Depression, Back Injury, & Healing From Within Boho Diaries Ep. 3 Bali Confessions
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Date: 2019-08-15
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Anna Howe
HI Juliana and Mark, I have been listening to you since you began this journey 2+years ago. I'm not sure why but I began watching these diaries today, I think to find some answers. this particular video is really tugging on my heart strings because this is the stage I am in this whole process of awakening. I'm actually doing it. Giving away my things, leaving my job, and leaving my life behind at this very moment. I have felt the inner voice louder and louder over the past 4 years. I can't relate to my life here anymore, nor to the people nor to society and it pains me because I don't know how to explain that to people without sounding selfish or dismissive. In one week I'll be leaving to become a yoga teacher in Baja and then I am planning to leave America for good to teach abroad and work for animal welfare. I just know that I can't live here anymore, I have to get out and it is such a lonely, emotional process. A daily yoga practice like the classes you offer and these videos give me a tremendous amount of courage. From the bottom of my heart, I thank you for speaking your truth, for spreading your light and for being vulnerable in ways which have made you uncomfortable. Your videos are Beautiful just like your souls. You Inspire from beyond, I have so much love for you. Namaste
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HI Juliana and Mark, I have been listening to you since you began this journey 2+years ago. I'm not sure why but I began watching these diaries today, I think to find some answers. this particular video is really tugging on my heart strings because this is the stage I am in this whole process of awakening. I'm actually doing it. Giving away my things, leaving my job, and leaving my life behind at this very moment. I have felt the inner voice louder and louder over the past 4 years. I can't relate to my life here anymore, nor to the people nor to society and it pains me because I don't know how to explain that to people without sounding selfish or dismissive. In one week I'll be leaving to become a yoga teacher in Baja and then I am planning to leave America for good to teach abroad and work for animal welfare. I just know that I can't live here anymore, I have to get out and it is such a lonely, emotional process. A daily yoga practice like the classes you offer and these videos give me a tremendous amount of courage. From the bottom of my heart, I thank you for speaking your truth, for spreading your light and for being vulnerable in ways which have made you uncomfortable. Your videos are Beautiful just like your souls. You Inspire from beyond, I have so much love for you. Namaste
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Hug a Soldier Hug a Hero
There is true freedom when you find out who you are. At that moment, you will no longer care about how you feel about yourself and you will truly live. Your soul speaks to you and when you learn to listen, you will soar. There will always be some form of physical struggle and emotional frustration. Trust your soul speak and you will overcome every obstacle. To truly know what you are here to do, you really do need to let go of the molding of society. My heart guides me and my inner voice, my soul. I do not think of myself, I see that the world is bigger than me. I am here to love, to lift others up. Change is transforming even more when you put your past experiences in the past. The condition of your life is due to the choices you make today. I am so touched by your story and can only encourage your soul journey. I think you know what your purpose is, but are still peeling the layers of skin that cover it. When you know, you will hear angels sing and you will breathe your first cleansing breath. The path forward will be easier to follow for you even if you don't know your destination. That is the best part of living. Live in the moment and reflect on the choices you are faced with. Only you can put your feet on the correct path. Namaste.
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There is true freedom when you find out who you are. At that moment, you will no longer care about how you feel about yourself and you will truly live. Your soul speaks to you and when you learn to listen, you will soar. There will always be some form of physical struggle and emotional frustration. Trust your soul speak and you will overcome every obstacle. To truly know what you are here to do, you really do need to let go of the molding of society. My heart guides me and my inner voice, my soul. I do not think of myself, I see that the world is bigger than me. I am here to love, to lift others up. Change is transforming even more when you put your past experiences in the past. The condition of your life is due to the choices you make today. I am so touched by your story and can only encourage your soul journey. I think you know what your purpose is, but are still peeling the layers of skin that cover it. When you know, you will hear angels sing and you will breathe your first cleansing breath. The path forward will be easier to follow for you even if you don't know your destination. That is the best part of living. Live in the moment and reflect on the choices you are faced with. Only you can put your feet on the correct path. Namaste.
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Sofi Imas
I love you guys so much. It's ok to feel lost and it's brave to admit it. Everyone has so many thoughts that we don't share and sharing is what allows us to grow as humanity. Leaving my home town (Toronto, funny enough) allowed me to open up the doors for understanding more. And then when I started navigating in that other environment, I also understood that the only place to search for is inside myself. And then I made the move to live off the land on a Mediterranean island completely taking a leap of faith. And then more realizations came. And then I understood that there are infinite more to come, and that life is nothing without first understanding that we are imperfect and here to grow. I know from my own experience that the bravest thing to do is to admit that you're not happy with where you are because then you can allow yourself to search for something else. The fact that you are making such inspiring content while feeling all the turbulence of self-searching makes it all the more incredible, so I hope you never doubt your contribution to the welfare of the world. When you use your talents for a greater good, there can be nothing better. Namaste, you make this world less of a lonely place
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I love you guys so much. It's ok to feel lost and it's brave to admit it. Everyone has so many thoughts that we don't share and sharing is what allows us to grow as humanity. Leaving my home town (Toronto, funny enough) allowed me to open up the doors for understanding more. And then when I started navigating in that other environment, I also understood that the only place to search for is inside myself. And then I made the move to live off the land on a Mediterranean island completely taking a leap of faith. And then more realizations came. And then I understood that there are infinite more to come, and that life is nothing without first understanding that we are imperfect and here to grow. I know from my own experience that the bravest thing to do is to admit that you're not happy with where you are because then you can allow yourself to search for something else. The fact that you are making such inspiring content while feeling all the turbulence of self-searching makes it all the more incredible, so I hope you never doubt your contribution to the welfare of the world. When you use your talents for a greater good, there can be nothing better. Namaste, you make this world less of a lonely place
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Sanita Zute
Recently I started to watch your videos and I find your way of thinking sooooo much similar to my own and really with every cell of my body I feel like I HAVE to do grand change of my life to survive as year after year I feel like i do t fit in standart way of living and making relationships. It hurts me to see how ignorant and materialistic is this world around me. Im afraid that my son will be the same. He is 9yo and i try my best to show and teach him that about health, nature, animals, nutrition, compassion, etc. I saw that he cant fit in stardant school sistem and I made a decision of cha gi g from regular school to online school. I get a lots of critisism about this choice but I know its better for him, better for us. Now since we are not obligatet to live at any specific place I feel like we are FREE. Free to get rid of most of my material things and just go and find our happy place. A place where we will feel connected to nature, with ourselves and other people with same values. Im just so afraid of what could I do to support us on this journey. There are already so many of yoga teachers, nutritionists, beauty specialists, photographers, etc. I have no idea what else I could do.
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Recently I started to watch your videos and I find your way of thinking sooooo much similar to my own and really with every cell of my body I feel like I HAVE to do grand change of my life to survive as year after year I feel like i do t fit in standart way of living and making relationships. It hurts me to see how ignorant and materialistic is this world around me. Im afraid that my son will be the same. He is 9yo and i try my best to show and teach him that about health, nature, animals, nutrition, compassion, etc. I saw that he cant fit in stardant school sistem and I made a decision of cha gi g from regular school to online school. I get a lots of critisism about this choice but I know its better for him, better for us. Now since we are not obligatet to live at any specific place I feel like we are FREE. Free to get rid of most of my material things and just go and find our happy place. A place where we will feel connected to nature, with ourselves and other people with same values. Im just so afraid of what could I do to support us on this journey. There are already so many of yoga teachers, nutritionists, beauty specialists, photographers, etc. I have no idea what else I could do.
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Sally Crum
I have watched a few of your videos, just here and there, and l am seeing from my vantage point of 73 (and 1/2) years on the planet (this time around. You are doing your service in such a beautiful way. I watched the one this morning where you are sick together (in Indonesia) and am amazed by how you managed to be really sick with so much love and hope I struggle with the same questions you are asking. who am I. what to do with the pain. how do I convey the transformation to the people I love? My transformation process right now is staying in one place, using my small farm to serve the people around me, young and old, as we grow food, play, do yoga, and meditate, and age. My kids and grandkids are sure I'm a little weird, but so be it. I love that you are pushing your limits and sharing your inner journey as you go. so AM I. I want to say to you, sharing your journey as you go is truly meaningful for any age, it's inspiring for me. Thank you
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I have watched a few of your videos, just here and there, and l am seeing from my vantage point of 73 (and 1/2) years on the planet (this time around. You are doing your service in such a beautiful way. I watched the one this morning where you are sick together (in Indonesia) and am amazed by how you managed to be really sick with so much love and hope I struggle with the same questions you are asking. who am I. what to do with the pain. how do I convey the transformation to the people I love? My transformation process right now is staying in one place, using my small farm to serve the people around me, young and old, as we grow food, play, do yoga, and meditate, and age. My kids and grandkids are sure I'm a little weird, but so be it. I love that you are pushing your limits and sharing your inner journey as you go. so AM I. I want to say to you, sharing your journey as you go is truly meaningful for any age, it's inspiring for me. Thank you
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cynchya
10: 46 is a powerful moment- discussing all the things that you thought mattered but didn't- then you question who am I? And I'd like to ask you, why does it matter and what if you never find out? The more effort you put towards defining yourself, and trying to fit within any description you can come up with, creating an identity that you can describe. The less you are whatever it is you are, and the less you are allowing yourself to become that. And then you say being open to it, embracing it so that's exactly it But it almost sounds like it's a realization you're surrendering to. It's like you're accepting it because you feel like you have to. The because what else is there puts a sad spin on it. The only thing that will never change is change. But when you can view change as evolve instead then life hurts a lot less. You are both beautiful and inspiring people. Never change would sound fitting here, but I'll just say keep evolving
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10: 46 is a powerful moment- discussing all the things that you thought mattered but didn't- then you question who am I? And I'd like to ask you, why does it matter and what if you never find out? The more effort you put towards defining yourself, and trying to fit within any description you can come up with, creating an identity that you can describe. The less you are whatever it is you are, and the less you are allowing yourself to become that. And then you say being open to it, embracing it so that's exactly it But it almost sounds like it's a realization you're surrendering to. It's like you're accepting it because you feel like you have to. The because what else is there puts a sad spin on it. The only thing that will never change is change. But when you can view change as evolve instead then life hurts a lot less. You are both beautiful and inspiring people. Never change would sound fitting here, but I'll just say keep evolving
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Carla Querol
That feeling of being lost that always goes in crescendo. I though at first that I was born in the wrong place and at the wrong time. I felt I didn't fit into the society and depression came. I'm 18 now (might be young but the soul age also exist) and I still don't fit in, but I decided to start to know my own self. In the end, I realized that feeling was because I was on my way to live my time here as I want to. I appreciate now to have fallen deeply before because otherwise maybe I wouldn't have never be concious of what happines is about. Thank you for sharing your journey with us; on our way people don't feel as lonley when someone else says the words and the feelings we have into our minds. We might be crazy for the majority of persons but we know we are living and not just being alive.
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That feeling of being lost that always goes in crescendo. I though at first that I was born in the wrong place and at the wrong time. I felt I didn't fit into the society and depression came. I'm 18 now (might be young but the soul age also exist) and I still don't fit in, but I decided to start to know my own self. In the end, I realized that feeling was because I was on my way to live my time here as I want to. I appreciate now to have fallen deeply before because otherwise maybe I wouldn't have never be concious of what happines is about. Thank you for sharing your journey with us; on our way people don't feel as lonley when someone else says the words and the feelings we have into our minds. We might be crazy for the majority of persons but we know we are living and not just being alive.
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LittleMissMeen Collections
Dear Juliana I have been subscribing to your videos for a few months now and I am so excited when you post a new video especially when it relates to your life story, motivation. You both really speak from the heart and you both have really kind hearts. not many ppl in this world do and it is so touching to know ppl like you exist. I really enjoy hearing your updates they motivate me sometimes I listen while having breakfast to start my day and at times on the bus on my way home after a long day. i just wanted to thank you for spreading positive vibes. I do have one request for future videos, how do you deal with difficult people and have you ever felt disheartened at how much negativity there is in this world? much love take care and glad you are safely out of the hospital xx
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Dear Juliana I have been subscribing to your videos for a few months now and I am so excited when you post a new video especially when it relates to your life story, motivation. You both really speak from the heart and you both have really kind hearts. not many ppl in this world do and it is so touching to know ppl like you exist. I really enjoy hearing your updates they motivate me sometimes I listen while having breakfast to start my day and at times on the bus on my way home after a long day. i just wanted to thank you for spreading positive vibes. I do have one request for future videos, how do you deal with difficult people and have you ever felt disheartened at how much negativity there is in this world? much love take care and glad you are safely out of the hospital xx
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Cindy Alter
This video made me feel sad for you. I understand pain and depression, I also have a back injury that causes me pain. I try to make the most out of each day that I have. its a gift from God. We as human live in a world that does not always lineup with our beliefs or values and that can be hard to deal with. Stay true to who you are and I hope you find value and purpose you are yearning to find. I don't know what your spiritual values are but I can tell you are spiritual people. As humans we are very complex beings physical, mental, emotional and spiritual, if one of these areas are out of balance it can really effect us. Sadly sometimes the spiritual side is not given enough attention. I hope you get back into your groove soon. I love your videos =)
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This video made me feel sad for you. I understand pain and depression, I also have a back injury that causes me pain. I try to make the most out of each day that I have. its a gift from God. We as human live in a world that does not always lineup with our beliefs or values and that can be hard to deal with. Stay true to who you are and I hope you find value and purpose you are yearning to find. I don't know what your spiritual values are but I can tell you are spiritual people. As humans we are very complex beings physical, mental, emotional and spiritual, if one of these areas are out of balance it can really effect us. Sadly sometimes the spiritual side is not given enough attention. I hope you get back into your groove soon. I love your videos =)
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Flying Chef
Not that you asked. lol, but, if you can help it, don't get actually (permanently) injured, your life as you know it, will END Take care. Oh my god, if I could say anything to someone I cared about (everybody) I'd say be careful with your body This video about injury and depression - sooo true. It can take 2 and a half months of your life of previous non-injury stress or. try nine years and counting with no solution ahead because of something someone else did (drunk driver. You can lose your soul, your desire to live, on top of suffering. Careful careful careful. no more bungee jumping. well maybe. Lol Thanks for a video with some serious (real) stuff. I'd give anything to have the challenge of ego/mind/Walmart, etc. be my only breakfast
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Not that you asked. lol, but, if you can help it, don't get actually (permanently) injured, your life as you know it, will END Take care. Oh my god, if I could say anything to someone I cared about (everybody) I'd say be careful with your body This video about injury and depression - sooo true. It can take 2 and a half months of your life of previous non-injury stress or. try nine years and counting with no solution ahead because of something someone else did (drunk driver. You can lose your soul, your desire to live, on top of suffering. Careful careful careful. no more bungee jumping. well maybe. Lol Thanks for a video with some serious (real) stuff. I'd give anything to have the challenge of ego/mind/Walmart, etc. be my only breakfast
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