10 Things Depression Makes Us Do
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Date: 2023-08-20
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psych2go
All that has been said in this video is in a lot of ways what I struggled with from 2009 to 2019 and even have lead me to even fallen to having Chronic Depression. There were a number of effects that happened to me throughout those years from Self-harm, to struggling with sleep as it has always been a struggle for me as it allowed my mind to wander in to bad areas which always left me fearing this or that already happened to me throughout my life would repeat causing me to have built a lot of social anxiety, and severe lack of confidence. Feeling guilty which came with big habits to apologize for even the most basic of things, to talking down to myself when the same mistakes happen and often would seem angry and stressed not towards others, but to myself which also have lead me to punishing myself making me think I wasn't worth it while calling myself names in order to make sure things like that wouldn't happen again while beating myself for it. Even with friends around me I often wore myself a mask in hoping I wouldn't be a cause of concern for them when I couldn't dwell on letting me be a add on to their own burdens that they may be dealing with, even when it was someone that was interested in getting to know me I just, didn't want them to see that other side that I hated so much. It wasn't till 2019 after a very bad heart ache that caused me to remember my only relationship I ever had which was the start of what lead me down so hard to attempt something I never thought I'd do three times. It wasn't until that very night in 2019 under a rainy spring night from me pulling a trigger of a gun which was in my mind real as real as it were even for a empty Pellet gun, to snap out and push past everything that came before that moment. From that day I vowed to my dying breath that I would never ever let myself be pushed to do something like that ever again when the fact that even though yes the gun was empty and was a pellet gun, I really did let myself get shot from pulling that trigger and still haunts me at times thinking about it when I go to bed. From that moment no matter whom I meet or how long it takes I will tell my story to anyone I meet not just to ask for forgiveness for that darkness of my life that controlled me for so long but also doing the one thing I vowed to never do again, but to explain to them about how there is more to life that is amazing and worth living and loving for. Depression does so much to you that is extremely hard to explain, and even now at times it tries to return to me, but I always find ways to combat it and to keep my mind occupied so my mind would never wander into those dark thoughts. With the help from hobbies as well talking to people in my life that I love. I will always be thankful for and I will continue to redeem myself in telling you all about my stories to let you all know that you are not alone and will always want to help you get through your darkest moments as that too I have slipped into more than once, and know that you don't have to fight this alone. Thank you to whom reads this and hope that you will find a way to drive past what you are going through and know that you have someone that loves you and someone out there that will fight along beside you, as there is always something wonderful and amazing that happen every day. Thanks for listening once more and hope for the hope.
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All that has been said in this video is in a lot of ways what I struggled with from 2009 to 2019 and even have lead me to even fallen to having Chronic Depression. There were a number of effects that happened to me throughout those years from Self-harm, to struggling with sleep as it has always been a struggle for me as it allowed my mind to wander in to bad areas which always left me fearing this or that already happened to me throughout my life would repeat causing me to have built a lot of social anxiety, and severe lack of confidence. Feeling guilty which came with big habits to apologize for even the most basic of things, to talking down to myself when the same mistakes happen and often would seem angry and stressed not towards others, but to myself which also have lead me to punishing myself making me think I wasn't worth it while calling myself names in order to make sure things like that wouldn't happen again while beating myself for it. Even with friends around me I often wore myself a mask in hoping I wouldn't be a cause of concern for them when I couldn't dwell on letting me be a add on to their own burdens that they may be dealing with, even when it was someone that was interested in getting to know me I just, didn't want them to see that other side that I hated so much. It wasn't till 2019 after a very bad heart ache that caused me to remember my only relationship I ever had which was the start of what lead me down so hard to attempt something I never thought I'd do three times. It wasn't until that very night in 2019 under a rainy spring night from me pulling a trigger of a gun which was in my mind real as real as it were even for a empty Pellet gun, to snap out and push past everything that came before that moment. From that day I vowed to my dying breath that I would never ever let myself be pushed to do something like that ever again when the fact that even though yes the gun was empty and was a pellet gun, I really did let myself get shot from pulling that trigger and still haunts me at times thinking about it when I go to bed. From that moment no matter whom I meet or how long it takes I will tell my story to anyone I meet not just to ask for forgiveness for that darkness of my life that controlled me for so long but also doing the one thing I vowed to never do again, but to explain to them about how there is more to life that is amazing and worth living and loving for. Depression does so much to you that is extremely hard to explain, and even now at times it tries to return to me, but I always find ways to combat it and to keep my mind occupied so my mind would never wander into those dark thoughts. With the help from hobbies as well talking to people in my life that I love. I will always be thankful for and I will continue to redeem myself in telling you all about my stories to let you all know that you are not alone and will always want to help you get through your darkest moments as that too I have slipped into more than once, and know that you don't have to fight this alone. Thank you to whom reads this and hope that you will find a way to drive past what you are going through and know that you have someone that loves you and someone out there that will fight along beside you, as there is always something wonderful and amazing that happen every day. Thanks for listening once more and hope for the hope.
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Le
I'd also add that anything negative that's said/ wrote/ done to you even from a stranger is demultiplied dramatically, even the things that aren't big of deal become a huge deal. Also if you wasn't that much into sports before feeling bad, even walking for a minute/ an hour can be tiring in oustanding ways whatever your age. Also the D word used in the title in the video feels impossible to say, even to talk about what you're going through, because it would be too devastating to admit it to yourself
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I'd also add that anything negative that's said/ wrote/ done to you even from a stranger is demultiplied dramatically, even the things that aren't big of deal become a huge deal. Also if you wasn't that much into sports before feeling bad, even walking for a minute/ an hour can be tiring in oustanding ways whatever your age. Also the D word used in the title in the video feels impossible to say, even to talk about what you're going through, because it would be too devastating to admit it to yourself
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Debnath
Depression is a severe problem and it affects people differently. Apart from the symptoms that have been described in this video, it can affect your body functions in a negative and serious way. I faced it first hand and I really feel the pain that others may have also experienced. Medical consultation always helps but what is even more important is the support of people around you. They need also need to understand and acknowledge the problem and help anybody who is affected to get out of it.
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Depression is a severe problem and it affects people differently. Apart from the symptoms that have been described in this video, it can affect your body functions in a negative and serious way. I faced it first hand and I really feel the pain that others may have also experienced. Medical consultation always helps but what is even more important is the support of people around you. They need also need to understand and acknowledge the problem and help anybody who is affected to get out of it.
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Andy
I am very late to the show on this, but one very important one I feel is missed. Self medication. Often of the wrong type. Mine was alcohol. At the time I knew something was wrong (depression) but believed it was just a 'feeling' that we all go through and will pass. During the evening I found alcohol would ease all my symptoms and was a wonderful cure all. Then addiction took over and the depression became severe. A short term cure can be a killer in the long run. Please be careful.
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I am very late to the show on this, but one very important one I feel is missed. Self medication. Often of the wrong type. Mine was alcohol. At the time I knew something was wrong (depression) but believed it was just a 'feeling' that we all go through and will pass. During the evening I found alcohol would ease all my symptoms and was a wonderful cure all. Then addiction took over and the depression became severe. A short term cure can be a killer in the long run. Please be careful.
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Facundo
Dealing with this thing most of my life. I took therapy and even 3 different type of medication at the same time just to at least try to get a normal life, but I quit all that. One day I decide to take the lead by myself, without medication, and is working. Not trying to brag, just saying that if you are going through this confusing hell, doesn't matter when, we can talk. I'm not a therapist but maybe I can help. Anyways, take care of yourself and have courage.
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Dealing with this thing most of my life. I took therapy and even 3 different type of medication at the same time just to at least try to get a normal life, but I quit all that. One day I decide to take the lead by myself, without medication, and is working. Not trying to brag, just saying that if you are going through this confusing hell, doesn't matter when, we can talk. I'm not a therapist but maybe I can help. Anyways, take care of yourself and have courage.
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Saga
Depression makes you think horrible things will happen to you. But it will. No matter what we do in life we will eventually die unexpectedly or our bodies will decay becoming hideous and unable, our minds will weaken until we forget who we were, retreating to an infant state in a broken hopeless shell. Destiny is depressing snd life always end in tragedy
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Depression makes you think horrible things will happen to you. But it will. No matter what we do in life we will eventually die unexpectedly or our bodies will decay becoming hideous and unable, our minds will weaken until we forget who we were, retreating to an infant state in a broken hopeless shell. Destiny is depressing snd life always end in tragedy
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Silja
I can relate to most of these symptoms. I'm starting to get a little worried. I'm pretty exhausted after a school day ends, because I have been trying to make others laugh all day and make them feel happy. After school, I usually just go into my room and do something, and mostly ignore my friends if they ask me to hang out.
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I can relate to most of these symptoms. I'm starting to get a little worried. I'm pretty exhausted after a school day ends, because I have been trying to make others laugh all day and make them feel happy. After school, I usually just go into my room and do something, and mostly ignore my friends if they ask me to hang out.
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Teddy
When I was younger I was full of life and happiness now at 21 Im constantly full of anger and rage living in isolation hating people around me and constantly drinking alcohol just to forget about life for a few hours I wish my life was different but thats life I suppose its the unknown
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When I was younger I was full of life and happiness now at 21 Im constantly full of anger and rage living in isolation hating people around me and constantly drinking alcohol just to forget about life for a few hours I wish my life was different but thats life I suppose its the unknown
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Vince
Thanks for posting this. I've been depressed, and isolated for several years now. All of the points made in the video are true for me. Probably the best way to describe depression I've seen or heard of. I'm hanging on (for now, but can't imagine doing so for much longer.
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Thanks for posting this. I've been depressed, and isolated for several years now. All of the points made in the video are true for me. Probably the best way to describe depression I've seen or heard of. I'm hanging on (for now, but can't imagine doing so for much longer.
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Roberto
I lost my mum a few months ago, and since then, I've been suffering every single point on that list. Plus, some others symptoms, like a strong pain in my chest for several weeks, horrible nightmares, and migraines. It's hard.
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I lost my mum a few months ago, and since then, I've been suffering every single point on that list. Plus, some others symptoms, like a strong pain in my chest for several weeks, horrible nightmares, and migraines. It's hard.
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Weebler
The hygiene point surprised me. Ive thought Im lazy and bad for so long over this then to realize its because my depression. Ive had all of these together or in some variations my whole life. Therapy has helped a lot.
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The hygiene point surprised me. Ive thought Im lazy and bad for so long over this then to realize its because my depression. Ive had all of these together or in some variations my whole life. Therapy has helped a lot.
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Jeroen
I can treat my depression with champagne, listen to music, seeing miring sun and sunset, walking around the beach, take a ride on bike, and if not work I use Noni juices, our put some large Noni leaf on my skin
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I can treat my depression with champagne, listen to music, seeing miring sun and sunset, walking around the beach, take a ride on bike, and if not work I use Noni juices, our put some large Noni leaf on my skin
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Colten
This explains alot for me. I wont live in fear and I always try to fix my problems. I have alot of these symptoms but never wanna be the victim. Id rather try and fix even if I feel im never enough.
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This explains alot for me. I wont live in fear and I always try to fix my problems. I have alot of these symptoms but never wanna be the victim. Id rather try and fix even if I feel im never enough.
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Marcela
What to do to be healthy again? What should I do? No Medicine helps a tried them all. I can not live like this forever I cant. its so hard. the life is so hard with this illness. I am so desperate
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What to do to be healthy again? What should I do? No Medicine helps a tried them all. I can not live like this forever I cant. its so hard. the life is so hard with this illness. I am so desperate
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Maytal
I had some friends that have depression and it's sad that they cldnt talked to me let alone open up at least to to tell what their feeling.
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I had some friends that have depression and it's sad that they cldnt talked to me let alone open up at least to to tell what their feeling.
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education
I do plan on finishing it
i planned quite some time ago
and i'm still gonna do it
i just, need the right moment and time
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I do plan on finishing it
i planned quite some time ago
and i'm still gonna do it
i just, need the right moment and time
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Mac
I wouldnt wish this on anyone. I am the last person anyone would ever peg as being depressed. Im great at acting happy. Its horrific.
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I wouldnt wish this on anyone. I am the last person anyone would ever peg as being depressed. Im great at acting happy. Its horrific.
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danny
The 2 times I had depression/anxiety i remember smelling smoke constantly, it felt like it was burning my nose. It was awful
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The 2 times I had depression/anxiety i remember smelling smoke constantly, it felt like it was burning my nose. It was awful
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Demise
Honestly would love for you to talk about the difference between agreessive/violent depression and the normal depression
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Honestly would love for you to talk about the difference between agreessive/violent depression and the normal depression
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education
In reality, 7 billion people are actually severely depressed but only 300 million don't know how to deal with it
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In reality, 7 billion people are actually severely depressed but only 300 million don't know how to deal with it
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Nissa
Destroying things. I broke my tablet not to long ago, and no one seems to realize how much it's changed my summer.
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Destroying things. I broke my tablet not to long ago, and no one seems to realize how much it's changed my summer.
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ArcaneReciver
When I take my anti depression tablets I think to myself is it really to help me or the people around me
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When I take my anti depression tablets I think to myself is it really to help me or the people around me
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Lori
I am the sole care giver to my husband of 45 years who is dying of cancer and i can relate to all 10 of these.
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I am the sole care giver to my husband of 45 years who is dying of cancer and i can relate to all 10 of these.
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Bud
Andrew Tate taught me depression isn't real. He said to workout and he was right. I've lost 20 pounds so far.
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Andrew Tate taught me depression isn't real. He said to workout and he was right. I've lost 20 pounds so far.
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Michelle
This is exactly how I feel. its an awful way to go through life. Everything is a battle its exhausting.
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This is exactly how I feel. its an awful way to go through life. Everything is a battle its exhausting.
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