How to Deal with Suicidal Thoughts #BellLetsTalk
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Tazzie
It's not like I want to die. I can't keep on becoming a burden to my family. It's hard. I was a child prodigy. Everyone was having high expectations of me. But when I grow into an adult, I start becoming more and more of a failure. I have not had a stable job for more than a year. A friend felt sorry for me so she paid a bit for me to do menial tasks. I would have never expected my life to become like this. If it's not for my family, I would. have been homeless ages ago. Now I'm fat, ugly, old and basically useless. There is no point of living. At least when I die, my family will get some money out of my retirement fund. I can't even take that fund for another 15 years. But if I die, my family can get that. Everytime I see a new hope, the next time I will be backed into a corner. When I take a step forward, then the next instance I have to take 10 steps backwards. I'm tired. I've trying my best but nothing has worked out so far. Those who knows my situation said that there is always a way out, but there is not. Things are not progressing and I feel so lonely. I see others who didn't do so well in academic before are becoming successful but I'm not making any progress. It's too late. I'm too old. No one wants to hire me. Life is pointless.
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It's not like I want to die. I can't keep on becoming a burden to my family. It's hard. I was a child prodigy. Everyone was having high expectations of me. But when I grow into an adult, I start becoming more and more of a failure. I have not had a stable job for more than a year. A friend felt sorry for me so she paid a bit for me to do menial tasks. I would have never expected my life to become like this. If it's not for my family, I would. have been homeless ages ago. Now I'm fat, ugly, old and basically useless. There is no point of living. At least when I die, my family will get some money out of my retirement fund. I can't even take that fund for another 15 years. But if I die, my family can get that. Everytime I see a new hope, the next time I will be backed into a corner. When I take a step forward, then the next instance I have to take 10 steps backwards. I'm tired. I've trying my best but nothing has worked out so far. Those who knows my situation said that there is always a way out, but there is not. Things are not progressing and I feel so lonely. I see others who didn't do so well in academic before are becoming successful but I'm not making any progress. It's too late. I'm too old. No one wants to hire me. Life is pointless.
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Rhoelsky18
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If you think hard enough they are many bad things about death but I thought of 3 neutral things, 1 youll figure out for real where you go when you die, (no offense to religions) but youll never get to tell anyone else about it since youll literally not be alive to tell. 2 you will get freed from any suffering youll be in, I mean (after) dying will probably not feel too good but not bad either so it kinda feels like an infinite suffering destroyer and 3 youre make people who hate you happy and as someone who is hated by a lot of people I see death as a win (for me) since conflict can be defeated between 2 things by causing the death of one permanently separating them
Please take all this with a grain of salt or not seriously
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If you think hard enough they are many bad things about death but I thought of 3 neutral things, 1 youll figure out for real where you go when you die, (no offense to religions) but youll never get to tell anyone else about it since youll literally not be alive to tell. 2 you will get freed from any suffering youll be in, I mean (after) dying will probably not feel too good but not bad either so it kinda feels like an infinite suffering destroyer and 3 youre make people who hate you happy and as someone who is hated by a lot of people I see death as a win (for me) since conflict can be defeated between 2 things by causing the death of one permanently separating them
Please take all this with a grain of salt or not seriously
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GKRT24
I am so close. I can taste death. I am already dead inside. I am nothing. I am a mistake.
I should never been born. I am a 41 year old mother of two. I live only for them. Every negative comment about them hurts me to my soul, and pushes me further down into the darkness.
My daughter has several diagnoses, she is excluded from the others kids. I can not leave my daughters. They are going to have my embrace to fall into when they need.
But I secretly taste death every day, every second.
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I am so close. I can taste death. I am already dead inside. I am nothing. I am a mistake.
I should never been born. I am a 41 year old mother of two. I live only for them. Every negative comment about them hurts me to my soul, and pushes me further down into the darkness.
My daughter has several diagnoses, she is excluded from the others kids. I can not leave my daughters. They are going to have my embrace to fall into when they need.
But I secretly taste death every day, every second.
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Nas
I'm thinking moving forward to get out with my depression for a long time because I had found my happiness with my special someone. But I think I feel losing hope again because the special person that only I have I feel he's losing care and love for me. Now, I feel in dark talking myself alone, thinking of suicidal. Lord, what is my purpose to live
more. I'm heartbroken in times I'm alone. No one say's to me How are you.
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I'm thinking moving forward to get out with my depression for a long time because I had found my happiness with my special someone. But I think I feel losing hope again because the special person that only I have I feel he's losing care and love for me. Now, I feel in dark talking myself alone, thinking of suicidal. Lord, what is my purpose to live
more. I'm heartbroken in times I'm alone. No one say's to me How are you.
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Tammala
I just wanna turn out the light & give up the fight!
I'm VERY sick of living with this bad depression, ptsd, & anxioty!
People are not understanding & most keep there distance as if I did something wrong! I NEVER did a thing wrong in my life!
I want to be myself again & DID ALREADY LOOSE Hope!
My entire life changed 4 the worse.
I cant do this. I'm barely holding on.
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I just wanna turn out the light & give up the fight!
I'm VERY sick of living with this bad depression, ptsd, & anxioty!
People are not understanding & most keep there distance as if I did something wrong! I NEVER did a thing wrong in my life!
I want to be myself again & DID ALREADY LOOSE Hope!
My entire life changed 4 the worse.
I cant do this. I'm barely holding on.
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NoOneGirl
1. Don't spend the night alone
2. Cut off all ties with toxic people
3. Make a list of your accomplishments
4. Practice positive mantras
5. Find a therapist
6. If it's urgent please call the police
7. Find out whats hurting you and make changes to it
8. Whatever you do, please don't lose hope.
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1. Don't spend the night alone
2. Cut off all ties with toxic people
3. Make a list of your accomplishments
4. Practice positive mantras
5. Find a therapist
6. If it's urgent please call the police
7. Find out whats hurting you and make changes to it
8. Whatever you do, please don't lose hope.
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Error
Sometimes it's not about pain once you're used to it, it's about the mist in your brain mixing all sorts of bad emotions that just makes you go blind and hurt. At some point it's starting to be too much and if you don't even see a point on living since everything comes to an end it's even worse.
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Sometimes it's not about pain once you're used to it, it's about the mist in your brain mixing all sorts of bad emotions that just makes you go blind and hurt. At some point it's starting to be too much and if you don't even see a point on living since everything comes to an end it's even worse.
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ozzie. hallow
my friend started yelling at me because i vent to much, and i need to be in a psych ward with all the stuff i tell her.
is this what you wanted, ava. for me to be here today watching this and telling myself of how im a horrid, horrid person.
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my friend started yelling at me because i vent to much, and i need to be in a psych ward with all the stuff i tell her.
is this what you wanted, ava. for me to be here today watching this and telling myself of how im a horrid, horrid person.
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Moonlight
my dad's thinking of throwing my cats out
they're the only company i have
i've wanted to be an artist ever since i was 7
i'm 14 on my way to 15
i have anxiety and school's not doing great
why else should i continue
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my dad's thinking of throwing my cats out
they're the only company i have
i've wanted to be an artist ever since i was 7
i'm 14 on my way to 15
i have anxiety and school's not doing great
why else should i continue
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Soule
I know what i am, and what i have done; so the question is always there. But i just bounce back and then later on bounce back into my thoughts, then back to bouncing back. The cycle is indeed an annoyance.
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I know what i am, and what i have done; so the question is always there. But i just bounce back and then later on bounce back into my thoughts, then back to bouncing back. The cycle is indeed an annoyance.
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Just_alledits
I have ADHD and my parents know this but they choose to ignore it so they end up calling me lazy of some sort but they really dont I try but even if I do its still not good enough for them
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I have ADHD and my parents know this but they choose to ignore it so they end up calling me lazy of some sort but they really dont I try but even if I do its still not good enough for them
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Scott
My last attempt at reaching out for help is a toutube search for I want to die and all i keep getting are these annoying pretentious emoji cartoon people. A fitting end for my pointless life
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My last attempt at reaching out for help is a toutube search for I want to die and all i keep getting are these annoying pretentious emoji cartoon people. A fitting end for my pointless life
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Yobisewk206
i have autism, so i easily get angry often. But this. i really dont know at this point my brain has been considering this way too many times but i can't bring myself to not hesitate
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i have autism, so i easily get angry often. But this. i really dont know at this point my brain has been considering this way too many times but i can't bring myself to not hesitate
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Kideto
So my options are basically, be treated like a monster and trapped unable to do the basic of things alone. Or end it all, because i have no magic student befits or insurance or money.
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So my options are basically, be treated like a monster and trapped unable to do the basic of things alone. Or end it all, because i have no magic student befits or insurance or money.
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Wondercool
All of this is bs, i have nobody, my family is toxic, my friends arent close, literally and emotionally, i hate my life, i hate everything in it. Not worth it, dont recommend
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All of this is bs, i have nobody, my family is toxic, my friends arent close, literally and emotionally, i hate my life, i hate everything in it. Not worth it, dont recommend
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MRpuffz
i dont know any more i have bullys at school and i dont wanna go back to my school but i have to and i cant take it anymore if they say one more thing to me i will do it
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i dont know any more i have bullys at school and i dont wanna go back to my school but i have to and i cant take it anymore if they say one more thing to me i will do it
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whitney1990
Im really here watching this to prevent my suicide. these thoughts are scary. Its been on my mind for the past 2 days my kids are my only grounding factor
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Im really here watching this to prevent my suicide. these thoughts are scary. Its been on my mind for the past 2 days my kids are my only grounding factor
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SilverZ
I dont now still how to not coming there is only depression in me and I will try this the best I can thatll you for this I will use this as best as I can
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I dont now still how to not coming there is only depression in me and I will try this the best I can thatll you for this I will use this as best as I can
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ASimpleHorse
people who have a friend or family member die by suicide are more likely to do it themselves.
thinking of thay sometimes helps break my cycle.
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people who have a friend or family member die by suicide are more likely to do it themselves.
thinking of thay sometimes helps break my cycle.
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Patrick
And if you have nobody. I've been alone for more than half of my life. And no woman wants anything to do with me so really what is the point.
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And if you have nobody. I've been alone for more than half of my life. And no woman wants anything to do with me so really what is the point.
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Deepening
U know what cant be fixed? My adhd and the worst things about it is I get to watch people not as smart as me succeed in life as I struggle.
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U know what cant be fixed? My adhd and the worst things about it is I get to watch people not as smart as me succeed in life as I struggle.
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_Ace_
dont spend the night alone? I HAVE NOBODY every single day i have nobody to talk to and i dont know a single clue what i am doin right now
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dont spend the night alone? I HAVE NOBODY every single day i have nobody to talk to and i dont know a single clue what i am doin right now
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Zosia
I have no friends that I really trust, they always tell things. I don't know how to deal with this and I just might give up on life.
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I have no friends that I really trust, they always tell things. I don't know how to deal with this and I just might give up on life.
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KoiFishForDays
when your stuck in a house full of people you don't want to be around and you have no friends or anyone to trust it's hard.
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when your stuck in a house full of people you don't want to be around and you have no friends or anyone to trust it's hard.
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Ape
I'm going to be 46 in a just a few days, and I haven't accomplished anything in my life.
I am a failure in every measurable way.
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I'm going to be 46 in a just a few days, and I haven't accomplished anything in my life.
I am a failure in every measurable way.
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