8 Tips for Dealing with Suicidal Thoughts
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Date: 2023-08-20
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magnificentae
I am too full of cowardice to end it all. I look for new ways everyday to end it but I never succeed. I thought about hanging myself but there is no place to do that. Jumping off? What if I survive? How will I live knowing that I have hurt my family. My mom will go insane if I die, maybe for her I am holding on. I don't want to see her sad, she deserves the world but sadly I am not the one that will make her happy. I am letting her think that maybe I am a great daughter, that I will make her proud but I am the most bratty, heartless and insecure person she'll know if she ever finds out. I am freaking insecure I have no idea how many eating disorders I have developed till now. I hate my body from every angle. I can't even study, i can't even try. I have two cousins competing with me for hslc and I am the most dumbest out of them. The thing is I didn't use to be the most dumbest before but I grew dumber every year while they grew smarter. My mom still thinks that I am better than them but gosh what will I do during the result day when they both score 90% above and i get below 70. I cannot even think about how much I will let my parents down. And of course you can tell me just study harder to score better than them don't you think that thought came to my mind? I tried, i tried a lot but I can't, I am not capable of doing that. I just can't and I know it better than anyone else that I can't. So why live to embarrass them rather than end it all now. Sometimes I think I could drink that giant bottle of Dettol sitting on top of the table. Will it work? Will it kill me or make me suffer more? Maybe there should be videos for how to d! 3 easily
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I am too full of cowardice to end it all. I look for new ways everyday to end it but I never succeed. I thought about hanging myself but there is no place to do that. Jumping off? What if I survive? How will I live knowing that I have hurt my family. My mom will go insane if I die, maybe for her I am holding on. I don't want to see her sad, she deserves the world but sadly I am not the one that will make her happy. I am letting her think that maybe I am a great daughter, that I will make her proud but I am the most bratty, heartless and insecure person she'll know if she ever finds out. I am freaking insecure I have no idea how many eating disorders I have developed till now. I hate my body from every angle. I can't even study, i can't even try. I have two cousins competing with me for hslc and I am the most dumbest out of them. The thing is I didn't use to be the most dumbest before but I grew dumber every year while they grew smarter. My mom still thinks that I am better than them but gosh what will I do during the result day when they both score 90% above and i get below 70. I cannot even think about how much I will let my parents down. And of course you can tell me just study harder to score better than them don't you think that thought came to my mind? I tried, i tried a lot but I can't, I am not capable of doing that. I just can't and I know it better than anyone else that I can't. So why live to embarrass them rather than end it all now. Sometimes I think I could drink that giant bottle of Dettol sitting on top of the table. Will it work? Will it kill me or make me suffer more? Maybe there should be videos for how to d! 3 easily
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somebody_33
As someone who has dealt with these thoughts before, I do believe that there are many ways to deal with suicidal thoughts. You can play sports, a video game on your PC, go outside, and much more. You can also try to get a therapist, however this is very expensive.
Right now, my family is struggling with finances. We are late on the mortgage for like the fifth time, which could mean a foreclosure. My dad is bipolar, a narcissist, and likes to spend money impulsively. Mom and Dad would argue daily and aggressively. This would also exacerbate my sisters ongoing depression.
Half of my brain is telling me to do it, whereas the other half is telling me to continue living. I try to listen to the 50% thats telling me to live, but sometimes the ongoing financial crisis in my family is too much. However, staying independent from my parents (and doing something mindful) has helped me temporarily forget about this. This tells me that sicide is not the best solution.
Anyways, to sum everything up, if you are feeling like this, you should immediately seek help through a mental health professional. They will recommend treatment and give a diagnosis if you happen to have a mental health disorder. You may also call 988 in the United States if you do not have enough money to pay for treatment. It is free and confidential.
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As someone who has dealt with these thoughts before, I do believe that there are many ways to deal with suicidal thoughts. You can play sports, a video game on your PC, go outside, and much more. You can also try to get a therapist, however this is very expensive.
Right now, my family is struggling with finances. We are late on the mortgage for like the fifth time, which could mean a foreclosure. My dad is bipolar, a narcissist, and likes to spend money impulsively. Mom and Dad would argue daily and aggressively. This would also exacerbate my sisters ongoing depression.
Half of my brain is telling me to do it, whereas the other half is telling me to continue living. I try to listen to the 50% thats telling me to live, but sometimes the ongoing financial crisis in my family is too much. However, staying independent from my parents (and doing something mindful) has helped me temporarily forget about this. This tells me that sicide is not the best solution.
Anyways, to sum everything up, if you are feeling like this, you should immediately seek help through a mental health professional. They will recommend treatment and give a diagnosis if you happen to have a mental health disorder. You may also call 988 in the United States if you do not have enough money to pay for treatment. It is free and confidential.
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CloudyXSky
I don't want to die, I am just tired of life. I wish so could just. Be free for a while. I get told I have no reason to be sad and I am just faking to be like the older kids because all of them have issues, so me being the youngest I am stuck in this The youngest child is a spoiled brat and the favorite but it isn't anything like htat. I am depressed, I have thought about things. Sometimes when I do the dishes I don't want to gab the knives because I am scared one day it will be the last thing I ever hold. I don't ever lay face down on my pillow anymore, because I tried to suffocate myself before. It didn't work. I think about all the ways I could do it, but. I just don't want to die. I just want people to stop being angry with me, stop blaming me, stop bullying me, cut me some slack. I am just a kid. 7th graders shouldn't have Ex drama, they shouldn't be in fear of someone hurting them or creeping on them in the locker rooms. I should be able to live normally, but I got stuck as an outcast. I can't even explain why I am sad anymore! I just know I am.
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I don't want to die, I am just tired of life. I wish so could just. Be free for a while. I get told I have no reason to be sad and I am just faking to be like the older kids because all of them have issues, so me being the youngest I am stuck in this The youngest child is a spoiled brat and the favorite but it isn't anything like htat. I am depressed, I have thought about things. Sometimes when I do the dishes I don't want to gab the knives because I am scared one day it will be the last thing I ever hold. I don't ever lay face down on my pillow anymore, because I tried to suffocate myself before. It didn't work. I think about all the ways I could do it, but. I just don't want to die. I just want people to stop being angry with me, stop blaming me, stop bullying me, cut me some slack. I am just a kid. 7th graders shouldn't have Ex drama, they shouldn't be in fear of someone hurting them or creeping on them in the locker rooms. I should be able to live normally, but I got stuck as an outcast. I can't even explain why I am sad anymore! I just know I am.
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XXSHADWFANGXX
Id be dead rn if it wasnt for the fact that i have best freinds on discord and my bffl irl ever sinse my dad died everything w3nt diwn the tubes i found out i had disfunctionary disorder which i didnt think much of. until it hit me in the stomach relizing my fathers dead im 12 and i have a disorder th3n the shadows came they whisper they tuant and hurt me and then i finally colaspesd into the inky blackness and i choked. at first i didnt relize until it hit me again. No one beleives me so i just fade i know no one cares for me anymore and i know why becuase my mom told me: vi am a drama queen losing your father doesnt make you like that. I soon. Found out that i had ptsd [well maybe still unsure] i tried reaching out but no one helped no one cared so i cant reach out no matter how hard i try ive tried so hard but im losing this battle one day i will die and no one can stop me when i reach that state
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Id be dead rn if it wasnt for the fact that i have best freinds on discord and my bffl irl ever sinse my dad died everything w3nt diwn the tubes i found out i had disfunctionary disorder which i didnt think much of. until it hit me in the stomach relizing my fathers dead im 12 and i have a disorder th3n the shadows came they whisper they tuant and hurt me and then i finally colaspesd into the inky blackness and i choked. at first i didnt relize until it hit me again. No one beleives me so i just fade i know no one cares for me anymore and i know why becuase my mom told me: vi am a drama queen losing your father doesnt make you like that. I soon. Found out that i had ptsd [well maybe still unsure] i tried reaching out but no one helped no one cared so i cant reach out no matter how hard i try ive tried so hard but im losing this battle one day i will die and no one can stop me when i reach that state
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Roe
The worst thing is when youre depressed not because of anyone or anything thats happened to you. But just life itself. The state of your life, having no friends but making no attempt to making them because you feel like you cant relate to them, not even wanting a boyfriend because youre so depressed and low in self esteem because you hate your fat body so you push them away from you. And being depressed because you see your life going nowhere and you achieving nothing that youve ever wanted. Feeling completely hopeless with your life because everything you do seems meaningless and nothing interest you anymore. Sleep is what you look forward to the most. Thats the worst kind of depression, where the only reason for your depression is you. Youre the worst enemy youve ever had.
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The worst thing is when youre depressed not because of anyone or anything thats happened to you. But just life itself. The state of your life, having no friends but making no attempt to making them because you feel like you cant relate to them, not even wanting a boyfriend because youre so depressed and low in self esteem because you hate your fat body so you push them away from you. And being depressed because you see your life going nowhere and you achieving nothing that youve ever wanted. Feeling completely hopeless with your life because everything you do seems meaningless and nothing interest you anymore. Sleep is what you look forward to the most. Thats the worst kind of depression, where the only reason for your depression is you. Youre the worst enemy youve ever had.
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Imdad
Everyone see you from outside they don't know what's really happening with you
It's even worse when your parents thinks that they are fulfilling your daily needs and that's should be it
Even if you are going through something bad that doesn't matter; you are eating food, they give you clothes, money but what about understanding us, accepting us with our flaws
We don't compare other parents with them why they continuously try to demoralize.
It's really hard to accept that my parents doesn't want us then what's the point of living
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Everyone see you from outside they don't know what's really happening with you
It's even worse when your parents thinks that they are fulfilling your daily needs and that's should be it
Even if you are going through something bad that doesn't matter; you are eating food, they give you clothes, money but what about understanding us, accepting us with our flaws
We don't compare other parents with them why they continuously try to demoralize.
It's really hard to accept that my parents doesn't want us then what's the point of living
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OMGGJAYYY
this made me cry I havent stopped self-harm but I feel better one time I told my friends that Im going through a hard time and that my parents are fighting but yet they replied with
wow
Cool
and one of them ignored me and continued what she was doing saying
Hello guys today Im gonna be playing with my classmates and so that
I left them and let them continue cause I thought they never cared and yet I still be their therapist yet I still be their friend even though they dint care about me so now Ive came to this video.
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this made me cry I havent stopped self-harm but I feel better one time I told my friends that Im going through a hard time and that my parents are fighting but yet they replied with
wow
Cool
and one of them ignored me and continued what she was doing saying
Hello guys today Im gonna be playing with my classmates and so that
I left them and let them continue cause I thought they never cared and yet I still be their therapist yet I still be their friend even though they dint care about me so now Ive came to this video.
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Kristy
I only feel safe talking to my mom about depression and it's been crippling lately. A couple days ago she asked me how I think she feels having such a miserable daughter. I've always known it's awful for her. But the way she said that felt like a knife in my chest. I can't control it. I feel so guilty and ashamed and repulsed but I cant make the depression go away. I hate it. I can barely function. It's hurting everyone around me. I just want it to end.
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I only feel safe talking to my mom about depression and it's been crippling lately. A couple days ago she asked me how I think she feels having such a miserable daughter. I've always known it's awful for her. But the way she said that felt like a knife in my chest. I can't control it. I feel so guilty and ashamed and repulsed but I cant make the depression go away. I hate it. I can barely function. It's hurting everyone around me. I just want it to end.
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Kris
Stuck in an abusive relationship, trying to get a job and its not going well. Relationship with my family isnt going well, wont be able to afford gas to get to work even if I get the job, and the job I want is something my family wont support. Gaining weight again and I hate to say goodbye to the dog we have together. I know nothing last forever but Ive felt like this for 10 years. Im so sick of waiting for things to get better
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Stuck in an abusive relationship, trying to get a job and its not going well. Relationship with my family isnt going well, wont be able to afford gas to get to work even if I get the job, and the job I want is something my family wont support. Gaining weight again and I hate to say goodbye to the dog we have together. I know nothing last forever but Ive felt like this for 10 years. Im so sick of waiting for things to get better
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TsLy
Family hates me, no friends, suicide is just step i have to do i wish everybody knew that i was loving and friendly, they never gave me a chance to show them who i am, im trapped in a circle, confused, i wish they knew i was good i wish they knew i wad the nicest but instead they made me cry my self to sleep every night, i think its farewell for me, I'm only 16, i don't deserve all this pain bro i dont.
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Family hates me, no friends, suicide is just step i have to do i wish everybody knew that i was loving and friendly, they never gave me a chance to show them who i am, im trapped in a circle, confused, i wish they knew i was good i wish they knew i wad the nicest but instead they made me cry my self to sleep every night, i think its farewell for me, I'm only 16, i don't deserve all this pain bro i dont.
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Melissa
I once probably saved an online friend from committing suicide, at least temporarily, but that couldnt block out the fact that I was being bullied and accused of even the smallest things. I resorted to blocking them from commenting on my stuff, but they had alts and just kept bullying me. That was the first time I strongly considered ending my own life.
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I once probably saved an online friend from committing suicide, at least temporarily, but that couldnt block out the fact that I was being bullied and accused of even the smallest things. I resorted to blocking them from commenting on my stuff, but they had alts and just kept bullying me. That was the first time I strongly considered ending my own life.
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Jonalyn
I hope one day. i will search again this topic but not for my feelings for this momet but to give encourage to all who feel hopeless. that there is always a hope. problem is not permanent. i hope i can hanlde my suicidal thoughts right now. im so much in pain and experiencing extreme sadness, hopeless. and God is seems so silent to me.
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I hope one day. i will search again this topic but not for my feelings for this momet but to give encourage to all who feel hopeless. that there is always a hope. problem is not permanent. i hope i can hanlde my suicidal thoughts right now. im so much in pain and experiencing extreme sadness, hopeless. and God is seems so silent to me.
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Alana
This is so tough. Great video. I was considering ending my life last night. I dont hate me, I just hate my circumstances. Im broke, lonely, and unhappy. And everyday something keeps happening. Im grateful for the few good things, but the bad is starting to outweigh the good. I feel like such a failure. This video is helpful.
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This is so tough. Great video. I was considering ending my life last night. I dont hate me, I just hate my circumstances. Im broke, lonely, and unhappy. And everyday something keeps happening. Im grateful for the few good things, but the bad is starting to outweigh the good. I feel like such a failure. This video is helpful.
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NoOneGirl
1. Don't spend the night alone
2. Cut off all ties with toxic people
3. Make a list of your accomplishments
4. Practice positive mantras
5. Find a therapist
6. If it's urgent please call the police
7. Find out whats hurting you and make changes to it
8. Whatever you do, please don't lose hope.
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1. Don't spend the night alone
2. Cut off all ties with toxic people
3. Make a list of your accomplishments
4. Practice positive mantras
5. Find a therapist
6. If it's urgent please call the police
7. Find out whats hurting you and make changes to it
8. Whatever you do, please don't lose hope.
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Angel
the thing is none of my friends really care that much about helping me, they say they love me and want to help me but none of them ever make the actual effort to even have a simple conversation, but when one of my other friends says their suicidal, theyre all paying all of their attention to them, how is that fair?
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the thing is none of my friends really care that much about helping me, they say they love me and want to help me but none of them ever make the actual effort to even have a simple conversation, but when one of my other friends says their suicidal, theyre all paying all of their attention to them, how is that fair?
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Brandon
Im separating from my wife and she told me she loves me but us not in love with me and may never trust me again and Ive been spiraling for the past week and a half and she says she cares for me but shes isolating from not just me but our kids too, I just want the hopelessness to stop
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Im separating from my wife and she told me she loves me but us not in love with me and may never trust me again and Ive been spiraling for the past week and a half and she says she cares for me but shes isolating from not just me but our kids too, I just want the hopelessness to stop
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Kicks,
Been dealing with stress, anxiety depression and thus undying feeling of inadequacy for so long. Mid life crisis is really starting to weigh on me, feeling like a failure in life as a man and as a father. Todays one of those days I thought would be better if I wasnt around anymore
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Been dealing with stress, anxiety depression and thus undying feeling of inadequacy for so long. Mid life crisis is really starting to weigh on me, feeling like a failure in life as a man and as a father. Todays one of those days I thought would be better if I wasnt around anymore
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Enrico
I watched a few videos like this one and being in therapy for many months. If you realize that you cant solve the equation thats driving you nuts, nothing makes sense. Everyone tries to put someones misery int some category. 99% of the time might work. But not the 1%.
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I watched a few videos like this one and being in therapy for many months. If you realize that you cant solve the equation thats driving you nuts, nothing makes sense. Everyone tries to put someones misery int some category. 99% of the time might work. But not the 1%.
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education
No, there is not always a way to fix a problem. Sometimes you have to accept that there is no solution. This was a hard lesson for me but an important one. Also, there is not always an amazing day ahead as this video suggests. Theres just not, and thats reality.
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No, there is not always a way to fix a problem. Sometimes you have to accept that there is no solution. This was a hard lesson for me but an important one. Also, there is not always an amazing day ahead as this video suggests. Theres just not, and thats reality.
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Babaloosh
i am depressed with no one to support me or understand all my friends left me i have been thinking of committing suicide my dad mentally abuses me. he calls my hair ugly and my hobbies lazy. idk if i wanna go through with ending my life but i often think abt it.
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i am depressed with no one to support me or understand all my friends left me i have been thinking of committing suicide my dad mentally abuses me. he calls my hair ugly and my hobbies lazy. idk if i wanna go through with ending my life but i often think abt it.
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LAXY
if i kill myself tonight nothing will change just some people will cry at my funeral than they'll go back to thier old life. am not existing from the first place that if i desaper they wont take long to forget me. that feeling hunts me evryday.
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if i kill myself tonight nothing will change just some people will cry at my funeral than they'll go back to thier old life. am not existing from the first place that if i desaper they wont take long to forget me. that feeling hunts me evryday.
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Enter
I don't have long left in this world. The pain is insurmountable and I'm tired of people telling me things will get better when I know they won't. I'm 32 and I feel like my life has been lived already and I just want it to end.
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I don't have long left in this world. The pain is insurmountable and I'm tired of people telling me things will get better when I know they won't. I'm 32 and I feel like my life has been lived already and I just want it to end.
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BUDDY
Is there a way to stop this depression im a doctor and i cant seek medical treatments as my medical licences would be revoked. im struggling to keep these suicidal thoughts. im just alone having no one to rely. please helpp me
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Is there a way to stop this depression im a doctor and i cant seek medical treatments as my medical licences would be revoked. im struggling to keep these suicidal thoughts. im just alone having no one to rely. please helpp me
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OmoriSomething
I searched up this video because I was thinking about ending it all tonight but, this video really helped me think about not going through with it and I just want to say thank you for making this video. :)
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I searched up this video because I was thinking about ending it all tonight but, this video really helped me think about not going through with it and I just want to say thank you for making this video. :)
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