6 Signs Your Depression is Getting Worse
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Why are we always suffering, mentally stressed, can get sick all over the organs system, bones and joints?
Our illnesses come from our karmic creditor, who we have harmed in many previous lives and also in this life. Because of resentment, the karmic comes to collect the debt by harming us.
Where did all these wrong doings come from? Because of 3 poisons: Greed, Hatred, and Ignorance. From our previous lives to this present day, these 3 poisons have caused us to harm countless sentient beings and have created bonds liking and hatred with one another.
For example: You have been harming many beings, animals in the past and present life, then the retribution will be you being sick. Whichever parts of the body you are harming them, that part of your body will be particularly painful.
We might consider our life, thinking about all the body (action, mouth (speech, mind (thought, if we have been harming beings surrounding us. Then, we will see why we are now suffering physically and mentally every moment in every day. Many incurable and dangerous diseases are increasing day by day, such as cancer, stroke, dementia, schizophrenia, etc.
if we do not accept the retribution during the time when bad karma occurs in our life, instead, we focus on finding ways to fight back then this means that the debt has not been paid, equivalent to creating more new karma that makes our retributions becomes durability.
Since we understand this principle of the law of cause and effect, we should sincerely repent from the bottom of our heart, in order to end this cycle of paying debt and collecting debt from one another.
Date: 2023-08-20
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Bill
Last thing I needed was false hope and rejection. It's the worst It's ever been and I don't want to deal with this pain anymore. I wake up at 3am everyday and my mind starts to race with a huge wall of sounds of doubts, heartbreak and hopelessness and i can't go back to sleep. Can't talk to anyone, without getting bad advice. I'm 52 with nothing, staying with my mom who has dementia and a 90 year old father who can barely see or hear. In 30 years I'll be 82 or dead with having done or accomplished nothing. It's a fact my life has been a waste and no matter how hard I try after I get up and dust myself off. get shoved right back down. I don't think I was supposed to be hear. slowly approaching the final solution and no matter how hard to try to crawl away from it, the steeper the road gets. it's pointless
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Last thing I needed was false hope and rejection. It's the worst It's ever been and I don't want to deal with this pain anymore. I wake up at 3am everyday and my mind starts to race with a huge wall of sounds of doubts, heartbreak and hopelessness and i can't go back to sleep. Can't talk to anyone, without getting bad advice. I'm 52 with nothing, staying with my mom who has dementia and a 90 year old father who can barely see or hear. In 30 years I'll be 82 or dead with having done or accomplished nothing. It's a fact my life has been a waste and no matter how hard I try after I get up and dust myself off. get shoved right back down. I don't think I was supposed to be hear. slowly approaching the final solution and no matter how hard to try to crawl away from it, the steeper the road gets. it's pointless
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Nikolay
I am the type of guy that lifts the mood for the others and always try to make them laugh and be positive, but whenever i go back home all the emotions get to me, i start thinking about everything in the past and let my self loose and i began to neglect my well being, i gained a lot of weight because i didn't realize that i began overeating and stopped doing exercises as a whole, i am trying to get motivated back to at least get back in shape but as a soon as i try to this and think about it i always start thinking to my self: Why should i do this, when i will stop and quit again. what is the point of lying to my self. and yeah this has been the mood for me for the last couple of years, but i am still fighting to not let the depression get the better of me even though it hurts like hell.
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I am the type of guy that lifts the mood for the others and always try to make them laugh and be positive, but whenever i go back home all the emotions get to me, i start thinking about everything in the past and let my self loose and i began to neglect my well being, i gained a lot of weight because i didn't realize that i began overeating and stopped doing exercises as a whole, i am trying to get motivated back to at least get back in shape but as a soon as i try to this and think about it i always start thinking to my self: Why should i do this, when i will stop and quit again. what is the point of lying to my self. and yeah this has been the mood for me for the last couple of years, but i am still fighting to not let the depression get the better of me even though it hurts like hell.
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VibEz
I really dont know what the fck is happening in my life i just dropped out from college not even trying to studying anymore more than 1 years lifes hitting me harder everyday my parents even dont understand me how i feel being here at this moment, my freinds left me at my wrost, my relatives dont value me like before, my parents always keeping expectations from me that i will go well but in the end of the day they do the same shit which triggers my depression and anger, what is the purpose of my life? Just wasting my days counting my days to the end? I am in a horrible state. I am going through allot of thinking, I dont know maybe i will end myself if this thing goes everyday everywhere everytime like this. IT CRUSHES ME WHEN MY OWN PARENTS BECOME THE PROBLEM NOT EVEN UNDERSTANDING ME.
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I really dont know what the fck is happening in my life i just dropped out from college not even trying to studying anymore more than 1 years lifes hitting me harder everyday my parents even dont understand me how i feel being here at this moment, my freinds left me at my wrost, my relatives dont value me like before, my parents always keeping expectations from me that i will go well but in the end of the day they do the same shit which triggers my depression and anger, what is the purpose of my life? Just wasting my days counting my days to the end? I am in a horrible state. I am going through allot of thinking, I dont know maybe i will end myself if this thing goes everyday everywhere everytime like this. IT CRUSHES ME WHEN MY OWN PARENTS BECOME THE PROBLEM NOT EVEN UNDERSTANDING ME.
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Carrie
Wait so does this mean my depression has gotten worse? I only dont feel one of those fully, and the last one about food Ive noticed that my eating pattern has changed from how I used to eat (I used to eat a lot like a pig now I only eat like a salad or toast in the morning but still am not fully filled up, and in the evening when its lunch I dont really eat anything except for a small snack like chips, and at dinner time I eat a pretty normal big mean but most of the time only eat a few things not much expansion on food) btw my mom is worried about how Im eating, and im just not hungry anymore. I also still like hanging out with friends and family, but the rest I am experiencing so does this mean my depression is getting worse?
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Wait so does this mean my depression has gotten worse? I only dont feel one of those fully, and the last one about food Ive noticed that my eating pattern has changed from how I used to eat (I used to eat a lot like a pig now I only eat like a salad or toast in the morning but still am not fully filled up, and in the evening when its lunch I dont really eat anything except for a small snack like chips, and at dinner time I eat a pretty normal big mean but most of the time only eat a few things not much expansion on food) btw my mom is worried about how Im eating, and im just not hungry anymore. I also still like hanging out with friends and family, but the rest I am experiencing so does this mean my depression is getting worse?
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Fern
Thank you so much for the video, this is very insightful. I thought my depression had improved since I don't have intense negative thoughts anymore. I used to get stuck in the loop of negative thoughts that keep spiralling and intensifying. However, recently, I have been feeling numb, not wanting to go to sleep (although I feel so sleepy and tired all day) and I don't feel hungry. The strange thing is. Even though I wasn't feeling hungry at first, I'd feel that I'm not quite full/satisfied when I'm about to finish the meal. After a while passes, I'd feel like I'm incredibly full and don't want to consume anything at all. I'm not sure what steps I should take next.
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Thank you so much for the video, this is very insightful. I thought my depression had improved since I don't have intense negative thoughts anymore. I used to get stuck in the loop of negative thoughts that keep spiralling and intensifying. However, recently, I have been feeling numb, not wanting to go to sleep (although I feel so sleepy and tired all day) and I don't feel hungry. The strange thing is. Even though I wasn't feeling hungry at first, I'd feel that I'm not quite full/satisfied when I'm about to finish the meal. After a while passes, I'd feel like I'm incredibly full and don't want to consume anything at all. I'm not sure what steps I should take next.
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Ryan
Feeling of worthlessness really hits home. Discarded, ignored, Stolen from, Lied to, Manipulated, Broken esteem, Can't stand the man in the mirror, Guilt, shame, the deep loneliness. People are around you but I always ask are you really there? If so how long? It feels like my value is so low that somehow everyone knows it and is quickly left in the back. It's even harder when it's yourself abusing you. I have always given love but it's never returned. There are so many days that I wish I could stay in a hot shower as long as I want to numb myself from the world. Left alone in my thoughts and the sound of water rushing.
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Feeling of worthlessness really hits home. Discarded, ignored, Stolen from, Lied to, Manipulated, Broken esteem, Can't stand the man in the mirror, Guilt, shame, the deep loneliness. People are around you but I always ask are you really there? If so how long? It feels like my value is so low that somehow everyone knows it and is quickly left in the back. It's even harder when it's yourself abusing you. I have always given love but it's never returned. There are so many days that I wish I could stay in a hot shower as long as I want to numb myself from the world. Left alone in my thoughts and the sound of water rushing.
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Lady
I have managed to cut off the abuse from my narcists mother and my sister(our parents golden child) I did it because I didn't want to make waves while she is dying of terminal cancer, this time justifying her past bad treatment of me. A few days ago, she reminded me on some horrible things she did to me a long time ago and got away with it due to her golden child status. Now I can also explain to her while I don't like her special daughter who she gave to a lot of what she stole from me, should she ever wonder why. I hope she survives a lot longer, but I have snapped and don't want to be the silent victim any longer.
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I have managed to cut off the abuse from my narcists mother and my sister(our parents golden child) I did it because I didn't want to make waves while she is dying of terminal cancer, this time justifying her past bad treatment of me. A few days ago, she reminded me on some horrible things she did to me a long time ago and got away with it due to her golden child status. Now I can also explain to her while I don't like her special daughter who she gave to a lot of what she stole from me, should she ever wonder why. I hope she survives a lot longer, but I have snapped and don't want to be the silent victim any longer.
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Priya
Loneliness can be coped by socializing but what if there is no one out there to socialize. Everyone have their own life and group of friends. Asking them if we can join them will only make them uncomfortable. They may say 'sure' out pity but not genuine about it. Yes we can take up hobbies or do stuff. What if we don't have the money to do all that at the moment due to unemployment? There are so many reasons why one is stuck in loneliness. No one wants to go through this mental agony. It makes you feel sick physically and you have headache and are not able to focus on anything or even motivated to do anything.
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Loneliness can be coped by socializing but what if there is no one out there to socialize. Everyone have their own life and group of friends. Asking them if we can join them will only make them uncomfortable. They may say 'sure' out pity but not genuine about it. Yes we can take up hobbies or do stuff. What if we don't have the money to do all that at the moment due to unemployment? There are so many reasons why one is stuck in loneliness. No one wants to go through this mental agony. It makes you feel sick physically and you have headache and are not able to focus on anything or even motivated to do anything.
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Shiichu
Literally all of this except 5, My anxiety is getting worse by the month ever since school started. I dont like having to give five coins just for being late, 10 for cursing, or 10 for not wearing footsocks. Also the fact on how early we have to get up to go to school (starts at around 6: 10, I might even take two hours so Its 4 am in the morning. I cant even relax on the weekend cus of a project due next monday and also how anxious I am about the new class rules since my family barely has enough to let all of me and my siblings go to school. Also I have been overeating recently as well
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Literally all of this except 5, My anxiety is getting worse by the month ever since school started. I dont like having to give five coins just for being late, 10 for cursing, or 10 for not wearing footsocks. Also the fact on how early we have to get up to go to school (starts at around 6: 10, I might even take two hours so Its 4 am in the morning. I cant even relax on the weekend cus of a project due next monday and also how anxious I am about the new class rules since my family barely has enough to let all of me and my siblings go to school. Also I have been overeating recently as well
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ZenXLaika
Tried the last one, tried reaching out to people, but they always push you away or try to use you and some use your mental health to bully you, someone did this to me and it gave me literal trauma, i tried contacting people who are going through similar problems and they didn't bother to talk to me again, even tried making friends but they politely' rejected me after finding out how broken I am. Now my anxiety and depression has worsened and my family is the worst, typical mental health stigma and what not at this point I'm gonna commit lifen't
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Tried the last one, tried reaching out to people, but they always push you away or try to use you and some use your mental health to bully you, someone did this to me and it gave me literal trauma, i tried contacting people who are going through similar problems and they didn't bother to talk to me again, even tried making friends but they politely' rejected me after finding out how broken I am. Now my anxiety and depression has worsened and my family is the worst, typical mental health stigma and what not at this point I'm gonna commit lifen't
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David
I was depressed and heart
broken when my wife left me for another
Man, she left I and my kids for some months
until my friend introduced me to this powerful
man called #drazuka at first
I was scared to trust #drazuk but
I gave him
a try cause I didn't have a choice anyway. He
worked on my case, after some days later, my
Wife called and she came back to me loving
me more than I could ever imagine. Once again
thank you so much #drazuka keep
helping
the broken hearted one you're a blessing.
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I was depressed and heart
broken when my wife left me for another
Man, she left I and my kids for some months
until my friend introduced me to this powerful
man called #drazuka at first
I was scared to trust #drazuk but
I gave him
a try cause I didn't have a choice anyway. He
worked on my case, after some days later, my
Wife called and she came back to me loving
me more than I could ever imagine. Once again
thank you so much #drazuka keep
helping
the broken hearted one you're a blessing.
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Jen
Tw: self harm and venting
So basically it's been around 4 years since I've started to feel- this way I suppose. At this point, I don't know if this is getting worse or better, or if it even exists. I quit self harm around 2 months ago, and I self harmed for around 2 years. At this point, I don't know what I'm feeling, there isn't a reason that can explain why I feel like this, I just feel lost and empty. Could someone explain to me what is happening please? I'm just tired.
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Tw: self harm and venting
So basically it's been around 4 years since I've started to feel- this way I suppose. At this point, I don't know if this is getting worse or better, or if it even exists. I quit self harm around 2 months ago, and I self harmed for around 2 years. At this point, I don't know what I'm feeling, there isn't a reason that can explain why I feel like this, I just feel lost and empty. Could someone explain to me what is happening please? I'm just tired.
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Amanda
Im always lonely because I hate living alone wondering why there is nobody that is nice enough to live with me that cares about me enough to support me with everything. Sometimes I love to eat but now it's hard because sometimes I don't eat for an entire 24 hours a day if I'm lonely and sometimes I don't want to eat if I'm on the verge of anorexia that means I never wanted to eat ever again if I am lonely without Freddie and other people
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Im always lonely because I hate living alone wondering why there is nobody that is nice enough to live with me that cares about me enough to support me with everything. Sometimes I love to eat but now it's hard because sometimes I don't eat for an entire 24 hours a day if I'm lonely and sometimes I don't want to eat if I'm on the verge of anorexia that means I never wanted to eat ever again if I am lonely without Freddie and other people
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Sundance
I admit that I just am so very weary and tired of feeling defeated. Unbearable getting through my sad days, all I do is sleep and then feel guilty disappointed in myself. Definitely feel that something is terribly wrong with me. I do have so much around me such as a supportive family a few true caring friends. I still feel alone and miserable. No matter what I attempt to do, its not working. Lately I dont even want to wake up
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I admit that I just am so very weary and tired of feeling defeated. Unbearable getting through my sad days, all I do is sleep and then feel guilty disappointed in myself. Definitely feel that something is terribly wrong with me. I do have so much around me such as a supportive family a few true caring friends. I still feel alone and miserable. No matter what I attempt to do, its not working. Lately I dont even want to wake up
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Jonathan
I am now suffering from worst depression. Maybe I'm the worst human being right now. I didn't know if i can work again. I'm feel ashame, I'm feel guilt, my heart is totally harden. I can't feel happiness. Only pain. I want to change my life style and mind set but its only few months or few weeks, and then back again. I'm tired.
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I am now suffering from worst depression. Maybe I'm the worst human being right now. I didn't know if i can work again. I'm feel ashame, I'm feel guilt, my heart is totally harden. I can't feel happiness. Only pain. I want to change my life style and mind set but its only few months or few weeks, and then back again. I'm tired.
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Omar
It just came back as strong as ever, I am feeling it today. But I refuse to give up. I am willing to fight this crippling disease till I am no more. Depression is extremely powerful, but it cannot, it will not defeat me. Eventually, hopefully, I will arise triumphant! Brace Oh bretheren, for glory is achieved through hardships!
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It just came back as strong as ever, I am feeling it today. But I refuse to give up. I am willing to fight this crippling disease till I am no more. Depression is extremely powerful, but it cannot, it will not defeat me. Eventually, hopefully, I will arise triumphant! Brace Oh bretheren, for glory is achieved through hardships!
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education
When you're to broken that you don't even notice it anymore.
I take it as a normal thing now days.
I told my parents about it and that I might need a psychiatrist.
But they said that it's ok and I'll get over it.
4 years later.
Still suffering.
But now it's getting worse and worse every single day.
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When you're to broken that you don't even notice it anymore.
I take it as a normal thing now days.
I told my parents about it and that I might need a psychiatrist.
But they said that it's ok and I'll get over it.
4 years later.
Still suffering.
But now it's getting worse and worse every single day.
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fallible,
2: 25. I remembered these thoughts I keep having during episodes such as You don't deserve that plate of food or (when I am feeling cold or I accidentally hurt myself )You deserve to feel the pain. Then I remember that I would never say this to anyone else, so I shouldn't be saying it to myself
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2: 25. I remembered these thoughts I keep having during episodes such as You don't deserve that plate of food or (when I am feeling cold or I accidentally hurt myself )You deserve to feel the pain. Then I remember that I would never say this to anyone else, so I shouldn't be saying it to myself
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FloSe
Idk how to tell my parents I think Im depressed again. Ive been staying up til 4 and waking up at 2. I havent been hanging out with anyone and I eat very little. I feel worthless and useless 24/7. I cant look in the mirror without wanting to slit my throat and throwing up.
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Idk how to tell my parents I think Im depressed again. Ive been staying up til 4 and waking up at 2. I havent been hanging out with anyone and I eat very little. I feel worthless and useless 24/7. I cant look in the mirror without wanting to slit my throat and throwing up.
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Nerols
i don't know why i keep rewatching these videos. I know something is wrong with me, but I keep agreeing and move on like nothing. Like I expect everyone to understand what I'm feeling and are preparing how to deal with it.
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i don't know why i keep rewatching these videos. I know something is wrong with me, but I keep agreeing and move on like nothing. Like I expect everyone to understand what I'm feeling and are preparing how to deal with it.
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Aki
Thanks!
I couldn't breathe at all during this video,
I tried making myself believe I'm doing better and I have nothing to be depressed about
But it all resurfaced.
Thanks a lot!
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Thanks!
I couldn't breathe at all during this video,
I tried making myself believe I'm doing better and I have nothing to be depressed about
But it all resurfaced.
Thanks a lot!
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Doctor
So much happened to me in the last six months that it feels like the universe is trying to isolate me. I don't even try to fight it anymore, im afraid I've become complacent to the numbness
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So much happened to me in the last six months that it feels like the universe is trying to isolate me. I don't even try to fight it anymore, im afraid I've become complacent to the numbness
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sonicgalaxy27
Felt like this for a few years now and I'm trying to make myself happy by trying to find the last puzzle piece in my life and it's still out there somewhere.
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Felt like this for a few years now and I'm trying to make myself happy by trying to find the last puzzle piece in my life and it's still out there somewhere.
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Joshoda
It's really hard to behave happy when your friends are around but when you're all alone than the feeling just couldn't change and you just broke down and cry
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It's really hard to behave happy when your friends are around but when you're all alone than the feeling just couldn't change and you just broke down and cry
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