6 Types of Childhood Abuse
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Date: 2023-08-20
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I was blamed for everything that happened in this house and I was EXTREMELY helicoptered. When my sister running away which everyone in school knew about and I was then bashed by my classmates for it, my fault. My Nan and grandfather died, my fault. Everything bad that happened, my fault. This was from ages 4 - 12. My brother beat the living shit out of me for no reason and my parents thought he was the gold in a leprechauns pot. I saw my dad for about 30 minutes a day and I wasn't allowed to have friends over or go to friends until I was 11. Half my family are meth heads and the other half are perfect, posh, formal cunts. I can't talk to my mates because they just treat me like shit. I've never had a real relationship with anyone, whether that be romantic, family or friends. I'm the youngest of 4 kids (myself, older brother then 2 older sisters) and my parents have been together for nearly 30 years but I have no idol, no one to look up to, no shoes to fill, no one to talk to. The amount of times suicide has been a reasonable option. I can't talk on a hotline or message service because my phone gets checked by my parents. Suicide is an option for me, I'm not that low, I'm not going to end it all any time soon, but it is a reasonable option for me and I know that my death wouldn't be a large impact, I can leave any group activity or disappear and no one notices I'm gone, people barely even know I was there in the first place. I could die right now, and no one would notice. I should
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I was blamed for everything that happened in this house and I was EXTREMELY helicoptered. When my sister running away which everyone in school knew about and I was then bashed by my classmates for it, my fault. My Nan and grandfather died, my fault. Everything bad that happened, my fault. This was from ages 4 - 12. My brother beat the living shit out of me for no reason and my parents thought he was the gold in a leprechauns pot. I saw my dad for about 30 minutes a day and I wasn't allowed to have friends over or go to friends until I was 11. Half my family are meth heads and the other half are perfect, posh, formal cunts. I can't talk to my mates because they just treat me like shit. I've never had a real relationship with anyone, whether that be romantic, family or friends. I'm the youngest of 4 kids (myself, older brother then 2 older sisters) and my parents have been together for nearly 30 years but I have no idol, no one to look up to, no shoes to fill, no one to talk to. The amount of times suicide has been a reasonable option. I can't talk on a hotline or message service because my phone gets checked by my parents. Suicide is an option for me, I'm not that low, I'm not going to end it all any time soon, but it is a reasonable option for me and I know that my death wouldn't be a large impact, I can leave any group activity or disappear and no one notices I'm gone, people barely even know I was there in the first place. I could die right now, and no one would notice. I should
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AnAmericanPatriot
Imagine being 9 years old; Your father, a once nice person who became an angry problem drinker, in a fury of rage throws you 10 feet onto the living room couch or your bed, walks over, grabs your face and screams at you with a look that you think looks like he would kill you. And you have just one of a myriad of things I remember. The anger, shouting, yelling, hitting and insults.
Im 20 now, and still endure the anger and insults from my dad. While he no longer hits me, I feel anxious and nervous whenever I'm within reaching distance of him. I somehow manage with that anxiety, but often wind up in fits of rage to stop myself from harming the people I care about before crying, since I hate having to constantly feel angry. I have vowed to myself that my kids will never be treated like I was; not by me, my future wife, or anyone close to them. I want them to know their father will always treat them better than his own father treated him for the majority of his formative years.
I encourage anyone who has been through something similar to seek the help you need. I managed without it, but do sometimes wish I would have spoken out and gotten the help I needed to allow myself to truly heal.
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Imagine being 9 years old; Your father, a once nice person who became an angry problem drinker, in a fury of rage throws you 10 feet onto the living room couch or your bed, walks over, grabs your face and screams at you with a look that you think looks like he would kill you. And you have just one of a myriad of things I remember. The anger, shouting, yelling, hitting and insults.
Im 20 now, and still endure the anger and insults from my dad. While he no longer hits me, I feel anxious and nervous whenever I'm within reaching distance of him. I somehow manage with that anxiety, but often wind up in fits of rage to stop myself from harming the people I care about before crying, since I hate having to constantly feel angry. I have vowed to myself that my kids will never be treated like I was; not by me, my future wife, or anyone close to them. I want them to know their father will always treat them better than his own father treated him for the majority of his formative years.
I encourage anyone who has been through something similar to seek the help you need. I managed without it, but do sometimes wish I would have spoken out and gotten the help I needed to allow myself to truly heal.
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im
I was verbally abused, shamed in public, and s3xually abused as a child.
I grew to be extremely insecure, I became anorexic, a s3lf h4rmer, and i suffer from extreme flashbacks.
I cant stand the sight of my own body, I have SH scars all over my body, and whenever I see my r4pist and my two s3xual abusers, I suffer such extreme flashbacks, I just cant help but breakdown and scream. The smallest touch, even on accident, if its unwanted, I break.
My Verbal abuser was my mother, My first s3xual abuser was my older sister, she abused me from when I was 3-13, and then my r4pist and second s3xual abuser was my ex boyfriend, he would assault me from when I was 14-15, and he strangled me to where I had a black/grey bruise on my neck [im very pale, so seeing that was mortifying].
I this video made me realise how my abuse shaped my mind, and Im trying so seek help for it now: )
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I was verbally abused, shamed in public, and s3xually abused as a child.
I grew to be extremely insecure, I became anorexic, a s3lf h4rmer, and i suffer from extreme flashbacks.
I cant stand the sight of my own body, I have SH scars all over my body, and whenever I see my r4pist and my two s3xual abusers, I suffer such extreme flashbacks, I just cant help but breakdown and scream. The smallest touch, even on accident, if its unwanted, I break.
My Verbal abuser was my mother, My first s3xual abuser was my older sister, she abused me from when I was 3-13, and then my r4pist and second s3xual abuser was my ex boyfriend, he would assault me from when I was 14-15, and he strangled me to where I had a black/grey bruise on my neck [im very pale, so seeing that was mortifying].
I this video made me realise how my abuse shaped my mind, and Im trying so seek help for it now: )
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Nataliacarr4
Please hear my story I need help
My mom and my dad have been divorced since I was 6, Im currently 16 and they always fight, I love with my mom and she always goes off with me when she fights with my dad, and my dad doesnt have money and my mom uses me to ask him, I dont know what to do Im about to be scolded from our house too since the rent bill is too much, suicide? Yes I thought about it but I want the situation to get better, at school I dont have many friends and I am ashamed to tell them how my family is, school counselors just gave me more problems, the only person I could talk to has a girlfriend and she doesnt let him talk to me. I am drowning myself and I dont know what to do anymore I need help please
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Please hear my story I need help
My mom and my dad have been divorced since I was 6, Im currently 16 and they always fight, I love with my mom and she always goes off with me when she fights with my dad, and my dad doesnt have money and my mom uses me to ask him, I dont know what to do Im about to be scolded from our house too since the rent bill is too much, suicide? Yes I thought about it but I want the situation to get better, at school I dont have many friends and I am ashamed to tell them how my family is, school counselors just gave me more problems, the only person I could talk to has a girlfriend and she doesnt let him talk to me. I am drowning myself and I dont know what to do anymore I need help please
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Ozzy
Some of these have happened to me it causes me to have lots of self doubt im still living with the person causing it and more problems it dosent help that other family memebers gave tooken after there actions when you feel safer at school then home then its not a healthy place to live being brave is hard and im struggling to do anything against it and im scared of doing anything ive been threatened in many ways and i feel like all i can do is wait it out i really want to leave but its scary and its hard when nobody's there to help all i can say for anyone going through what i am try to be brave but if you can't try to see the light at the end
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Some of these have happened to me it causes me to have lots of self doubt im still living with the person causing it and more problems it dosent help that other family memebers gave tooken after there actions when you feel safer at school then home then its not a healthy place to live being brave is hard and im struggling to do anything against it and im scared of doing anything ive been threatened in many ways and i feel like all i can do is wait it out i really want to leave but its scary and its hard when nobody's there to help all i can say for anyone going through what i am try to be brave but if you can't try to see the light at the end
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annabelle
I don't think I was abused but now I'm not too sure I mean my stepfather whipped me for all the little slip ups when I was only around 5 and it always bruised or when we first moved in with him when I was two if I cried at night he would pour water or if I did something wrong that embarrassed my mom in public she would slap me in front of people but when anything happened they said it was because of her not taking her medicine or his PTSD but it got better my moms stopped and my stepfather went down to occasional threats but they still wonder why I'm not around them anymore or why I keep to myself at school
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I don't think I was abused but now I'm not too sure I mean my stepfather whipped me for all the little slip ups when I was only around 5 and it always bruised or when we first moved in with him when I was two if I cried at night he would pour water or if I did something wrong that embarrassed my mom in public she would slap me in front of people but when anything happened they said it was because of her not taking her medicine or his PTSD but it got better my moms stopped and my stepfather went down to occasional threats but they still wonder why I'm not around them anymore or why I keep to myself at school
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sabrina
i have suffered 4/6 of these types of abuse from my mom. i love her to the moon and back but everything she tells me, everything that she does makes me cry. i dont have anyone to talk to and shes messaging me telling me that i am not going to have a birthday party next month since its on june 12th. ive gone through this since i was 4. im 12 right now and i really want her to change but whatever anyone tells her, she never will. last month she got really upset and through a vase on the floor that i ran screaming to my cousins house. i was scared and still am. i want to be okay and feel safe again.
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i have suffered 4/6 of these types of abuse from my mom. i love her to the moon and back but everything she tells me, everything that she does makes me cry. i dont have anyone to talk to and shes messaging me telling me that i am not going to have a birthday party next month since its on june 12th. ive gone through this since i was 4. im 12 right now and i really want her to change but whatever anyone tells her, she never will. last month she got really upset and through a vase on the floor that i ran screaming to my cousins house. i was scared and still am. i want to be okay and feel safe again.
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the
Literally my grandfather is being really suspicious of me and hes always like who are you texting? And one time he thought I was taking a inappropriate photo of myself which I wasnt and I was holding my phone and I flinched when I saw him, thats when he started to grab my arm and yank the phone out of my hand. He was aggressive and then he started looking through it. He smashed 2 of my electronics and he threatens to kick my ass or destroy my belongings. Its starting to scare me. Idk what to do guys. And if I go to a family members house he will think Im running away from him. Idk what to do anymore
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Literally my grandfather is being really suspicious of me and hes always like who are you texting? And one time he thought I was taking a inappropriate photo of myself which I wasnt and I was holding my phone and I flinched when I saw him, thats when he started to grab my arm and yank the phone out of my hand. He was aggressive and then he started looking through it. He smashed 2 of my electronics and he threatens to kick my ass or destroy my belongings. Its starting to scare me. Idk what to do guys. And if I go to a family members house he will think Im running away from him. Idk what to do anymore
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psych2go
Im not entirely sure yet, and due to the video I see similarities but still not sure. I have been abandoned by everyone from my family except my moms parents and my parents and little brother. All uncles, aunts, and my other grandparents refuse to see me as their own and my parents have used hurtful words against me before, telling me they are ashamed of me, or think my behavior isnt normal and later on they love me, which is very conflicting. Is this abuse?
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Im not entirely sure yet, and due to the video I see similarities but still not sure. I have been abandoned by everyone from my family except my moms parents and my parents and little brother. All uncles, aunts, and my other grandparents refuse to see me as their own and my parents have used hurtful words against me before, telling me they are ashamed of me, or think my behavior isnt normal and later on they love me, which is very conflicting. Is this abuse?
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MonicX
I was a victim of child abuse myself, I would end up with bruises all over my body and consistently locked in my room for practically no reason, since then it was really hard to trust anyone, Im glad I got out of my situation and Im safe now, I honestly wish that this did not happen, kids dont deserve this. They really dont
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I was a victim of child abuse myself, I would end up with bruises all over my body and consistently locked in my room for practically no reason, since then it was really hard to trust anyone, Im glad I got out of my situation and Im safe now, I honestly wish that this did not happen, kids dont deserve this. They really dont
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DepressingMemory
I've been thrown against the wall and up stairs by my dad and strangled by my brother but at the time I didn't have a phone but now I do and I have a choice of staying with my great family or call the police and tell them everything that has happened to me I remember and I've remembered for years
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I've been thrown against the wall and up stairs by my dad and strangled by my brother but at the time I didn't have a phone but now I do and I have a choice of staying with my great family or call the police and tell them everything that has happened to me I remember and I've remembered for years
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Peachy
One of my really close family members makes fun of my handwriting, appearance and even has said I'm ugly and that no one will ever love me. They also say I can't do anything right. That makes me feel really insecure and makes me lower my self esteem. It makes me think I'm not enough.
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One of my really close family members makes fun of my handwriting, appearance and even has said I'm ugly and that no one will ever love me. They also say I can't do anything right. That makes me feel really insecure and makes me lower my self esteem. It makes me think I'm not enough.
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_Spilled_Milk_
I have personally experienced verbal abuse, shaming, physical abuse and gaslighting from my parents. I know Im better off without them, but theyve messed me up to the point where I think I still miss them. Im doing my best to stay strong and never go back though.
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I have personally experienced verbal abuse, shaming, physical abuse and gaslighting from my parents. I know Im better off without them, but theyve messed me up to the point where I think I still miss them. Im doing my best to stay strong and never go back though.
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MonikPup
I just wanna say that you shouldn't bully at someone cause this person feels bad, but also in futer can affect them. Like me, from loud, socialbutterfly and always smilling girl, now i am a quiet, antisocial and never smilling teen turning into young adlut.
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I just wanna say that you shouldn't bully at someone cause this person feels bad, but also in futer can affect them. Like me, from loud, socialbutterfly and always smilling girl, now i am a quiet, antisocial and never smilling teen turning into young adlut.
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Nora
I'm sorry my comment is a bit late but I am mostly being emotionally abused and control abused thank you for explaining it it clears things up more not even my friends believe me and it just makes me even more sad that they judge and blame me for it
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I'm sorry my comment is a bit late but I am mostly being emotionally abused and control abused thank you for explaining it it clears things up more not even my friends believe me and it just makes me even more sad that they judge and blame me for it
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Super
I was abused verbally and physically as a child and it still goes on today and I did file a complaint. I have some strange superpowers and I am going to make my abusers pay for everything they did to me. Just wait and see theyll regret everything.
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I was abused verbally and physically as a child and it still goes on today and I did file a complaint. I have some strange superpowers and I am going to make my abusers pay for everything they did to me. Just wait and see theyll regret everything.
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Topaz
Im gonna adopt a child, Just so they can get treated better than me I'm gonna try to be the best parent ever and give them the happiest life while not spoiling them. I want to atleast make someone smile so I won't be useless and I can rest easy
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Im gonna adopt a child, Just so they can get treated better than me I'm gonna try to be the best parent ever and give them the happiest life while not spoiling them. I want to atleast make someone smile so I won't be useless and I can rest easy
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Opentosounds
experienced every single one and more and only now in my late 20's realised it was all abuse. Feel like I am broken and trying to fix myself from all the damage, as well as re-parent myself. thanks to all those who made this impact -_-
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experienced every single one and more and only now in my late 20's realised it was all abuse. Feel like I am broken and trying to fix myself from all the damage, as well as re-parent myself. thanks to all those who made this impact -_-
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Ellen
I am a legal minor and facing physical, mental, emotional abuse from my parents. I accept it as it is because there's nothing I can do about it. I tried talking to them about it, but it did not go very well. Amazing videos by the way.
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I am a legal minor and facing physical, mental, emotional abuse from my parents. I accept it as it is because there's nothing I can do about it. I tried talking to them about it, but it did not go very well. Amazing videos by the way.
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CrystalGacha
I really wanna help out my friend, they have a problem at home. their parents control their lives and they couldn't do anything about it. i really wanna help them, though idk how. does anyone have an idea on how i could help?
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I really wanna help out my friend, they have a problem at home. their parents control their lives and they couldn't do anything about it. i really wanna help them, though idk how. does anyone have an idea on how i could help?
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Banx
When I was 4 year's old to 8 year's old my dad always hit my mom and now I'm 13 and I have depression and anxiety and for 1 year a ago my self harm started and still today I do self harm and I have scar's all over my arms and legs
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When I was 4 year's old to 8 year's old my dad always hit my mom and now I'm 13 and I have depression and anxiety and for 1 year a ago my self harm started and still today I do self harm and I have scar's all over my arms and legs
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Frickle
my mom grabbed the back of my hair and hit my face on the counter because i didnt wash the dishes. when i fought back and told her to stop she said youre not allowed to defend yourself against me and took all of my stuff away
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my mom grabbed the back of my hair and hit my face on the counter because i didnt wash the dishes. when i fought back and told her to stop she said youre not allowed to defend yourself against me and took all of my stuff away
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charlies
that sad thing is that neglect goes under seen because it just shows as a parent being busy all the time or tired. That there are no physical scars, only mental. So no one has proof youve been/are being neglected.
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that sad thing is that neglect goes under seen because it just shows as a parent being busy all the time or tired. That there are no physical scars, only mental. So no one has proof youve been/are being neglected.
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Empty
I've been a victim of verbal and fisical abuse etc. and I developed Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Thanks for making that video, it really helps me to feel less lonely. Information is a big help! THANK YOU!
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I've been a victim of verbal and fisical abuse etc. and I developed Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. Thanks for making that video, it really helps me to feel less lonely. Information is a big help! THANK YOU!
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Darth
Thank you for making this video, this really helped me recognize myself as a person. Thank you because I myself tried suicide, thanks for showing me that life can still get better whatever may happen.
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Thank you for making this video, this really helped me recognize myself as a person. Thank you because I myself tried suicide, thanks for showing me that life can still get better whatever may happen.
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