9 Warning Signs of Severe Depression
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Date: 2023-08-20
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kanishka
I'm crying while seeing this video I'm tired i have hold it in for 10 whole years when everyone I thought ones my family said that I killed my dad that was first time i felt it. with coming years i learned to mask those feelings with execive laugh and smiles all these year I just hold it in it for my mum I was just alive for her but right now i'm tired of faking it she also worked hard for me my mom didn't knew it she got to knew it just few months ago and broke our relationship with them.
I'm not gonna suicide but will live I'll live for her like all these years just saying these days i feel horrible for always screaming at her its my problem that I'm not able to be cool now to keep calm but I M TIRED NOW I JUST WANT TO GO SOME FOR SOMETIME ONLY OR I WILL NOT BE MYSELF AFTER THIS
whoever sees it please don't feel sad for me i just wanted to share it with someone i already left all relationship so there's me alone with nothing other then the thought to live with my mom hope I'll make her happy after wearing that mask again even its crumbling now
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I'm crying while seeing this video I'm tired i have hold it in for 10 whole years when everyone I thought ones my family said that I killed my dad that was first time i felt it. with coming years i learned to mask those feelings with execive laugh and smiles all these year I just hold it in it for my mum I was just alive for her but right now i'm tired of faking it she also worked hard for me my mom didn't knew it she got to knew it just few months ago and broke our relationship with them.
I'm not gonna suicide but will live I'll live for her like all these years just saying these days i feel horrible for always screaming at her its my problem that I'm not able to be cool now to keep calm but I M TIRED NOW I JUST WANT TO GO SOME FOR SOMETIME ONLY OR I WILL NOT BE MYSELF AFTER THIS
whoever sees it please don't feel sad for me i just wanted to share it with someone i already left all relationship so there's me alone with nothing other then the thought to live with my mom hope I'll make her happy after wearing that mask again even its crumbling now
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psych2go
Yes to nearly all of these! I just wrote in my journal before searching this. That I felt cold, empty, sad, angry, so alone and many other adjectives. Im really struggling. Im a pregnant mom of 4 kids 7 and under. My husband is on the woods doing Army stuff and its just me and the kids. Im trying hard to push through each day for them cause Im all they have right now. Ive been trying to hard to keep my mind busy and from wondering, but I cant help it. I want to scream, I want to hurt myself, I told my husband, Id be happy died cause then I dont have to FEEL! Im miserable. I cant eat, sleeping is on and off my brain wont shut down. I feel so alone. I dont know where to run. I just wanna disappear. I feel God is punishing me and I dont know what I did wrong. I feel so worthless and ugly. I hate this dark cloud over my head. Im so lost. But trying to hold it together for my babies.
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Yes to nearly all of these! I just wrote in my journal before searching this. That I felt cold, empty, sad, angry, so alone and many other adjectives. Im really struggling. Im a pregnant mom of 4 kids 7 and under. My husband is on the woods doing Army stuff and its just me and the kids. Im trying hard to push through each day for them cause Im all they have right now. Ive been trying to hard to keep my mind busy and from wondering, but I cant help it. I want to scream, I want to hurt myself, I told my husband, Id be happy died cause then I dont have to FEEL! Im miserable. I cant eat, sleeping is on and off my brain wont shut down. I feel so alone. I dont know where to run. I just wanna disappear. I feel God is punishing me and I dont know what I did wrong. I feel so worthless and ugly. I hate this dark cloud over my head. Im so lost. But trying to hold it together for my babies.
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Detective
I took an overdose in 1984
I had had enough of everyone and everything.
I was in school. There were people that made my life unpleasant. Especially when we had the same class together. It was a combination of this and feeling generally useless at everything. I was and still am boring. I opened my mouth to someone and told them what I had done and was expecting the overdose to kick in later in the day. Someone told a teacher and I ended up being taken to a hospital to have my stomach pumped. I was then seen by a psychiatrist for a few weeks. At first I was asked if I had a girlfriend. I said no as I thought this was something unattainable having been teased by girls because of my ugly looks. Anyway im still here and would say to anybody who feels this way is not to do it as its not worth it. Every situation in life is temporary.
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I took an overdose in 1984
I had had enough of everyone and everything.
I was in school. There were people that made my life unpleasant. Especially when we had the same class together. It was a combination of this and feeling generally useless at everything. I was and still am boring. I opened my mouth to someone and told them what I had done and was expecting the overdose to kick in later in the day. Someone told a teacher and I ended up being taken to a hospital to have my stomach pumped. I was then seen by a psychiatrist for a few weeks. At first I was asked if I had a girlfriend. I said no as I thought this was something unattainable having been teased by girls because of my ugly looks. Anyway im still here and would say to anybody who feels this way is not to do it as its not worth it. Every situation in life is temporary.
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Hdbdhe
I didnt want to go to my school graduation, but my parents forced me last day, I had no friends and I wasnt plan on coming, so I had to wear gown too big for me, in the place many of my classmates took a like a group photo but I just went and hide in the bathroom until it finished, when it was my turn to take the graduation scroll only a few people clapped for me I ignored it and thought maybe I heard it wrong and went and took it and took a picture when I was going down I nearly fell cuz my gown was big for me but luckily I didnt, after it finished I went home as fast as I can, in the way home my sister said why didnt alot of people clap for you, my mom shook her off and said a lot of people did but deep down I know that o my a few people clapped for me
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I didnt want to go to my school graduation, but my parents forced me last day, I had no friends and I wasnt plan on coming, so I had to wear gown too big for me, in the place many of my classmates took a like a group photo but I just went and hide in the bathroom until it finished, when it was my turn to take the graduation scroll only a few people clapped for me I ignored it and thought maybe I heard it wrong and went and took it and took a picture when I was going down I nearly fell cuz my gown was big for me but luckily I didnt, after it finished I went home as fast as I can, in the way home my sister said why didnt alot of people clap for you, my mom shook her off and said a lot of people did but deep down I know that o my a few people clapped for me
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Princess
Ive been depressed for years I finally got the stuff I needed for it last year but in the end it doesnt matter at all Ive been through so much hardships n people wanna tell me try n be positive always look at the positives in life but thats hard to do with everything feeling like its weighing me down I fake my own happiness so thats how people wont be concerned about me bc they have their own problems to deal with. one day Im not gonna be here Im just done with the pain sadness n heartbreak of my pathetic worthless life
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Ive been depressed for years I finally got the stuff I needed for it last year but in the end it doesnt matter at all Ive been through so much hardships n people wanna tell me try n be positive always look at the positives in life but thats hard to do with everything feeling like its weighing me down I fake my own happiness so thats how people wont be concerned about me bc they have their own problems to deal with. one day Im not gonna be here Im just done with the pain sadness n heartbreak of my pathetic worthless life
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Scotty
Hey a test I can finally Ace
Do I get bonus points for 1b, 8 and 9? Not too worried about doing anything rash. I have to pay off 100k then save 12k for my funeral, so I'd better live like this til I'm 165 years old.
Hits a little harder this year because someone pulled out in front of me and now my finances have been set back about 5 more years
Not being able to sit, stand, lie down, walk, ride, or drive comfortably really turns the screws on this case
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Hey a test I can finally Ace
Do I get bonus points for 1b, 8 and 9? Not too worried about doing anything rash. I have to pay off 100k then save 12k for my funeral, so I'd better live like this til I'm 165 years old.
Hits a little harder this year because someone pulled out in front of me and now my finances have been set back about 5 more years
Not being able to sit, stand, lie down, walk, ride, or drive comfortably really turns the screws on this case
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Melanie
I've been my mom's caregiver for five months now, and it's the hardest thing I've ever done. She has dementia brought on by a stroke. She's lost the ability to use her right hand. I have to do almost everything for her. My husband refuses to help in any way and my only sibling lives in another state and doesn't offer emotional support when I try to talk to her she ignores me. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I hate my life. I have no one to talk to.
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I've been my mom's caregiver for five months now, and it's the hardest thing I've ever done. She has dementia brought on by a stroke. She's lost the ability to use her right hand. I have to do almost everything for her. My husband refuses to help in any way and my only sibling lives in another state and doesn't offer emotional support when I try to talk to her she ignores me. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. I hate my life. I have no one to talk to.
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obcy
my dad passed away recently, it all happened in front me, i couldn't do anything. all my happiness is gone, everything is gone. all my excitement is long gone. i am stuck with the people i don't like, i might as well just die because no matter how much i try i am gonna be a loser who couldn't make my dad happy and proud while he was still there. i am just done with life, the longer i live the more i regret living. i hate myself, i hate everybody and everything.
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my dad passed away recently, it all happened in front me, i couldn't do anything. all my happiness is gone, everything is gone. all my excitement is long gone. i am stuck with the people i don't like, i might as well just die because no matter how much i try i am gonna be a loser who couldn't make my dad happy and proud while he was still there. i am just done with life, the longer i live the more i regret living. i hate myself, i hate everybody and everything.
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Precious
I'm suffering from all these symptoms, I have no one in my life who can really understand that why I'm doing these weird behavior
For the last 3 years I'm getting too much stress
It's hurt when your childhood trauma breaks you and at the same time again people breaks you
They think it's ok
They think you are like that you have aggressive voice, but what is going inside no one knows even you try to tell them but you can't
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I'm suffering from all these symptoms, I have no one in my life who can really understand that why I'm doing these weird behavior
For the last 3 years I'm getting too much stress
It's hurt when your childhood trauma breaks you and at the same time again people breaks you
They think it's ok
They think you are like that you have aggressive voice, but what is going inside no one knows even you try to tell them but you can't
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Robbie
being groomed, as a kid, being alone and loosing friends, then loosing pets, then moving jobs for better pay but working alone from anybody then being dumped by a real gf ( more detail to this plot ) real gf as in the non groomer i met after the pedo, it's hard, would say im on earth still because I don't want my family to know im in pain.
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being groomed, as a kid, being alone and loosing friends, then loosing pets, then moving jobs for better pay but working alone from anybody then being dumped by a real gf ( more detail to this plot ) real gf as in the non groomer i met after the pedo, it's hard, would say im on earth still because I don't want my family to know im in pain.
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Steinkdale
I. relate at everithing. and probably some more.
Everyone in my life keeps dodging me so i have no one. not even my parents care about my depression and social anxiety.
I can't say it to someone, I'm too anxious, I'm too afraid of being judged, only online can I say these things without anxiety and fear of being judged.
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I. relate at everithing. and probably some more.
Everyone in my life keeps dodging me so i have no one. not even my parents care about my depression and social anxiety.
I can't say it to someone, I'm too anxious, I'm too afraid of being judged, only online can I say these things without anxiety and fear of being judged.
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Mr
40 years of feeling all these, plus so so much more. Its really hard for me to understand how Im still here, it just makes no sense. Never had treatment, no pills, been alone since I was 14 Im 54 now and still cant figure out how to finish it. Why cant I just finish it? I just wanna go
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40 years of feeling all these, plus so so much more. Its really hard for me to understand how Im still here, it just makes no sense. Never had treatment, no pills, been alone since I was 14 Im 54 now and still cant figure out how to finish it. Why cant I just finish it? I just wanna go
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Interesting
no one like me I feel very alone and sad. I dont feel to do anything. I just do it just bcz I need to it. I just thought everytime I want to die. because I waited long that things will chnage but not. just no one is der to listen to me
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no one like me I feel very alone and sad. I dont feel to do anything. I just do it just bcz I need to it. I just thought everytime I want to die. because I waited long that things will chnage but not. just no one is der to listen to me
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Drew
I don't experience mood swings, or psychotic suicidal thoughts (yet, But after the last two years of having people try to disrupt my work life and kick me off health insurance, this is pretty much where my depression is at
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I don't experience mood swings, or psychotic suicidal thoughts (yet, But after the last two years of having people try to disrupt my work life and kick me off health insurance, this is pretty much where my depression is at
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Somer
I have all 9 signs. I am worthless. No one likes me. I'm in bed all day. I met a new friend a few months ago. She keep canceling a lunch date. She must have found out I'm a piece of shit. I am being punished for something
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I have all 9 signs. I am worthless. No one likes me. I'm in bed all day. I met a new friend a few months ago. She keep canceling a lunch date. She must have found out I'm a piece of shit. I am being punished for something
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shaetaythegay
Tried calling the suicide hotline: all our representatives are busy - made me laugh. Of course they are. So many of us want it to stop. Anyway, while I was on hold I said Id give them 2 minutes- didnt work.
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Tried calling the suicide hotline: all our representatives are busy - made me laugh. Of course they are. So many of us want it to stop. Anyway, while I was on hold I said Id give them 2 minutes- didnt work.
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Ophelia
I hate that were all here. The internet is what makes me want to die the most. The fact that Ill never be close to anyone and the internet keeps us further apart and unable to trust will indefinitely kill me.
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I hate that were all here. The internet is what makes me want to die the most. The fact that Ill never be close to anyone and the internet keeps us further apart and unable to trust will indefinitely kill me.
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NOURIN
Wowww. all are happening in my life. and can't hold my tears while watching this video. But one thing for sure hard suicidel thought came in mind. but I will never do it. because I am Muslim
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Wowww. all are happening in my life. and can't hold my tears while watching this video. But one thing for sure hard suicidel thought came in mind. but I will never do it. because I am Muslim
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MastaKoopp
Growing up, I was always told that suicide was selfish and the coward's way out. Why then, over the past few years of my life, can I not summon the needed courage to finally do it?
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Growing up, I was always told that suicide was selfish and the coward's way out. Why then, over the past few years of my life, can I not summon the needed courage to finally do it?
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Igor
do you know what makes me suicidal, like real reason for all my suicide thinking?
the code which doesn't work for millionth time, even if I made sure that it should work and compile!
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do you know what makes me suicidal, like real reason for all my suicide thinking?
the code which doesn't work for millionth time, even if I made sure that it should work and compile!
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Nark_kit
I guess i has depression. I feel like no one can feel what im going threw, i cvt myself with sharp things i found, i feel like im hated. I hate life and its not worth living.
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I guess i has depression. I feel like no one can feel what im going threw, i cvt myself with sharp things i found, i feel like im hated. I hate life and its not worth living.
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none
And not to my surprise I related to each and every point I was wondering whether it was depression or not but yes it was to me for 2 years now I don't know what to do.
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And not to my surprise I related to each and every point I was wondering whether it was depression or not but yes it was to me for 2 years now I don't know what to do.
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none
I can't distinguishe if this is laziness or depression I don't wanna do anything nor have any energy just wanna lie and procrastinate and Fell isolated.
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I can't distinguishe if this is laziness or depression I don't wanna do anything nor have any energy just wanna lie and procrastinate and Fell isolated.
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TrevorMakesEdits
Im a 11 year old who doesnt know anymore I feel like Im away from everything but Im scared to talk to anyone. Can anyone help?
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Im a 11 year old who doesnt know anymore I feel like Im away from everything but Im scared to talk to anyone. Can anyone help?
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MsAbbygayle91
I told my husband that I was depressed & suicidal & he told me that if I truly was that I wouldve already killed myself
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I told my husband that I was depressed & suicidal & he told me that if I truly was that I wouldve already killed myself
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