7 Signs of Depression Caused By Your Childhood
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Cosi
I relate to all the damn signs dammit. This video made me cry but at the same time Ive grown a lot and noticed that although I have my moments, his doesnt affect me like it used to (used to be and everyday feeling. I just look at my life from the outside in, and try to see what Im missing or where im lacking and work on it. It isnt easy but this has helped me TREMENDOUSLY and its why im alive today honestly. i found that I would be withdrawn but hated that I was alone. so I force myself to be social. I hate it at first but then I find that I am actually having fun and enjoying myself so then I start to seek that out. Staying busy and keeping my mind busy. Ive found that there are people that care for me, but for it to work I gotaa also care for them. I used to be a big Debby Downer and no one wanted to be around me bc of that. Which sounds bad, but keeping negative people in your life can also negatively affect you. and in this case other people. So everyday I work on being positive and being an energy that people enjoy being around and feel that they can grow when theyre around me. Being negative all the time drags people down with you. and if you care about anyone in your life, then you wanna build them up and a good friend will also help build you up. I talk to these peoole about my problems and theyre always there for me. But i try to be sure to never drag them down with me and I try not to pass on that energy to them. I get my feelings and out and we talk about it and then we move on. Dwelling is what creates a weight, talking about it is like cutting the rope attached to that weight. if that makes sense. Hope this helps anyone willing to read
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I relate to all the damn signs dammit. This video made me cry but at the same time Ive grown a lot and noticed that although I have my moments, his doesnt affect me like it used to (used to be and everyday feeling. I just look at my life from the outside in, and try to see what Im missing or where im lacking and work on it. It isnt easy but this has helped me TREMENDOUSLY and its why im alive today honestly. i found that I would be withdrawn but hated that I was alone. so I force myself to be social. I hate it at first but then I find that I am actually having fun and enjoying myself so then I start to seek that out. Staying busy and keeping my mind busy. Ive found that there are people that care for me, but for it to work I gotaa also care for them. I used to be a big Debby Downer and no one wanted to be around me bc of that. Which sounds bad, but keeping negative people in your life can also negatively affect you. and in this case other people. So everyday I work on being positive and being an energy that people enjoy being around and feel that they can grow when theyre around me. Being negative all the time drags people down with you. and if you care about anyone in your life, then you wanna build them up and a good friend will also help build you up. I talk to these peoole about my problems and theyre always there for me. But i try to be sure to never drag them down with me and I try not to pass on that energy to them. I get my feelings and out and we talk about it and then we move on. Dwelling is what creates a weight, talking about it is like cutting the rope attached to that weight. if that makes sense. Hope this helps anyone willing to read
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Wayne
That's me. I believe my abusive father was the root couse of my childhood depresion. Having a big brother around was only part of it. I think it had somthing to do with my father when I was a baby. He would try to get me to walk by making me get up by myself with out the aid of a neer by object. If I reached for a curtain or a couch, he would knock me down. If i had a dirty diaper, he would slap the side of my leg. If I tyed to say a word and it comes out funny, he would slap me then cover my mouth to keep my mother from hearing my crys. My grandma helped me to walk at age 2 and helped me learn to speak before 5. Grandma saw I was doing so well she was sure I was ready for kindergarden but my mother thought I was better off in a special ed program. Afew years later she had me going to a regular school and that's when the trouble started with bullies, I was allready being bullied at Sundayschool before that. Other kids thought I was retarted and would pick on me every chance they get. The only happy moments I had was at Christmas time and watching TV, untill my father turns th TV off. I had moments when I laugh at something funny and then I couldn't stop and there were also moments Iwould cry for hours and couldn't stop. It was when I was 23 and left Utah when life started getting better. I'm thankfull for the tharapists who helped me. I'm a whole lot better mow than I ever was as a child.
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That's me. I believe my abusive father was the root couse of my childhood depresion. Having a big brother around was only part of it. I think it had somthing to do with my father when I was a baby. He would try to get me to walk by making me get up by myself with out the aid of a neer by object. If I reached for a curtain or a couch, he would knock me down. If i had a dirty diaper, he would slap the side of my leg. If I tyed to say a word and it comes out funny, he would slap me then cover my mouth to keep my mother from hearing my crys. My grandma helped me to walk at age 2 and helped me learn to speak before 5. Grandma saw I was doing so well she was sure I was ready for kindergarden but my mother thought I was better off in a special ed program. Afew years later she had me going to a regular school and that's when the trouble started with bullies, I was allready being bullied at Sundayschool before that. Other kids thought I was retarted and would pick on me every chance they get. The only happy moments I had was at Christmas time and watching TV, untill my father turns th TV off. I had moments when I laugh at something funny and then I couldn't stop and there were also moments Iwould cry for hours and couldn't stop. It was when I was 23 and left Utah when life started getting better. I'm thankfull for the tharapists who helped me. I'm a whole lot better mow than I ever was as a child.
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Oozle: ]
I can't believe it. When I was younger I never thought I would be depressed. If you know me in real life you see me as the anime loving helping others savage. I have a shy friend who said that she is good at hiding when she is sad but i know when she's sad and what she hasn't realize is that I'm depressed. Then there is one guy who just casually mentiones that he is depressed and uses it as a personality, also I'm a middle child. When I was younger my parents never made an effort to teach me my hometown language and just teached me English but know they expect me to know it. I don't like asking for help but right now I just want a friend who is just like me in some aspects like how I help anyone and like the same things. I'm writing this while baking with my friends and one of them is acting like shes better and continues to roll her eyes and she probably just wants to be friends with the others.
I just want a friend and I'm thinking of telling this to my friend in my old school, she is the only one who gets me but i barely see her: (
I'm thinking of just recording a video about how i actually feel and then either run away or take suicide, idk at this point I want a new family and a new life people say I'm to young to be depressed. I'm about to be in 5 grade, except I'm to scared to die.
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I can't believe it. When I was younger I never thought I would be depressed. If you know me in real life you see me as the anime loving helping others savage. I have a shy friend who said that she is good at hiding when she is sad but i know when she's sad and what she hasn't realize is that I'm depressed. Then there is one guy who just casually mentiones that he is depressed and uses it as a personality, also I'm a middle child. When I was younger my parents never made an effort to teach me my hometown language and just teached me English but know they expect me to know it. I don't like asking for help but right now I just want a friend who is just like me in some aspects like how I help anyone and like the same things. I'm writing this while baking with my friends and one of them is acting like shes better and continues to roll her eyes and she probably just wants to be friends with the others.
I just want a friend and I'm thinking of telling this to my friend in my old school, she is the only one who gets me but i barely see her: (
I'm thinking of just recording a video about how i actually feel and then either run away or take suicide, idk at this point I want a new family and a new life people say I'm to young to be depressed. I'm about to be in 5 grade, except I'm to scared to die.
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SterneSehen
I found this video about 4 months ago and it opened my eyes about 'my completely normal childhood' (well at least that's what I thought about it up to this point. This was the reason that after over 30 years of struggling with my life I picked up the phone and called my doctor. I'm in therapy now and though I know I still got a long way to go I'm already feeling a lot better than I did back when I watched this the first time. So I came back to watch this again and comment to thank you and to let you know that you're making a difference. At least to me you did and hopefully to a lot of other people as well. So thank you very much!
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I found this video about 4 months ago and it opened my eyes about 'my completely normal childhood' (well at least that's what I thought about it up to this point. This was the reason that after over 30 years of struggling with my life I picked up the phone and called my doctor. I'm in therapy now and though I know I still got a long way to go I'm already feeling a lot better than I did back when I watched this the first time. So I came back to watch this again and comment to thank you and to let you know that you're making a difference. At least to me you did and hopefully to a lot of other people as well. So thank you very much!
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Psych2Go
Mental health-related issues tied to our childhood experiences are something that we want to raise more awareness. We want to help parents and future parents to learn how important our childhood is in shaping who we are. If you support this mission, we encourage you to help share this video and two others that were posted recently on this topic. For some reason, those topics haven't been doing well, but we feel they are super important for our current generation. Help share if you can and if you did, let us know so we can thank you! Have a wonderful weekend!
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Mental health-related issues tied to our childhood experiences are something that we want to raise more awareness. We want to help parents and future parents to learn how important our childhood is in shaping who we are. If you support this mission, we encourage you to help share this video and two others that were posted recently on this topic. For some reason, those topics haven't been doing well, but we feel they are super important for our current generation. Help share if you can and if you did, let us know so we can thank you! Have a wonderful weekend!
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Ted
You have described my life to a tee. I still see each and every one of these signs with the exception of close relationships. I have been fortunate in that my wife has been by my side for over 37 years. The two that stand out are the fact that I do not have but very few good childhood memories. All of the good ones were centered around my home life. The other that stands out is the fact that I do not seem to have anything to look forward to each day except more rejection and criticism from others.
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You have described my life to a tee. I still see each and every one of these signs with the exception of close relationships. I have been fortunate in that my wife has been by my side for over 37 years. The two that stand out are the fact that I do not have but very few good childhood memories. All of the good ones were centered around my home life. The other that stands out is the fact that I do not seem to have anything to look forward to each day except more rejection and criticism from others.
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zahaohao
I always hide my true self when I was near my parents/sibling, i always smiled trying to make jokes to make them happy, but when I am in bed i always cried showing my true self
that always cried trying to hide from everybody.
I always thought myself was a gold digger when i use my parents money to buy something
Its just feel bad to use other money to buy something. I dont want to get this deep or i will cry again like 30 minutes ago so thanks for reading: )
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I always hide my true self when I was near my parents/sibling, i always smiled trying to make jokes to make them happy, but when I am in bed i always cried showing my true self
that always cried trying to hide from everybody.
I always thought myself was a gold digger when i use my parents money to buy something
Its just feel bad to use other money to buy something. I dont want to get this deep or i will cry again like 30 minutes ago so thanks for reading: )
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VeNom
Never got praised
Never got confidance to speak up
Lashing out
Never got any gift except for cycle and a cricket bat
Parents ignorant about me
Too much pressure and expectation
No friends
No lover
Controlling emotions all the time that they are starting to get numb
Tranferable job of parents therefore no on knows or remembers me
Inferiority complex
Ugly
Bad at sports
Fat
Useless
In the end
Depressed
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Never got praised
Never got confidance to speak up
Lashing out
Never got any gift except for cycle and a cricket bat
Parents ignorant about me
Too much pressure and expectation
No friends
No lover
Controlling emotions all the time that they are starting to get numb
Tranferable job of parents therefore no on knows or remembers me
Inferiority complex
Ugly
Bad at sports
Fat
Useless
In the end
Depressed
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brownvibes
They have made me gone through alot idk but now I'm going to runaway as far as i can maybe I'll leave the country and move to south korea actually i have been saving for a long time but the main problem is i need runaway partner (female)
I'm INDIAN
if anybody wants to join me please give your insta handle so i can text you there!
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They have made me gone through alot idk but now I'm going to runaway as far as i can maybe I'll leave the country and move to south korea actually i have been saving for a long time but the main problem is i need runaway partner (female)
I'm INDIAN
if anybody wants to join me please give your insta handle so i can text you there!
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Thunder
Related to most. I definitely dont have emotional regulation and shut down when things go wrong. I got used to being yelled at a lot. Low self esteem too. Even dealt with my life being threatened twice when i was 20. Im 28 now. Im also convinced that if I didnt move out when I did and didnt leave my old job, I wouldnt be alive right now
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Related to most. I definitely dont have emotional regulation and shut down when things go wrong. I got used to being yelled at a lot. Low self esteem too. Even dealt with my life being threatened twice when i was 20. Im 28 now. Im also convinced that if I didnt move out when I did and didnt leave my old job, I wouldnt be alive right now
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kaijuSpawner
hi, im 9 and i dont know why but i cry almost every day beacuse i remember how it was when i was 5 or 4, i lived my hole life in spain tho i was born in romania, now, im in romania and i really miss spain, my house, all my friends and many more. can u give me some to tips just to try to not remember all these
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hi, im 9 and i dont know why but i cry almost every day beacuse i remember how it was when i was 5 or 4, i lived my hole life in spain tho i was born in romania, now, im in romania and i really miss spain, my house, all my friends and many more. can u give me some to tips just to try to not remember all these
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DoYouWatchAnime
well i have my childhood memories, but i find a huge diffrence in my personality now, i was cheerful, self concerned and easily make friends back then, but now i preffer to use mono tune voice, not like to talk much and i have friends(including old ones) that i can count on fingers.
is that normal?
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well i have my childhood memories, but i find a huge diffrence in my personality now, i was cheerful, self concerned and easily make friends back then, but now i preffer to use mono tune voice, not like to talk much and i have friends(including old ones) that i can count on fingers.
is that normal?
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Viviana
We only wish to know how to say sorry and I love you, to have someone hug us without asking and more. But there isn't they only see us like old dolls taken from the attic when they need us isn't sarcastic. Even that I grow up I don't what I want or what I can only get scared and anxious.
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We only wish to know how to say sorry and I love you, to have someone hug us without asking and more. But there isn't they only see us like old dolls taken from the attic when they need us isn't sarcastic. Even that I grow up I don't what I want or what I can only get scared and anxious.
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The
This was a very difficult five minutes. I am seven out of seven, and the stuffie ripped in half at 1: 28 actually happened to me. As a 50+ year old man, it is likely too late for me. You youngsters get yourselves professional help ASAP to salvage your futures.
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This was a very difficult five minutes. I am seven out of seven, and the stuffie ripped in half at 1: 28 actually happened to me. As a 50+ year old man, it is likely too late for me. You youngsters get yourselves professional help ASAP to salvage your futures.
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Minon
Quite recently I've discovered that my parents love my older brother than me, which made me depressed. I keep on getting harassed and stereotyped whenever I make a mistake or they do. I feel like I should report my parents to child abuse centres. Should I?
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Quite recently I've discovered that my parents love my older brother than me, which made me depressed. I keep on getting harassed and stereotyped whenever I make a mistake or they do. I feel like I should report my parents to child abuse centres. Should I?
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Waheed
How many of you can't write your childhood in words
Just thinking about a bad situation reminds of other baddest situation.
I have gone through so much, If I compare to some friends of mine.
Small problems don't fear me anymore.
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How many of you can't write your childhood in words
Just thinking about a bad situation reminds of other baddest situation.
I have gone through so much, If I compare to some friends of mine.
Small problems don't fear me anymore.
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Bobble
People wont give me a chance to be their friend Im alaways last choice and no one wants too meet I up with me and my childhood is ruined no memories no nothing and none of them care I cant cope seeeing then with friends or happy anymore
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People wont give me a chance to be their friend Im alaways last choice and no one wants too meet I up with me and my childhood is ruined no memories no nothing and none of them care I cant cope seeeing then with friends or happy anymore
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Terrorware
Welp this is the first time I find my mindset very different in a way that I did not know and some these after looking at my mind it looks kinda interesting as maybe I had this but my mind has this effect blocked off in a way
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Welp this is the first time I find my mindset very different in a way that I did not know and some these after looking at my mind it looks kinda interesting as maybe I had this but my mind has this effect blocked off in a way
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revati
Yes I've faced the same. I cannot get over my childhood memories, I don't even understand how to express myself in front of my closed ones. I seriously feel messed up. Anyway I'm just engaging myself and keeping me busy
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Yes I've faced the same. I cannot get over my childhood memories, I don't even understand how to express myself in front of my closed ones. I seriously feel messed up. Anyway I'm just engaging myself and keeping me busy
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Ivonne
I once faced my mom about being emotionally absent and she just closed her eyes and ignored me. I still face depression as an adult and that comes from my childhood. I actually relate to all what the video said
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I once faced my mom about being emotionally absent and she just closed her eyes and ignored me. I still face depression as an adult and that comes from my childhood. I actually relate to all what the video said
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AbooodX
I'v had the frist symptom sence i could remember
My dad died 2 years ago and if i tell my mom she's gonna ignore it
Iam 16 rn and it feels so great to have depression for 15 years straight (sarcasm)
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I'v had the frist symptom sence i could remember
My dad died 2 years ago and if i tell my mom she's gonna ignore it
Iam 16 rn and it feels so great to have depression for 15 years straight (sarcasm)
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Dd
i dont understand it was just 2016 i was 12 every year past by quick then 2018 came i was a freshman age 14 now im 17 time just pass by quick i dint enjoy my teenage years now im lost and wanting to go back
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i dont understand it was just 2016 i was 12 every year past by quick then 2018 came i was a freshman age 14 now im 17 time just pass by quick i dint enjoy my teenage years now im lost and wanting to go back
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RIO
The you shut down when things go wrong is my literal every day thing! When i got combos of bad things happened in a day, i will just shut downed myself and just go to my bed, or isolate myself from others.
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The you shut down when things go wrong is my literal every day thing! When i got combos of bad things happened in a day, i will just shut downed myself and just go to my bed, or isolate myself from others.
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iLost
most of them is. yeah i alrdy know and feel it for now i just dont care about it and ignore it if you feel sad then make your self happy thats it simple for example just watch meme or something wholesome
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most of them is. yeah i alrdy know and feel it for now i just dont care about it and ignore it if you feel sad then make your self happy thats it simple for example just watch meme or something wholesome
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Netra
Me thinking that it's still in my head and I'm oversensitive and also thinking ppl in the comment section are also oversensitive just like me when it isn't the case. I just can't trust myself.
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Me thinking that it's still in my head and I'm oversensitive and also thinking ppl in the comment section are also oversensitive just like me when it isn't the case. I just can't trust myself.
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