10 Things Only Depressed People Will Understand
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Thomas
i feel like i might have high-functioning depression. but i don't really know because i can't get mental health care because of my situation. we have been homeless for a year, weve been living in my aunts house and its no home. its slavery. and at school my grades are up, but i act happy just because if im not happy im bullied or get talked bad about. actually i am trying to get my only friend and talk to a school counselor and tell her more of my situation. but im to scared for one because any friend ive ever had has stabbed me in my back. i just don't want people to worry about me. and it is so scary right now. the main reason i feel depressed is from my family situation. im always told, i dont look depressed. or there is no reason to be depressed. and even you haven't been dianosed so you cant be depressed. and it is so fricking hard! but im still trying to fight. im having suicide thoughts no one knows about yet. but im trying to push through it. its been about a year though and im trying not telling my family they will judge me too. i also have some ADHD from my fathers side. and its a whole different story with that. but thank you for this video.
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i feel like i might have high-functioning depression. but i don't really know because i can't get mental health care because of my situation. we have been homeless for a year, weve been living in my aunts house and its no home. its slavery. and at school my grades are up, but i act happy just because if im not happy im bullied or get talked bad about. actually i am trying to get my only friend and talk to a school counselor and tell her more of my situation. but im to scared for one because any friend ive ever had has stabbed me in my back. i just don't want people to worry about me. and it is so scary right now. the main reason i feel depressed is from my family situation. im always told, i dont look depressed. or there is no reason to be depressed. and even you haven't been dianosed so you cant be depressed. and it is so fricking hard! but im still trying to fight. im having suicide thoughts no one knows about yet. but im trying to push through it. its been about a year though and im trying not telling my family they will judge me too. i also have some ADHD from my fathers side. and its a whole different story with that. but thank you for this video.
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Purple
I guess Ill just say it. Im 17 years old and have depression. Ive been in denial of it for a while because I didnt want to stand out from other people or seem weird or insane or like I was an attention seeker. I constantly feel guilty all the time for everything and my self esteem is so low I have contemplated suicide sometimes thinking no body truly cares about me. I feel like almost my entire adolescence and part of my childhood has been depression. Has been pain and isolation and hurt and guilt and confusion. Everything seemed to suck in a way but I couldnt find a word for it. The depression eventually creeped its way into everyday life where i was befriending the wrong people or where I was just passively acting in friendships without a care and always taking responsibility for every little thing that happened and it was very exhausting. I remember hating my life more than once and honestly, Im glad I can label this as depression. At least my pain in life has a name now.
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I guess Ill just say it. Im 17 years old and have depression. Ive been in denial of it for a while because I didnt want to stand out from other people or seem weird or insane or like I was an attention seeker. I constantly feel guilty all the time for everything and my self esteem is so low I have contemplated suicide sometimes thinking no body truly cares about me. I feel like almost my entire adolescence and part of my childhood has been depression. Has been pain and isolation and hurt and guilt and confusion. Everything seemed to suck in a way but I couldnt find a word for it. The depression eventually creeped its way into everyday life where i was befriending the wrong people or where I was just passively acting in friendships without a care and always taking responsibility for every little thing that happened and it was very exhausting. I remember hating my life more than once and honestly, Im glad I can label this as depression. At least my pain in life has a name now.
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Hydra
My mind is so destroyed that i forgot if i commented on this video before or not but im just gonna do it for the sake of it. I always had some problem with my mental state even though im only now starting to realise it but for around two years now i also have suicide thoughts that came with the depression and i have tried commiting one time but i was really drunk and missed my arterie plus my friends took the knife out of my hand anyway since then i have started smoking weed and i took shrooms a few times the last one being a high dose trip where i ended up with a light psychosis and ive been slowly losing touch with reality since then and also have had some weird insanity moments and at this point im thinking about taking a high dose of lsd and intentionally losing my mind so this shitshow atleast appears to only be a dream and for those asking im 15
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My mind is so destroyed that i forgot if i commented on this video before or not but im just gonna do it for the sake of it. I always had some problem with my mental state even though im only now starting to realise it but for around two years now i also have suicide thoughts that came with the depression and i have tried commiting one time but i was really drunk and missed my arterie plus my friends took the knife out of my hand anyway since then i have started smoking weed and i took shrooms a few times the last one being a high dose trip where i ended up with a light psychosis and ive been slowly losing touch with reality since then and also have had some weird insanity moments and at this point im thinking about taking a high dose of lsd and intentionally losing my mind so this shitshow atleast appears to only be a dream and for those asking im 15
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Katherine
Coping with my sadness is buying things and eating and all the other little things in life seem boring, but you know you have to do them.
This morning I felt really sad and mad and my dad said all of a sudden lets get out of bed and go rummaging to rummage sales after that, I had enough energy for the day. Im getting better and learning to enjoy the little things Im trying to anyway. Im actually doing a lot better with my sadness since Ive been getting outside more. I wouldnt even say Im depressed anymore. I would say I deal with little bits and pieces of it.
People that are recovering from depression would probably understand this you do you learn to enjoy a little things that you never used to
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Coping with my sadness is buying things and eating and all the other little things in life seem boring, but you know you have to do them.
This morning I felt really sad and mad and my dad said all of a sudden lets get out of bed and go rummaging to rummage sales after that, I had enough energy for the day. Im getting better and learning to enjoy the little things Im trying to anyway. Im actually doing a lot better with my sadness since Ive been getting outside more. I wouldnt even say Im depressed anymore. I would say I deal with little bits and pieces of it.
People that are recovering from depression would probably understand this you do you learn to enjoy a little things that you never used to
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Colley
I am now 66, I was 17 when I first experienced depression. I hid it as best I could, my mother had suffered with clinical depression all my life, I had no time to be depressed, I had six siblings younger than me who needed looked after, I was still at school. It was scary, my doctor treated it with diazepam? Thank heavens things have changed a bit. I wish I had this video back then to make sense of my life. I'm glad to have it now to remind me not to feel guilty. No one who has had depression wants to repeat the experience but for whatever reason we end up back there again. I always wonder When will it end? I want to be Me! I don't want to be on medication!
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I am now 66, I was 17 when I first experienced depression. I hid it as best I could, my mother had suffered with clinical depression all my life, I had no time to be depressed, I had six siblings younger than me who needed looked after, I was still at school. It was scary, my doctor treated it with diazepam? Thank heavens things have changed a bit. I wish I had this video back then to make sense of my life. I'm glad to have it now to remind me not to feel guilty. No one who has had depression wants to repeat the experience but for whatever reason we end up back there again. I always wonder When will it end? I want to be Me! I don't want to be on medication!
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Diamond
And the fake smile thing is one of the hardest thing to do and undo i just left my emotion aside and just smile talking to people when i finish talking to them i just down and then just fade away trying to sleep through the day i dont even know it a depression til i being told by the doctor i just keeps to it for many years and my grade are down and down before i move to the university i talk to doctor i thought i had adhd cuz i just cant focus i cant i just cant thats when she said its a depression not adhd u just dont have the energy to focus and overthinking everything til there is no energy left to focus on task.
Just go to therapist thats help.
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And the fake smile thing is one of the hardest thing to do and undo i just left my emotion aside and just smile talking to people when i finish talking to them i just down and then just fade away trying to sleep through the day i dont even know it a depression til i being told by the doctor i just keeps to it for many years and my grade are down and down before i move to the university i talk to doctor i thought i had adhd cuz i just cant focus i cant i just cant thats when she said its a depression not adhd u just dont have the energy to focus and overthinking everything til there is no energy left to focus on task.
Just go to therapist thats help.
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? wire
I have mental breakdown sometimes and I dont really want to be just so I dont speak a person yeah I normally in public try and be happy go lucky energetic person I have ADHD depression and Im not sure not Nikolaevich told but I do have some signs of it Im not really I say Im tired all the time and that sort of stuff dont feel like I might not have depression I might just be actually just a really sad person for all I know have no idea yet but if I do I would say my worst like depression areas would have to be when like tiny thing happens and its just push me over the edge, and I have a mental breakdown
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I have mental breakdown sometimes and I dont really want to be just so I dont speak a person yeah I normally in public try and be happy go lucky energetic person I have ADHD depression and Im not sure not Nikolaevich told but I do have some signs of it Im not really I say Im tired all the time and that sort of stuff dont feel like I might not have depression I might just be actually just a really sad person for all I know have no idea yet but if I do I would say my worst like depression areas would have to be when like tiny thing happens and its just push me over the edge, and I have a mental breakdown
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Pan
I don't like how my Dad asks me,
And when you DO get to a therapist, what will you say to them?
What I'll say to the therapist, I'll tell the therapist, not you.
Why?
Because whatever pitiful thing you'd say in my family, you'd either be arrogantly told to deal with it or just laughed at.
I don't know how that is supposed to work, but here we are thinking that way.
MAYBE it's because of my nationality, or maybe from the city we originate, or simply just the 'RNG' of being in such a family that would rather resolve things with violence, alcohol, smoking or 'dealing with it'.
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I don't like how my Dad asks me,
And when you DO get to a therapist, what will you say to them?
What I'll say to the therapist, I'll tell the therapist, not you.
Why?
Because whatever pitiful thing you'd say in my family, you'd either be arrogantly told to deal with it or just laughed at.
I don't know how that is supposed to work, but here we are thinking that way.
MAYBE it's because of my nationality, or maybe from the city we originate, or simply just the 'RNG' of being in such a family that would rather resolve things with violence, alcohol, smoking or 'dealing with it'.
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tengeroid
I don't find the reason to live, I had this thought for over 4 years. This might be because I saw one of my loved one passing away at a young age. I try to make people live a better life than me but they don't do the same is really torn me apart. I put on an fake smile everyday to keep myself occupied. I wanna end it now but i'm just surviving, hanging on an thin rope. I can't understand why am i even walking on this road but here i am. Everything feels so short that's probably why i'm here, writing this comment down.
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I don't find the reason to live, I had this thought for over 4 years. This might be because I saw one of my loved one passing away at a young age. I try to make people live a better life than me but they don't do the same is really torn me apart. I put on an fake smile everyday to keep myself occupied. I wanna end it now but i'm just surviving, hanging on an thin rope. I can't understand why am i even walking on this road but here i am. Everything feels so short that's probably why i'm here, writing this comment down.
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Princess
Ive had severe depression and anxiety for years but I never got it looked at until last year. Nobody in my family had known bc i never said anything to anyone I only trust a few family members but I was just so scared bc of they would react to it. Im just lost. I hate when people say that things will get better in my life, ur going through something bad but itll get better THATS EASY FOR U TO SAY YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE DEPRESSION N ANXIETY. Im just so angry n sad. I never asked for this
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Ive had severe depression and anxiety for years but I never got it looked at until last year. Nobody in my family had known bc i never said anything to anyone I only trust a few family members but I was just so scared bc of they would react to it. Im just lost. I hate when people say that things will get better in my life, ur going through something bad but itll get better THATS EASY FOR U TO SAY YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE DEPRESSION N ANXIETY. Im just so angry n sad. I never asked for this
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catMania
I am still struggling with depression but I'm trying to get better I'm trying to be better but sometimes it's so hard but I found something that helped me at least call or talk to someone even if you have to see them in person not a large group someone you trust more than anyone else for me it's my little sister technically we're not related but we've basically grew up together so she helps me so much
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I am still struggling with depression but I'm trying to get better I'm trying to be better but sometimes it's so hard but I found something that helped me at least call or talk to someone even if you have to see them in person not a large group someone you trust more than anyone else for me it's my little sister technically we're not related but we've basically grew up together so she helps me so much
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Melon
As a depressed human I regularly hear this from my parents and they are always like: For what reason you are having depression, we are giving you everything, the day when you will start earning yourself, you'll get to know what is depression, anxiety and all that shit.
And I'm always like why did I just shared my feelings with them.
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As a depressed human I regularly hear this from my parents and they are always like: For what reason you are having depression, we are giving you everything, the day when you will start earning yourself, you'll get to know what is depression, anxiety and all that shit.
And I'm always like why did I just shared my feelings with them.
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jasmine
I know this person that when I tell her I have tried to kill myself before replies that everyone does that. I look at her with anger in my eyes she has many friends and many people like her I dont have any of those I have none of those and she dares tell me that it wasnt the first time but I have no one else to talk to
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I know this person that when I tell her I have tried to kill myself before replies that everyone does that. I look at her with anger in my eyes she has many friends and many people like her I dont have any of those I have none of those and she dares tell me that it wasnt the first time but I have no one else to talk to
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Wahnhope
Well. i am depressed but i live a good life and i cant get along with other depressed people because i always tell myself that it could always be worse and i have to stay functional. That is what i always want to say to otHer depressed people. Its ok to have depression. Its not ok to let depression devour oneself.
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Well. i am depressed but i live a good life and i cant get along with other depressed people because i always tell myself that it could always be worse and i have to stay functional. That is what i always want to say to otHer depressed people. Its ok to have depression. Its not ok to let depression devour oneself.
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Hook
I get bullied a lot of school that's I don't care about that because I can just sleepy through it when someone pushes me into a social situation like someone pushed me up against the locker, I normally get panicked and start punching a kicking and sometimes I get it spelled and I feel like it's all my fault
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I get bullied a lot of school that's I don't care about that because I can just sleepy through it when someone pushes me into a social situation like someone pushed me up against the locker, I normally get panicked and start punching a kicking and sometimes I get it spelled and I feel like it's all my fault
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Autum
The first thing was me i smile and act happy so ppl dont worry about me and i cannot stand it anymore nobody understands they say they do but they do not understand one lil thing about it so i keep to myself and only told my bf but he did not either and i just got out of a crying stage but im crying again
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The first thing was me i smile and act happy so ppl dont worry about me and i cannot stand it anymore nobody understands they say they do but they do not understand one lil thing about it so i keep to myself and only told my bf but he did not either and i just got out of a crying stage but im crying again
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pot
1: 01 i got all of these but 1. and its weird because i dunno why
FEAR
LIKE FR EVERYTIME I WATCH A ANALOG HORROR ITS JUST meh or BRO STOP MELTING YOUR FACE
at the age of 8 i discovered this and i still dunno why IF SOMEONE FOUND MY FEAR PLS TELL ME
oh and im not scared of death either.
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1: 01 i got all of these but 1. and its weird because i dunno why
FEAR
LIKE FR EVERYTIME I WATCH A ANALOG HORROR ITS JUST meh or BRO STOP MELTING YOUR FACE
at the age of 8 i discovered this and i still dunno why IF SOMEONE FOUND MY FEAR PLS TELL ME
oh and im not scared of death either.
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Gunjan
Whenever I try to go back on painting my parents usually sayyou better study instead of doing thisand when my younger cousin send us their drawing which I and my sister taught them they say look at their painting, they are beautiful and then there is both of you
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Whenever I try to go back on painting my parents usually sayyou better study instead of doing thisand when my younger cousin send us their drawing which I and my sister taught them they say look at their painting, they are beautiful and then there is both of you
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Addict
depression is a modern illness depression doesn't exist, I have also been under the weather for 10 minutes, it goes away oh, just put yourself together why dont I have depression? because its made-up. don't even get me started on the psychotic episodes topic.
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depression is a modern illness depression doesn't exist, I have also been under the weather for 10 minutes, it goes away oh, just put yourself together why dont I have depression? because its made-up. don't even get me started on the psychotic episodes topic.
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lee
My friends still think depression is just a normal thing. I'm the one in my group who has this illness, they just keep telling me to do things against my will, in the end it won't help me. I have abandoned them, only a few of my friends understand what I feel
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My friends still think depression is just a normal thing. I'm the one in my group who has this illness, they just keep telling me to do things against my will, in the end it won't help me. I have abandoned them, only a few of my friends understand what I feel
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Krysta
1: 41 yep sounds pretty familiar from school and it wasn't really ever the teachers it was the students but the thing is even with the students telling me this it still hurt doesn't matter that my parents say don't care about what students say.
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1: 41 yep sounds pretty familiar from school and it wasn't really ever the teachers it was the students but the thing is even with the students telling me this it still hurt doesn't matter that my parents say don't care about what students say.
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Gamer
Nobody understands the deepness of depression unless that person dies
Then they got to know oh boy he/she was this much depressed that he/she took this step and cry in regret I shouldve talk to him/her
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Nobody understands the deepness of depression unless that person dies
Then they got to know oh boy he/she was this much depressed that he/she took this step and cry in regret I shouldve talk to him/her
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Dhar
My parents keep forcing me to talk to then about my depression and how I am feeling. When I cant explain my feeling and depression, they would get really mad and told me that I dont have a reason to suffer.
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My parents keep forcing me to talk to then about my depression and how I am feeling. When I cant explain my feeling and depression, they would get really mad and told me that I dont have a reason to suffer.
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Aank
Fun fact: One time when my sister was a bit sad and she thought she was depressed (i do think she is depressed), she told our mom that she was feeling depressed, and then my mom scolded and shouted at her.
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Fun fact: One time when my sister was a bit sad and she thought she was depressed (i do think she is depressed), she told our mom that she was feeling depressed, and then my mom scolded and shouted at her.
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Cats
Hey so I see you guys make a lot of videos that relate to others very well are you doing ok? Im just asking your videos just relate so much and have so much detail so just asking if you guys are ok?
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Hey so I see you guys make a lot of videos that relate to others very well are you doing ok? Im just asking your videos just relate so much and have so much detail so just asking if you guys are ok?
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