7 Habits Of A Self Destructive Person
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Caskit
At the start of 4 yrs old, I grew up with internal anger and intense emotions negativly directed at myself.
I was outwordly very friendly with others and responsive to others who had similar problems like me.
But my sens of self was so warped and damaged as I grew up cause now I fear positive intentions and have a general hate for my emotions and reactions to when people are nice to me.
Any directed ppstive reinforcement sent my way will quickly get crushed by the side of me that thinks im undeserving of such an honor.
Part of me craves appreciation for veing a kind and outwordly good person. but tye other part of me tells me im not worth it and that any positive intention is actually a fusaude
Ive been to 4 therapysts and have been told im a hard person to deal with.
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At the start of 4 yrs old, I grew up with internal anger and intense emotions negativly directed at myself.
I was outwordly very friendly with others and responsive to others who had similar problems like me.
But my sens of self was so warped and damaged as I grew up cause now I fear positive intentions and have a general hate for my emotions and reactions to when people are nice to me.
Any directed ppstive reinforcement sent my way will quickly get crushed by the side of me that thinks im undeserving of such an honor.
Part of me craves appreciation for veing a kind and outwordly good person. but tye other part of me tells me im not worth it and that any positive intention is actually a fusaude
Ive been to 4 therapysts and have been told im a hard person to deal with.
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Red
I just feel so hopeless like iv already fallen to far down to get back up its just bad decision after bad decision to the point that Im just numb to the feeling and I know Im goin for fuxk up its just a endless cycle and I honestly just dont care Im trying to force myself to take action but I feel like iv just fallen too deep to even get out
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I just feel so hopeless like iv already fallen to far down to get back up its just bad decision after bad decision to the point that Im just numb to the feeling and I know Im goin for fuxk up its just a endless cycle and I honestly just dont care Im trying to force myself to take action but I feel like iv just fallen too deep to even get out
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Code
Oh God Ive been in this vicious cycle for years and cant seem to break it. I never had support system that completely understood me, until now I gotten more help mentally, how to keep up with my schedule and to be more social. Its baby steps but I am always scarred to dead Ill go back to being self destructive
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Oh God Ive been in this vicious cycle for years and cant seem to break it. I never had support system that completely understood me, until now I gotten more help mentally, how to keep up with my schedule and to be more social. Its baby steps but I am always scarred to dead Ill go back to being self destructive
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ingrid
How do I fix this freaking behavior? Im right on track! I brainwash myself that Im weak, and then Im dealing with guilt? Im so tired of feeling like a failure and pretending Im happy I put others before me and completely have neglected me! I need a change and I just dont do it!
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How do I fix this freaking behavior? Im right on track! I brainwash myself that Im weak, and then Im dealing with guilt? Im so tired of feeling like a failure and pretending Im happy I put others before me and completely have neglected me! I need a change and I just dont do it!
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Hope
I'm only disappointed when I don't try and don't get it. What kills me is when I try my absolute best resisting to that voice telling me that I would not be able to do it and it coming victorious and saying, See, I told ya. You're not worth anything at all.
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I'm only disappointed when I don't try and don't get it. What kills me is when I try my absolute best resisting to that voice telling me that I would not be able to do it and it coming victorious and saying, See, I told ya. You're not worth anything at all.
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The
Well, I can put a check mark by each one of those. The best version of me. I've never seen him. ahhhh I'm so depressed I don't know where to begin. But at least I have a good job, I don't sit around all day playing video games. I hate video games.
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Well, I can put a check mark by each one of those. The best version of me. I've never seen him. ahhhh I'm so depressed I don't know where to begin. But at least I have a good job, I don't sit around all day playing video games. I hate video games.
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Blue
Hey I got a secret for everybody: You know that no matter how healthy or positive or whatnot or vice versa, nobody lives forever right? Everybody is going to go back to dust at a certain time and nothing you do will matter. Now digest on that.
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Hey I got a secret for everybody: You know that no matter how healthy or positive or whatnot or vice versa, nobody lives forever right? Everybody is going to go back to dust at a certain time and nothing you do will matter. Now digest on that.
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AshenHaze
My childhood outside my family was crap.
The only thing I feel is that, If something bad doesn't happen now it's going to be worse in the future. With Things are going too good, something horrible is going to happen.
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My childhood outside my family was crap.
The only thing I feel is that, If something bad doesn't happen now it's going to be worse in the future. With Things are going too good, something horrible is going to happen.
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Leo
I'm purposely distancing myself and make me feel bad about my own life, because for the past 4 years I have been building hate and loneliness. I have become polluted from the inside and I have nothing to live for.
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I'm purposely distancing myself and make me feel bad about my own life, because for the past 4 years I have been building hate and loneliness. I have become polluted from the inside and I have nothing to live for.
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Roger
This is purely philosophical, and yes intentional self destruction takes self discipline, because it is a way to say someone is not complacent about what one will find important in life!
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This is purely philosophical, and yes intentional self destruction takes self discipline, because it is a way to say someone is not complacent about what one will find important in life!
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MEONG
You are socially isolated
I feel like i'm stabbed
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Are you focus on making others happy?
Goodbye everyone, I'm gonna dig my own grave
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You are socially isolated
I feel like i'm stabbed
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Are you focus on making others happy?
Goodbye everyone, I'm gonna dig my own grave
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Wobbuffet
I've been an addict for 20 years. It's part of my identity now. I don't see how anything can help me at this point, or even if I truly want to get better.
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I've been an addict for 20 years. It's part of my identity now. I don't see how anything can help me at this point, or even if I truly want to get better.
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Fggc2425
My heart is a nuclear reactor. Plenty of energy potential but not enough coolant and there it goes, setting everything around it on fire
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My heart is a nuclear reactor. Plenty of energy potential but not enough coolant and there it goes, setting everything around it on fire
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kevin
At this point of my life i dont care anymore i know i am mentally sick and from some reason i just want to see what happens at this point.
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At this point of my life i dont care anymore i know i am mentally sick and from some reason i just want to see what happens at this point.
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YoHu
kindly, can i have an arabic subtitle for this? i want to send it to one of loved ones but he does not know English. great content and true
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kindly, can i have an arabic subtitle for this? i want to send it to one of loved ones but he does not know English. great content and true
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Might
Why was I waiting for them to point out something I do when really it's so obvious it's self destructive it's not even on the list.
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Why was I waiting for them to point out something I do when really it's so obvious it's self destructive it's not even on the list.
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ayla
i resent that i am so self destructive and i wish i could unlearn all of it from my traumas and past, i want to get better so bad
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i resent that i am so self destructive and i wish i could unlearn all of it from my traumas and past, i want to get better so bad
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WinterAquarius
All but 5 and 7, but I've been on the verge of isolating myself for almost a year. It's taken all my willpower to not.
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All but 5 and 7, but I've been on the verge of isolating myself for almost a year. It's taken all my willpower to not.
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Bemnet
This is shocking, I was just trying to understand, but the accuracy was to much! Thank you for making this video!
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This is shocking, I was just trying to understand, but the accuracy was to much! Thank you for making this video!
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li
Checked all boxes, except for the last one. now to find a way to overcome it. or at least cope with
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Checked all boxes, except for the last one. now to find a way to overcome it. or at least cope with
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