Suicidal Thoughts 17 Things That Contribute To It
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Bowie
I think about suicide. but never in a way of actually wanting to act on it but how I would carry it out how I would do it and how I could leave the least mess and trauma to my family. and I'm currently in a depression tunnel, or what I call my extended episode of depression and don't know when it will end. I feel like I'm in the middle though cause I got up and cleaned and washed my hair today but still feel sad. and I haven't thought about it in this tunnel
But the ideation thing is true because I'm a female and I don't think I would actually act out on my thoughts but it's always been a thought that it could get me out of what I'm in like this one was brought on by my room being dirty and struggling with my classes recently but I'm trying to fix that. and stress has been high in my home. why am I commenting? Two reasons
1. I know someone else is going through a lot of stress too and maybe this helps
2. It's helping me. my therapist recently went on maternity leave and never returned so I no longer have an outlet to tell anyone what's going on and here is my safest option right now
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I think about suicide. but never in a way of actually wanting to act on it but how I would carry it out how I would do it and how I could leave the least mess and trauma to my family. and I'm currently in a depression tunnel, or what I call my extended episode of depression and don't know when it will end. I feel like I'm in the middle though cause I got up and cleaned and washed my hair today but still feel sad. and I haven't thought about it in this tunnel
But the ideation thing is true because I'm a female and I don't think I would actually act out on my thoughts but it's always been a thought that it could get me out of what I'm in like this one was brought on by my room being dirty and struggling with my classes recently but I'm trying to fix that. and stress has been high in my home. why am I commenting? Two reasons
1. I know someone else is going through a lot of stress too and maybe this helps
2. It's helping me. my therapist recently went on maternity leave and never returned so I no longer have an outlet to tell anyone what's going on and here is my safest option right now
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Mohit
the reason why i get these thoughts is.
1. being cheated constantly by whom i consider friends
2. constantly working honestly but no results
3. efforts go in vein
4. being unrecognised even if i give 100percent to it. i m a sidekick in the movie. where im the fighter
5. being judged constantly by parents
6. parents who care for the society. stating tht society would blame them for raising a child like me even though im transparent to them and dream of being a backbone to my parents. this goes unrecognised. even after helping them all i get is negative reviews about myself
7. starting to slowly disbeleve in god
8. lucky in being unluckiest
9. i am not able to control my emotions be
10. i m not able to express my anger and pain which eventually come out in the form of tears
11. comparision of my life with others. why do they have perfect life?
12. none to share these feelings. and expressing it as an anonymous person to u guys. doubt whether u would read it that is.
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the reason why i get these thoughts is.
1. being cheated constantly by whom i consider friends
2. constantly working honestly but no results
3. efforts go in vein
4. being unrecognised even if i give 100percent to it. i m a sidekick in the movie. where im the fighter
5. being judged constantly by parents
6. parents who care for the society. stating tht society would blame them for raising a child like me even though im transparent to them and dream of being a backbone to my parents. this goes unrecognised. even after helping them all i get is negative reviews about myself
7. starting to slowly disbeleve in god
8. lucky in being unluckiest
9. i am not able to control my emotions be
10. i m not able to express my anger and pain which eventually come out in the form of tears
11. comparision of my life with others. why do they have perfect life?
12. none to share these feelings. and expressing it as an anonymous person to u guys. doubt whether u would read it that is.
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Vaideswaran
Well I would have done it already but the only thing that stops me is my parents. They are getting old and I love them very much, I know that if I was gone they will be devastated and I do not want to do that to them. Even though I am a complete failure and have achieved absolutely nothing in my life, my parents have always loved me unconditionally. I hate my life and I hate myself. I can't even get a decent job and I am so unattractive that no girl on earth can possibly like me, But still I feel like if I end my life I would be betraying my parents and I am not gonna do that. So that's why I am living. I am the perfect example of a loser but still choosing to live.
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Well I would have done it already but the only thing that stops me is my parents. They are getting old and I love them very much, I know that if I was gone they will be devastated and I do not want to do that to them. Even though I am a complete failure and have achieved absolutely nothing in my life, my parents have always loved me unconditionally. I hate my life and I hate myself. I can't even get a decent job and I am so unattractive that no girl on earth can possibly like me, But still I feel like if I end my life I would be betraying my parents and I am not gonna do that. So that's why I am living. I am the perfect example of a loser but still choosing to live.
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-millythfa-
i started to have them on my early 10. i will count things that i have 1: yes, 3: yes. but. i got scars from demons that i saw. 4: kinda(su1cide is true) 5: yes 6: i had when i was 10. 7: YESS my mom have so many knifes and i live clsoe to train station that i'm planning on. 8: yes 9: idk, but my mom always said that her life is so much worse and how i have everything and how she was in so much pain, she told me when i was 9. maybe. or younger 10: again when i was 10. 11: yes. 12: OFC! 13: yes. 14: 15: yes. 16: no 17: YESS my entire life i always was in hospitall! even when i was born i needed to be in hospital bc i almost d1ed, now it's normal to me.
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i started to have them on my early 10. i will count things that i have 1: yes, 3: yes. but. i got scars from demons that i saw. 4: kinda(su1cide is true) 5: yes 6: i had when i was 10. 7: YESS my mom have so many knifes and i live clsoe to train station that i'm planning on. 8: yes 9: idk, but my mom always said that her life is so much worse and how i have everything and how she was in so much pain, she told me when i was 9. maybe. or younger 10: again when i was 10. 11: yes. 12: OFC! 13: yes. 14: 15: yes. 16: no 17: YESS my entire life i always was in hospitall! even when i was born i needed to be in hospital bc i almost d1ed, now it's normal to me.
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Lildex
My reason is bullying in elementary school I didn't think about till 5th grade my teacher and 2 people was bullying me for 2. 5 months. Then middle school officially gave me the thought of suicide thoughts in 6th almost everyone in my 3rd period connections wouldn't stop talking about me. Then 7th grade (my current grade at the moment) I changed buses AND ON THE GODAMN BUD THE SAME PERSON AND 99. 9% OF THE PEOPLE THAT IN THE BUS BULLY'S ME AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I JUST WANT THIS SHIT TO END. AND ONE PERSON CAUGHT A SIGN BUT INSTEAD OF TALKING ME OUT OF MY SUICIDAL THOUGHTS HE BULLY'S ME ABOUT IT I JUST WANT PEACE IS THAT TOO MUCH TOO ASK
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My reason is bullying in elementary school I didn't think about till 5th grade my teacher and 2 people was bullying me for 2. 5 months. Then middle school officially gave me the thought of suicide thoughts in 6th almost everyone in my 3rd period connections wouldn't stop talking about me. Then 7th grade (my current grade at the moment) I changed buses AND ON THE GODAMN BUD THE SAME PERSON AND 99. 9% OF THE PEOPLE THAT IN THE BUS BULLY'S ME AND I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE I JUST WANT THIS SHIT TO END. AND ONE PERSON CAUGHT A SIGN BUT INSTEAD OF TALKING ME OUT OF MY SUICIDAL THOUGHTS HE BULLY'S ME ABOUT IT I JUST WANT PEACE IS THAT TOO MUCH TOO ASK
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Eggward
Whenever I pick up anything the image of that object damaging me always shoot in my head like if I pick up a knife images of me being stabbed shoot in my head and sometimes it also feels almost like some kind of force is trying to make me harm myself in such ways like if I see a pencil I feel like I wanne gouch out my eyes or stab my throat whilst also not wanting it just wanted to know if that was something I should be worried about or not
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Whenever I pick up anything the image of that object damaging me always shoot in my head like if I pick up a knife images of me being stabbed shoot in my head and sometimes it also feels almost like some kind of force is trying to make me harm myself in such ways like if I see a pencil I feel like I wanne gouch out my eyes or stab my throat whilst also not wanting it just wanted to know if that was something I should be worried about or not
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Malana
Im not sure what to do my friend is suicidal he has gone through lots of trauma and has severe anger problems. He thinks he wont even make it to 20 without being in jail or committing suicide because hes worried hell hurt the people he loves. The saddest part is hes only 12. Im really not sure how I can help
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Im not sure what to do my friend is suicidal he has gone through lots of trauma and has severe anger problems. He thinks he wont even make it to 20 without being in jail or committing suicide because hes worried hell hurt the people he loves. The saddest part is hes only 12. Im really not sure how I can help
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Alouette
I have suicidal thoughts but i'm also really curious about the future. My consience just wont shut up and it can be draining. i have a dream that is keeping me alive right now. But that still doesn't remove the fact that i'm still chronically in pain both emotionally and physically.
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I have suicidal thoughts but i'm also really curious about the future. My consience just wont shut up and it can be draining. i have a dream that is keeping me alive right now. But that still doesn't remove the fact that i'm still chronically in pain both emotionally and physically.
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Klamarr
I go throughout my day with a sad melody in playing my mind. It haunts me. I cant stop it and it hurts. I have very scary thoughts about my life and future, but Im too afraid and unwilling to talk about it due to the fear of rejection and further isolation.
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I go throughout my day with a sad melody in playing my mind. It haunts me. I cant stop it and it hurts. I have very scary thoughts about my life and future, but Im too afraid and unwilling to talk about it due to the fear of rejection and further isolation.
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vinod
Thankyou for explaining the causes of sucide, I am suffering from bipolar mental illness as well having no income, I am from India, thousands of people commit sucide. many causes, no one with me my parents passed away, for me sucide is the only option.
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Thankyou for explaining the causes of sucide, I am suffering from bipolar mental illness as well having no income, I am from India, thousands of people commit sucide. many causes, no one with me my parents passed away, for me sucide is the only option.
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Music
Um i have thoughts but i can never attempt sucide. I feel like crying, my head bursting my heart aching over small things. Nothing big has happened to you why are you overreacting.
Story of my life ITS NOT THAT BIG STOP OVERREACTING
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Um i have thoughts but i can never attempt sucide. I feel like crying, my head bursting my heart aching over small things. Nothing big has happened to you why are you overreacting.
Story of my life ITS NOT THAT BIG STOP OVERREACTING
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Arifa
Every single video is on this random topic where they say talk to someone about your feelings but what when we didn't have anyone to talk, have no one for hug, no ons for trust. And psychiatrist isn't my solution then what to do?
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Every single video is on this random topic where they say talk to someone about your feelings but what when we didn't have anyone to talk, have no one for hug, no ons for trust. And psychiatrist isn't my solution then what to do?
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Love
So me Im very sick and do dialisys on hospital. I really want to die but cant leave my mom. She only have me. I have depression, self harm, eating disorder. And was so much bully in school and people in family.
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So me Im very sick and do dialisys on hospital. I really want to die but cant leave my mom. She only have me. I have depression, self harm, eating disorder. And was so much bully in school and people in family.
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Plasma
I remember I tried to kill my self I stabbed my self but I hit a place in the middle I was on bleeding and thankfully I am ok. I tried again but I decided not. I was the best thing I have ever done
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I remember I tried to kill my self I stabbed my self but I hit a place in the middle I was on bleeding and thankfully I am ok. I tried again but I decided not. I was the best thing I have ever done
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sparkle
I think of suicide but i feel like peole dont understand and that is why i dont talk to anyone i just think it would be easier if i wasnt here but people just your 12 you dont have these problems
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I think of suicide but i feel like peole dont understand and that is why i dont talk to anyone i just think it would be easier if i wasnt here but people just your 12 you dont have these problems
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maroontide31
17 excuses. Its like you dont have control. This video is a cause and leader in suicides. The devil had to come up with this. Read the new testiment and pray and believe thats the only way.
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17 excuses. Its like you dont have control. This video is a cause and leader in suicides. The devil had to come up with this. Read the new testiment and pray and believe thats the only way.
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YoungSniper830
I want to do it already, I am going to go out like Cato the Younger. I am going to meet god in his kingdom, I talk to him everyday and I am finally going to meet him.
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I want to do it already, I am going to go out like Cato the Younger. I am going to meet god in his kingdom, I talk to him everyday and I am finally going to meet him.
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Stellar
I'm. so thankful you made this. I almost committed suicide earlier with a razor to my neck, luckily I stopped myself before it was too late. Thank you again, psych2go.
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I'm. so thankful you made this. I almost committed suicide earlier with a razor to my neck, luckily I stopped myself before it was too late. Thank you again, psych2go.
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Lt
Well, my dear fellow depression sufferers, today it's me who is having suicidal thoughts and wanting to die. If anyone out there has some encouraging words, please help me.
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Well, my dear fellow depression sufferers, today it's me who is having suicidal thoughts and wanting to die. If anyone out there has some encouraging words, please help me.
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Sibani
I just want to die bcz of my depression family pressure job tension i don't like mrg but my parents pressure so much for my mrg i think they dont understand my pain
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I just want to die bcz of my depression family pressure job tension i don't like mrg but my parents pressure so much for my mrg i think they dont understand my pain
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sujatha
Parents who can never understand what u r going thru.
They create sympathy with other family members and they all together talk crap. They are the real demons
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Parents who can never understand what u r going thru.
They create sympathy with other family members and they all together talk crap. They are the real demons
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Lilith
don't take Adderall, my dad was given that at the age of 7 and believed it would treat his ADHD, but after he took it he was trying to drown himself in a toilet.
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don't take Adderall, my dad was given that at the age of 7 and believed it would treat his ADHD, but after he took it he was trying to drown himself in a toilet.
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Elise
Hey, I understand what you are trying to do here, but as someone that has none of these things, you have made me feel worse. Congrats. Never do this again please
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Hey, I understand what you are trying to do here, but as someone that has none of these things, you have made me feel worse. Congrats. Never do this again please
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Eva
if you are alive they don't care but as soon as you mention killing yourself everyone tells you not to. I just don't get it what's the point if they don't care.
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if you are alive they don't care but as soon as you mention killing yourself everyone tells you not to. I just don't get it what's the point if they don't care.
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MrCursed_
9 just made me don't want to reach out to anyone about my problems because the last thing I want is to influence someone into comitting suicide.
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9 just made me don't want to reach out to anyone about my problems because the last thing I want is to influence someone into comitting suicide.
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