7 Signs Your Depression Is Lying To You
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Date: 2023-08-20
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I have one problem that i don't know how to solve, And that is that i just don't have a personality anymore. Sometimes i may act happy but sometimes i look people in the eyes with thoose cold souless eyes. And people thinks i'm rude because i just act cold? I just but ''. '' after everything or ''-''. I feel like i lost myself. I don't want friends anymore because i'm too scared to have friends. And i'd rather just stay in my bed all day instead of going outside, I don't care about anything anymore. I just feel like- ''This is life, Life sucks and i can't do anything about it, Because i'm just a kid. '' And it's too hard to hide the fact, But i don't wanna show it either, Plus no one understands they just think i'm a dramaqueen and just wants more and more, Every time i try to talk about it, People just thinks i'm ''Rude'' and ''Ungrateful''. And the only reason i feel like i want to die is because i'm too tired to live, When i grow up i won't be happy, So what's the point of living this useless life? It has no meaning because no matter how hard i try to make happy memories, It just turns me into crying. I am grateful, But i don't know how to explain it. I don't get bullied or anything like that- Which makes me think i have ''No reason at all to feel sad''. And every time i get sad i just get mad at myself for being sad over nothing, Because i compare to the people who can't even survive the day, And that makes me Grateful. But i'm still sad and cold and don't speak if i only need to. I don't know how to find myself again-
I have no friends. (Can't make friends)
I have no family members that listen to me or understand me.
I have no one.
I want to end this life.
Please help.
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I have one problem that i don't know how to solve, And that is that i just don't have a personality anymore. Sometimes i may act happy but sometimes i look people in the eyes with thoose cold souless eyes. And people thinks i'm rude because i just act cold? I just but ''. '' after everything or ''-''. I feel like i lost myself. I don't want friends anymore because i'm too scared to have friends. And i'd rather just stay in my bed all day instead of going outside, I don't care about anything anymore. I just feel like- ''This is life, Life sucks and i can't do anything about it, Because i'm just a kid. '' And it's too hard to hide the fact, But i don't wanna show it either, Plus no one understands they just think i'm a dramaqueen and just wants more and more, Every time i try to talk about it, People just thinks i'm ''Rude'' and ''Ungrateful''. And the only reason i feel like i want to die is because i'm too tired to live, When i grow up i won't be happy, So what's the point of living this useless life? It has no meaning because no matter how hard i try to make happy memories, It just turns me into crying. I am grateful, But i don't know how to explain it. I don't get bullied or anything like that- Which makes me think i have ''No reason at all to feel sad''. And every time i get sad i just get mad at myself for being sad over nothing, Because i compare to the people who can't even survive the day, And that makes me Grateful. But i'm still sad and cold and don't speak if i only need to. I don't know how to find myself again-
I have no friends. (Can't make friends)
I have no family members that listen to me or understand me.
I have no one.
I want to end this life.
Please help.
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Diamondbard
Is it now Im gonna add my experience from when I actually didnt tried to seek help, but they tried to help anyway?
Here in Norway, just as anywhere in the world, people struggle with depression, anxiety and being suicidal.
Its even worse now since everything here is so expensive and it only gets worse.
Anyway, here we have something called DPS. We can come to then and talk about problems and get help.
I have not been so lucky.
Ive struggled with depression for years and it took years before I got it diagnosed. But before I got it diagnosed, I did talk to the nurse at school once or twice. Maybe 3 times. Felt like a waste of time.
So I had to work with it myself. Did my best to overcome it and grow.
Then after 2 years, my new doctor sent me to DPS. It was she who diagnosed me with depression.
I went to DPS just as we planned. I talked about things we were supposed to talk about, how I was feeling, etc. that time was kinda a bad time to get there, cause everything was good. Low self esteem, but good. That was my first- and last time at DPS.
If we could get better help, less people would struggle. And I know its not just in Norway, but all over the world.
Btw, depression is at the bottom again. No matter how visible it is, its totally invisible in this house
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Is it now Im gonna add my experience from when I actually didnt tried to seek help, but they tried to help anyway?
Here in Norway, just as anywhere in the world, people struggle with depression, anxiety and being suicidal.
Its even worse now since everything here is so expensive and it only gets worse.
Anyway, here we have something called DPS. We can come to then and talk about problems and get help.
I have not been so lucky.
Ive struggled with depression for years and it took years before I got it diagnosed. But before I got it diagnosed, I did talk to the nurse at school once or twice. Maybe 3 times. Felt like a waste of time.
So I had to work with it myself. Did my best to overcome it and grow.
Then after 2 years, my new doctor sent me to DPS. It was she who diagnosed me with depression.
I went to DPS just as we planned. I talked about things we were supposed to talk about, how I was feeling, etc. that time was kinda a bad time to get there, cause everything was good. Low self esteem, but good. That was my first- and last time at DPS.
If we could get better help, less people would struggle. And I know its not just in Norway, but all over the world.
Btw, depression is at the bottom again. No matter how visible it is, its totally invisible in this house
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Indrid
Depression tells me the truth. It tells me I am a loser, destined never to succeed in anything. It tells me I am substandard and should keep away from all to avoid abuse from others. The video speaks as if isolation is bad. It is not bad. It is good. It is impossible to be abused by others if I am isolated. It is also impossible for me to bog down someone else. Depression does not always tell lies. It may tell the truth as well. I can only succeed if I am away from everyone else. For instance, I am completely self-reliant, independent, self sustaining, and nearly a genius when it comes to improvising, engineering, and doing the maximum with the minimum. As soon as another person is included into my existence, life starts falling apart slowly at first. Then it accelerates. Within 4. 5 months, I will be in ruins if I do not isolate myself. Thus, I keep all interactions with humans in the manner a client interacts with a service provider or merchant. This assures the minimal contact with humans and returns me back to my prosperity of being alone. I am undesirable to be considered part of a social herd. Thus, I adapted to being constantly alone to compensate for my undesirability.
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Depression tells me the truth. It tells me I am a loser, destined never to succeed in anything. It tells me I am substandard and should keep away from all to avoid abuse from others. The video speaks as if isolation is bad. It is not bad. It is good. It is impossible to be abused by others if I am isolated. It is also impossible for me to bog down someone else. Depression does not always tell lies. It may tell the truth as well. I can only succeed if I am away from everyone else. For instance, I am completely self-reliant, independent, self sustaining, and nearly a genius when it comes to improvising, engineering, and doing the maximum with the minimum. As soon as another person is included into my existence, life starts falling apart slowly at first. Then it accelerates. Within 4. 5 months, I will be in ruins if I do not isolate myself. Thus, I keep all interactions with humans in the manner a client interacts with a service provider or merchant. This assures the minimal contact with humans and returns me back to my prosperity of being alone. I am undesirable to be considered part of a social herd. Thus, I adapted to being constantly alone to compensate for my undesirability.
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Leek865
Ive read through the comments of many videos about this and I notice that it seems that many people have a really solid reason/something happened to them to make them be depressed, like abuse or something similar. The thing is, nothing of the sort has ever happened to me, in reality Im probably really lucky and everyone is really nice to me and Im surrounded by kind and supportive people who would probably do anything to help me, and yet I still feel this way. And it makes me feel like I dont have a good reason to feel this way, therefore I shouldnt feel this way, and that is just making everything worse for me I guess. Plus, theres the other part of me that really wants it to get worse and I really dont want to seek help. I have a couple of friends who know Im not in the best mental state, but none of them truly know whats going on. The other strange thing is how sometimes I just feel fine (like okay, not good) and generally fairly upbeat, and theres a part of me thats bothered by it as if I should never feel good anymore. My mind is a war I guess
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Ive read through the comments of many videos about this and I notice that it seems that many people have a really solid reason/something happened to them to make them be depressed, like abuse or something similar. The thing is, nothing of the sort has ever happened to me, in reality Im probably really lucky and everyone is really nice to me and Im surrounded by kind and supportive people who would probably do anything to help me, and yet I still feel this way. And it makes me feel like I dont have a good reason to feel this way, therefore I shouldnt feel this way, and that is just making everything worse for me I guess. Plus, theres the other part of me that really wants it to get worse and I really dont want to seek help. I have a couple of friends who know Im not in the best mental state, but none of them truly know whats going on. The other strange thing is how sometimes I just feel fine (like okay, not good) and generally fairly upbeat, and theres a part of me thats bothered by it as if I should never feel good anymore. My mind is a war I guess
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Oneechan
It's so hard, when i try to go out with my friend even If I'm tired, they say to me you so secretive, you never respond to message, you don't confide, you never say and they think i'm doing some impressive things but no, i'm at home and alone and i can't stop thinking about my future so uncertain or who i am (i'm aro ace and I haven't said it to anybody because they keep asking me about my future boyfriend, like i'm 24 and ive never had a boyfriend, but i'm not interested. I get so tired when i go out and i feel always guilty and i hate myself and i can't do anything like i wake up and i think about dying but i can't just because i feel guilty about my family.
I'm so sorry to annoy you with this comment like i drunk and i keep rambling and i respond everywhere. I don't know why i do that, I feel like an attention seeker and I'm so mad at myself
But don't worry, I will not do anything bad, i just want to stop my rambling mind sorry, sorry
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It's so hard, when i try to go out with my friend even If I'm tired, they say to me you so secretive, you never respond to message, you don't confide, you never say and they think i'm doing some impressive things but no, i'm at home and alone and i can't stop thinking about my future so uncertain or who i am (i'm aro ace and I haven't said it to anybody because they keep asking me about my future boyfriend, like i'm 24 and ive never had a boyfriend, but i'm not interested. I get so tired when i go out and i feel always guilty and i hate myself and i can't do anything like i wake up and i think about dying but i can't just because i feel guilty about my family.
I'm so sorry to annoy you with this comment like i drunk and i keep rambling and i respond everywhere. I don't know why i do that, I feel like an attention seeker and I'm so mad at myself
But don't worry, I will not do anything bad, i just want to stop my rambling mind sorry, sorry
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Alex
I think my life is a mistake. Yea dont think my parents care to have a fifth child. I am the worst person in the world. I understand why people abused, used and neglected me. No one really care for me. When I was in the hospital for suicide, no one cared and they proved it when I went in for two other times. I have cried out, gone to therapy, taken medication, exercise and much more, I am just a reck. I hate being an Empath and an INFJ. My life is in shackles. I would love to not wake up in a world that I am not welcomed nor acknowledged in. One day I will make sure my next plan will not have any room for a miracle to perform. I just hate this experience of being here. The day in and day out suffering is painful.
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I think my life is a mistake. Yea dont think my parents care to have a fifth child. I am the worst person in the world. I understand why people abused, used and neglected me. No one really care for me. When I was in the hospital for suicide, no one cared and they proved it when I went in for two other times. I have cried out, gone to therapy, taken medication, exercise and much more, I am just a reck. I hate being an Empath and an INFJ. My life is in shackles. I would love to not wake up in a world that I am not welcomed nor acknowledged in. One day I will make sure my next plan will not have any room for a miracle to perform. I just hate this experience of being here. The day in and day out suffering is painful.
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Luna
One time I had a mental breakdown and I didn't (and still don't) know why, I mean it was a normal day. but as soon as I came home from school I flopped my bed and cried. up til that point everything was normal. and I told myself all of these things. it was a cycle of crying and then sleeping. that night I skipped out on dinner. my dad yelled at me and said I have no reason to cry because I failed to tell home why I was crying. it's not that I was hiding it from him. I just didn't know. he made me come down and eat even though I didn't want to. he said that he could hear me from downstairs and it was making dinner uncomfortable. to this day I still don't know why.
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One time I had a mental breakdown and I didn't (and still don't) know why, I mean it was a normal day. but as soon as I came home from school I flopped my bed and cried. up til that point everything was normal. and I told myself all of these things. it was a cycle of crying and then sleeping. that night I skipped out on dinner. my dad yelled at me and said I have no reason to cry because I failed to tell home why I was crying. it's not that I was hiding it from him. I just didn't know. he made me come down and eat even though I didn't want to. he said that he could hear me from downstairs and it was making dinner uncomfortable. to this day I still don't know why.
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Donovan
#1 & #2 are quite the conundrum for the depressed person; people like to be around you when everything is fine, but as soon as things go to shit in your world, people will find reasons and excuses to discard you. Do they care when you're doing bad? No. It's understandable, they have their own worlds to worry about and take care of. Doesn't even have to do with any victim mentality, it's just the way people are: they see bad influence, they avoid it like the plague. Depression is a cruel mistress, it will make you resilient if you handle it or drag you down if you let it. At the end, whatever the outcome, you're alone with it. I know, I'm there.
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#1 & #2 are quite the conundrum for the depressed person; people like to be around you when everything is fine, but as soon as things go to shit in your world, people will find reasons and excuses to discard you. Do they care when you're doing bad? No. It's understandable, they have their own worlds to worry about and take care of. Doesn't even have to do with any victim mentality, it's just the way people are: they see bad influence, they avoid it like the plague. Depression is a cruel mistress, it will make you resilient if you handle it or drag you down if you let it. At the end, whatever the outcome, you're alone with it. I know, I'm there.
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Formless1
My depression feels like a blackhole exists inside me and it's pulling me in slowly but surely and the tremendous weight of gravity is tearing me apart. I get so low that I either binge eat or don't eat. When I binge eat I become worse and. I can't explain it. Sometimes I scream in my car or begin to cry out of nowhere or when I think too much. It hurts but hurt isn't the best term to describe it. I don't know what it is.
My gf doesn't understand it or my depression. And it's destroying me when she says she can't be the support I need.
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My depression feels like a blackhole exists inside me and it's pulling me in slowly but surely and the tremendous weight of gravity is tearing me apart. I get so low that I either binge eat or don't eat. When I binge eat I become worse and. I can't explain it. Sometimes I scream in my car or begin to cry out of nowhere or when I think too much. It hurts but hurt isn't the best term to describe it. I don't know what it is.
My gf doesn't understand it or my depression. And it's destroying me when she says she can't be the support I need.
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Octobris
Mental problems are a regular thing since my teenage years, but I have been experiencing a particularly bad depression these past two to three months because I've been thrown completely off balance when it comes to my support system. Pain is constant and persistent. The only moments of ease come from dissociation. All the things mentioned in the video, I hear and feel.
People without mood swings, who can just get up and live their life and just do stuff, have no idea how lucky they are. No freaking idea.
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Mental problems are a regular thing since my teenage years, but I have been experiencing a particularly bad depression these past two to three months because I've been thrown completely off balance when it comes to my support system. Pain is constant and persistent. The only moments of ease come from dissociation. All the things mentioned in the video, I hear and feel.
People without mood swings, who can just get up and live their life and just do stuff, have no idea how lucky they are. No freaking idea.
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Lt
I spent today lying (by actions) to 2 of my closest friends. I'm so good at it that they had no idea just how much I wanted to die, right there and then. Man, I guess that is at least one thing I can do right, lie. What an accomplishment. If I were dead, my family would be sad for a few days and then go on without much difference. There are not people out there who care. I know that is not true, but today is so bad. Sorry, most of the time, I'm doing the encouraging. Not today. Sorry.
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I spent today lying (by actions) to 2 of my closest friends. I'm so good at it that they had no idea just how much I wanted to die, right there and then. Man, I guess that is at least one thing I can do right, lie. What an accomplishment. If I were dead, my family would be sad for a few days and then go on without much difference. There are not people out there who care. I know that is not true, but today is so bad. Sorry, most of the time, I'm doing the encouraging. Not today. Sorry.
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Yuta
Timestamps:
1) 0: 38- Nobody cares about me
2) 1: 15- I'm a burden to everyone around me
3) 1: 46- I'm not good at anything
4) 2: 30- I'll never be good enough
5) 2: 55- It's wrong for me to feel this way
6) 3: 35- They'd all be better off without me
7) 4: 12- There's no use getting help because i'll never get better
To anyone who's struggling: Remember that you are loved and your feelings & emotions are valid Keep going! You got this! I'm so proud of you: )
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Timestamps:
1) 0: 38- Nobody cares about me
2) 1: 15- I'm a burden to everyone around me
3) 1: 46- I'm not good at anything
4) 2: 30- I'll never be good enough
5) 2: 55- It's wrong for me to feel this way
6) 3: 35- They'd all be better off without me
7) 4: 12- There's no use getting help because i'll never get better
To anyone who's struggling: Remember that you are loved and your feelings & emotions are valid Keep going! You got this! I'm so proud of you: )
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Chip
My partner has depression and he's the most amazing person. There are good days and bad days, but he's still the loveable, beautiful him. I love it when he tells me about his depression and how he feels because I can understand him more. These videos help me understand him a little more too.
This is definitely a video worth sharing to someone trusted to pull you out of the darkness when it's overwhelming.
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My partner has depression and he's the most amazing person. There are good days and bad days, but he's still the loveable, beautiful him. I love it when he tells me about his depression and how he feels because I can understand him more. These videos help me understand him a little more too.
This is definitely a video worth sharing to someone trusted to pull you out of the darkness when it's overwhelming.
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Its
I dont feel like no one likes me. I feel like if I become friends with them theyll get tired of me and just find me annoying after long enough or that they like the version of myself that likes everything they like. I think of myself as a chameleon. They can blend in with things but they arent them. Like how a chameleon can look like a leaf and blend in perfectly but Itll never be a leaf
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I dont feel like no one likes me. I feel like if I become friends with them theyll get tired of me and just find me annoying after long enough or that they like the version of myself that likes everything they like. I think of myself as a chameleon. They can blend in with things but they arent them. Like how a chameleon can look like a leaf and blend in perfectly but Itll never be a leaf
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Erez
Clinical depression. And BPD. These feelings are far too strong not to believe in them. I do see a counciler about it not because i believe i can be mended, but because i need a neutral party to listen to me and help me co-op and find a way to survive through life with it. Until I die. Hopefully it would be soon enough.
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Clinical depression. And BPD. These feelings are far too strong not to believe in them. I do see a counciler about it not because i believe i can be mended, but because i need a neutral party to listen to me and help me co-op and find a way to survive through life with it. Until I die. Hopefully it would be soon enough.
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matt_streamz
Please if you see this talk to your family or friends if you are depressed I haven't done any I hid it and I've done alot to my body I lied to my dad about the scars I did to myself I've done so much worse I've attempted countless times. Please don't feel like you shouldn't talk to other people because you can.
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Please if you see this talk to your family or friends if you are depressed I haven't done any I hid it and I've done alot to my body I lied to my dad about the scars I did to myself I've done so much worse I've attempted countless times. Please don't feel like you shouldn't talk to other people because you can.
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Corbis
My depression might feed my fears and my anger, I might know I can ignore it but its like trying to make a dog ignore a treat, hopeless and impossible, even if I get rid of it right now I have 0 friends in my life so my depression will probably keep coming back no matter how many times I think Ive escaped it
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My depression might feed my fears and my anger, I might know I can ignore it but its like trying to make a dog ignore a treat, hopeless and impossible, even if I get rid of it right now I have 0 friends in my life so my depression will probably keep coming back no matter how many times I think Ive escaped it
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education
Recently I have really depressed and questions my existence, I don't think I am good enough to be exist, and feeling not worthy for self improve and being in front of other peoples. I have really scared If I do something crazy in front of them. That will be really stress out of me when I worry about it.
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Recently I have really depressed and questions my existence, I don't think I am good enough to be exist, and feeling not worthy for self improve and being in front of other peoples. I have really scared If I do something crazy in front of them. That will be really stress out of me when I worry about it.
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DukeMinion777
If the universe needs me, why am I here? Watching multiple videos on suicide and depression. Most people just don't get it, suicide isn't the 'easy' way out ok? It's the ONLY way out. I don't want to end my life, but can someone please tell me my life's meaning. Why it should stay on our planet.
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If the universe needs me, why am I here? Watching multiple videos on suicide and depression. Most people just don't get it, suicide isn't the 'easy' way out ok? It's the ONLY way out. I don't want to end my life, but can someone please tell me my life's meaning. Why it should stay on our planet.
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Oocoo
I would really like to see a video about ways people without any support system can help themselves through depression. Maybe this is just a me problem, but I never feel comfortable discussing my mental health with people I know, and I can't afford therapy. I just want to get myself out of this: (
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I would really like to see a video about ways people without any support system can help themselves through depression. Maybe this is just a me problem, but I never feel comfortable discussing my mental health with people I know, and I can't afford therapy. I just want to get myself out of this: (
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Brandon
I'm little sad that I couldn't comment on this vid sooner, I know this comment will be lost under the sea of comments. But I just wanted to say that this entire video hits so close to home. Since I myself suffer from depression, I constantly feel like I am at war with myself.
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I'm little sad that I couldn't comment on this vid sooner, I know this comment will be lost under the sea of comments. But I just wanted to say that this entire video hits so close to home. Since I myself suffer from depression, I constantly feel like I am at war with myself.
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education
Gotta love living in a shthole of a country when in order to seek help you have to wait for 20 days because the only 2 state-owned/voluntary mental health centers in the city have too many people seeking for help and of course you cannot afford a private therapist
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Gotta love living in a shthole of a country when in order to seek help you have to wait for 20 days because the only 2 state-owned/voluntary mental health centers in the city have too many people seeking for help and of course you cannot afford a private therapist
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DeclanSocial
Thanks for making this video. This one hit hard and made me cry, especially because of the emotion in your voice. Even though Ill probably still think these things in my bad days, this really helped me think through these thoughts and make sense of them.
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Thanks for making this video. This one hit hard and made me cry, especially because of the emotion in your voice. Even though Ill probably still think these things in my bad days, this really helped me think through these thoughts and make sense of them.
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KoldCerealKiller
I've lived with functioning depression for more than a decade. There isn't a single day that goes by without the dark thought of ending me. I don't act on those feelings because I know I would hurt my wife and child if I checked out. I feel trapped.
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I've lived with functioning depression for more than a decade. There isn't a single day that goes by without the dark thought of ending me. I don't act on those feelings because I know I would hurt my wife and child if I checked out. I feel trapped.
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Marjut
There is always someone who knows how wonderful and special you are. Never hesitate about it. Become your own best friend first, because love is within us. Do not expect anyone else to make you happy. Be distressed with what you already have.
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There is always someone who knows how wonderful and special you are. Never hesitate about it. Become your own best friend first, because love is within us. Do not expect anyone else to make you happy. Be distressed with what you already have.
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