving well towards a child seriously. They don't even try to understand how harmful it can be. And they keep on behaving badly as they always did.
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Poorbingus
Having childhood trauma isn’t the best it’s like chains following you everywhere you go but what helps me is having someone you trust or can speak with who has gone through the same things
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Having childhood trauma isn’t the best it’s like chains following you everywhere you go but what helps me is having someone you trust or can speak with who has gone through the same things
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psych2go
It's unfortunate when some parents rely too much on punishment. It's unrealistic to increase a child's stress and insecurity, then have the expectation that positive things will come from that.
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It's unfortunate when some parents rely too much on punishment. It's unrealistic to increase a child's stress and insecurity, then have the expectation that positive things will come from that.
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rileyanthony
I know I definitely have child hood wounded by my actual father abandoning me when on my 8th birthday and the whole except the first one and last all rest describes me to a tea
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I know I definitely have child hood wounded by my actual father abandoning me when on my 8th birthday and the whole except the first one and last all rest describes me to a tea
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psych2go
There is so much wrong with this video. You must not be one of those people because you missed some key things and included some that were very ignorant and incorrect.
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There is so much wrong with this video. You must not be one of those people because you missed some key things and included some that were very ignorant and incorrect.
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whatisthat1585
I have 1, 2, 3, and 4 but I don't have a self importance and my empathy is high. Also I have CPTSD as a survivor from emotionally abused and mentally abused.
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I have 1, 2, 3, and 4 but I don't have a self importance and my empathy is high. Also I have CPTSD as a survivor from emotionally abused and mentally abused.
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