6 Less Obvious Signs of Depression
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Date: 2023-08-20
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Ryu
Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME
Ryu means that I am HIT ME, Hit Me All The Way, In Any Way, Anyway. HIT ME Always Works, I Do Not Hit. It Hits All By Itself, Everyone And Everything Has This HIT ME Side In It. The Red Bands, HIT ME, The Hits Are A Fact Of Life And The Key To Enlightenment, I Die For It. A Sacrifice For Love, The Way Out Of The Abyss.
So we are what hits us and what we suffer from.
The Darkening symbolizes the opposite of The Enlightenment. Yet these two opposites are one. Because we are all at the same time darkened and enlightened. But The Darkening's dominant form is the nature of suffering while The Enlightenment's dominant form is the nature of blissfulness. And the all-encompassing being A holds the unity of all there is, The Darkening and The Enlightenment.
While.
HIT ME, Hit Me All The Way, In Any Way, Anyway. HIT ME Always Works, I Do Not Hit. It Hits All By Itself, Everyone And Everything Has This HIT ME Side In It. The Red Bands, HIT ME, The Hits Are A Fact Of Life And The Key To Enlightenment, I Die For It. A Sacrifice For Love, The Way Out Of The Abyss.
can be seen as the relationship with suffering and the hits.
The Words I am using as mantra's and affirmations and also the names for the soundtracks I connected these words and their real experiences with:
Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME
Ryu - The Darkening - Hit Me All The Way, In Any Way, Anyway.
Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME Always Works.
Ryu - The Darkening - I Do Not Hit. It Hits All By Itself.
Ryu - The Darkening - Everyone And Everything Has This HIT ME Side In It.
Ryu - The Darkening - The Red Bands (The red bands are bands I am holding on, to transfer the verbal or physical hits from someone or something into my hands. For when I cannot use the words in a direct HIT ME experience. Those are bands I am wearing around my forehead and my wrists. They help me deal and heal with the hits)
Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME
Ryu - The Darkening - The Hits Are A Fact Of Life And The Key To Enlightenment.
Ryu - The Darkening - I Die For It - A Sacrifice For Love (Things I did wrong and the practice of redeeming myself)
Ryu - The Darkening - The Way Out Of The Abyss
HIT ME
This quote from the joker actor Heath Ledger from The Dark Knight made an enormous impact on me and inspired me to create a philosophy. It helped me making peace with all of that. Through practices of any kind. I have learned to love my trauma, my illness, my feelings, my thoughts, my conflicts, my life and ultimately my suffering. The hits are a fact of life and the key to enlightenment. A hit affects you, internally or superficially. Everyone and everything has this HIT ME side in it. And if you set your life expectation to HIT ME, it always works and you will never be disappointed that way. Because something always hits you. Even if you don't want to be hit by something, it still hits you. Hence, it still works as a life expectation. It even works when positive things hit you. Like soft raindrops or a soap bubble. Same as joy or bliss. Hit me all the way, in any way, anyway. If you devote yourself to such an idea, you decipher the path to enlightenment. This is a good reason to follow the path of loving our suffering as it brings great benefit to one. From ourselves, when we don't want to be hit and don't want to take in the hits, to the desire to be hit and take in the hits. It always works, regardless of the form. As Bruce Lee said: Be unconsciously conscious or consciously unconscious. Once one has developed a certain level of this practice, one masters the suffering and becomes truly enlightened. I am quoting Bruce Lee again: I do not hit. It hits all by itself.
The Way Out Of The Abyss
Only when we can accept what we want to let go, can we let go of what we want to accept.
A peaceful mind is the cure for restlessness.
And love is the cure for a broken spirit.
Pain is strength in disguise waiting, to be revealed. And It takes a lot of strength to cry. Because when we cry, we open up to the pain that we experience.
When all the waves come crashing down on you, there is faith to get you through. Express your belief into reality and believe in it. This is how you get through the waves.
We make mistakes, because we are not perfect. And for that fact I am grateful, that I make mistakes.
Remember the solution to any problem is the problem itself. It came into existence and it will not leave you.
A sacrifice for love, is a sacrifice worth dying for. We don't have to undo what we do wrong in this life. We die for it and thus, sacrifice ourselves for love.
So live for the truth and die for the lie. Die for your negative qualities and live for your positive qualities. That is the sacrifice and the salvation of the human spirit.
The guilt we feel is that, which enslaves us. Only when we also remember our innocence, are we free at the same time.
There is nothing in this universe, that can harm a mad person. Except making the mad person even more insane, through harm.
When you are ready to take in all the hits, in order to gain strength from it and at the same time you are ready to pass on all the love out of compassion to others; one will be as strong as a demon and as compassionate as an angel. A demonic angel.
A victory is achieved, by resolving the battles within.
If you give up fighting yourself and instead start absorbing yourself, you will be invincible.
When you change the powers that hold you back, into the powers that hold your back, you will be unstoppable.
You are an example of what a human being is capable of. Take in the hits and use them, as fuel for Ascension.
The greatest bliss is found when you make peace with your suffering. Because suffering is the root of blissfulness. If you love your suffering, blissfulness arises. And blissfulness is the key, to heaven on earth.
If you can defeat yourself, by loving yourself, your fears, your pain and ultimately your suffering; then it will transform you and you will be reborn.
In order to overcome suffering, one has to become suffering oneself.
Because when you are one with all, you are bound by nothing and therefore free from everything.
And through becoming one with suffering you master it.
The journey to enlightenment is a process, that involves a lot of suffering. But in the end every moment of suffering will be worth it. Because choosing to suffer consciously is the springboard, to enlightenment.
That's how you remember your origin and you begin to embody it.
Because where there is suffering, the love spark resides and the fire is kindled where God, or Consciousness enters and spreads out.
Become Ryu, the dragon. Become suffering. Be in a relationship with HIT ME from sadness to madness and become HIT ME and the hits yourself. And Ryu, the dragon spreads its wings and rises. Thus he finds the way out of the abyss. b
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Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME
Ryu means that I am HIT ME, Hit Me All The Way, In Any Way, Anyway. HIT ME Always Works, I Do Not Hit. It Hits All By Itself, Everyone And Everything Has This HIT ME Side In It. The Red Bands, HIT ME, The Hits Are A Fact Of Life And The Key To Enlightenment, I Die For It. A Sacrifice For Love, The Way Out Of The Abyss.
So we are what hits us and what we suffer from.
The Darkening symbolizes the opposite of The Enlightenment. Yet these two opposites are one. Because we are all at the same time darkened and enlightened. But The Darkening's dominant form is the nature of suffering while The Enlightenment's dominant form is the nature of blissfulness. And the all-encompassing being A holds the unity of all there is, The Darkening and The Enlightenment.
While.
HIT ME, Hit Me All The Way, In Any Way, Anyway. HIT ME Always Works, I Do Not Hit. It Hits All By Itself, Everyone And Everything Has This HIT ME Side In It. The Red Bands, HIT ME, The Hits Are A Fact Of Life And The Key To Enlightenment, I Die For It. A Sacrifice For Love, The Way Out Of The Abyss.
can be seen as the relationship with suffering and the hits.
The Words I am using as mantra's and affirmations and also the names for the soundtracks I connected these words and their real experiences with:
Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME
Ryu - The Darkening - Hit Me All The Way, In Any Way, Anyway.
Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME Always Works.
Ryu - The Darkening - I Do Not Hit. It Hits All By Itself.
Ryu - The Darkening - Everyone And Everything Has This HIT ME Side In It.
Ryu - The Darkening - The Red Bands (The red bands are bands I am holding on, to transfer the verbal or physical hits from someone or something into my hands. For when I cannot use the words in a direct HIT ME experience. Those are bands I am wearing around my forehead and my wrists. They help me deal and heal with the hits)
Ryu - The Darkening - HIT ME
Ryu - The Darkening - The Hits Are A Fact Of Life And The Key To Enlightenment.
Ryu - The Darkening - I Die For It - A Sacrifice For Love (Things I did wrong and the practice of redeeming myself)
Ryu - The Darkening - The Way Out Of The Abyss
HIT ME
This quote from the joker actor Heath Ledger from The Dark Knight made an enormous impact on me and inspired me to create a philosophy. It helped me making peace with all of that. Through practices of any kind. I have learned to love my trauma, my illness, my feelings, my thoughts, my conflicts, my life and ultimately my suffering. The hits are a fact of life and the key to enlightenment. A hit affects you, internally or superficially. Everyone and everything has this HIT ME side in it. And if you set your life expectation to HIT ME, it always works and you will never be disappointed that way. Because something always hits you. Even if you don't want to be hit by something, it still hits you. Hence, it still works as a life expectation. It even works when positive things hit you. Like soft raindrops or a soap bubble. Same as joy or bliss. Hit me all the way, in any way, anyway. If you devote yourself to such an idea, you decipher the path to enlightenment. This is a good reason to follow the path of loving our suffering as it brings great benefit to one. From ourselves, when we don't want to be hit and don't want to take in the hits, to the desire to be hit and take in the hits. It always works, regardless of the form. As Bruce Lee said: Be unconsciously conscious or consciously unconscious. Once one has developed a certain level of this practice, one masters the suffering and becomes truly enlightened. I am quoting Bruce Lee again: I do not hit. It hits all by itself.
The Way Out Of The Abyss
Only when we can accept what we want to let go, can we let go of what we want to accept.
A peaceful mind is the cure for restlessness.
And love is the cure for a broken spirit.
Pain is strength in disguise waiting, to be revealed. And It takes a lot of strength to cry. Because when we cry, we open up to the pain that we experience.
When all the waves come crashing down on you, there is faith to get you through. Express your belief into reality and believe in it. This is how you get through the waves.
We make mistakes, because we are not perfect. And for that fact I am grateful, that I make mistakes.
Remember the solution to any problem is the problem itself. It came into existence and it will not leave you.
A sacrifice for love, is a sacrifice worth dying for. We don't have to undo what we do wrong in this life. We die for it and thus, sacrifice ourselves for love.
So live for the truth and die for the lie. Die for your negative qualities and live for your positive qualities. That is the sacrifice and the salvation of the human spirit.
The guilt we feel is that, which enslaves us. Only when we also remember our innocence, are we free at the same time.
There is nothing in this universe, that can harm a mad person. Except making the mad person even more insane, through harm.
When you are ready to take in all the hits, in order to gain strength from it and at the same time you are ready to pass on all the love out of compassion to others; one will be as strong as a demon and as compassionate as an angel. A demonic angel.
A victory is achieved, by resolving the battles within.
If you give up fighting yourself and instead start absorbing yourself, you will be invincible.
When you change the powers that hold you back, into the powers that hold your back, you will be unstoppable.
You are an example of what a human being is capable of. Take in the hits and use them, as fuel for Ascension.
The greatest bliss is found when you make peace with your suffering. Because suffering is the root of blissfulness. If you love your suffering, blissfulness arises. And blissfulness is the key, to heaven on earth.
If you can defeat yourself, by loving yourself, your fears, your pain and ultimately your suffering; then it will transform you and you will be reborn.
In order to overcome suffering, one has to become suffering oneself.
Because when you are one with all, you are bound by nothing and therefore free from everything.
And through becoming one with suffering you master it.
The journey to enlightenment is a process, that involves a lot of suffering. But in the end every moment of suffering will be worth it. Because choosing to suffer consciously is the springboard, to enlightenment.
That's how you remember your origin and you begin to embody it.
Because where there is suffering, the love spark resides and the fire is kindled where God, or Consciousness enters and spreads out.
Become Ryu, the dragon. Become suffering. Be in a relationship with HIT ME from sadness to madness and become HIT ME and the hits yourself. And Ryu, the dragon spreads its wings and rises. Thus he finds the way out of the abyss. b
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Moony,
I want to cry all the time, but I dont have the energy, Im tired all the time but anxiety keeps me awake. I feel guilty for things I cant control. (Example: Im reading Harry Potter and I love it. I feel like a terrible person for loving the movies though, because Daniel Radcliffe revealed that Harry Potter led him to one of the darkest points in his life causing him to turn to alcohol. He was trying to manage a disability he has called dyspraxia, which didnt make things any easier. He admitted that he would turn up to work drunk, and can still see the emptiness in his eyes when he watches the later films. He also thought of quitting the role after the second movie, but he didnt. He sacrificed his own physical and mental well-being for a bunch of people he had never met. Knowing the struggles he faced makes me want to cry because its like Im benefitting from his pain, and I feel so guilty and anxious when I think about what he must have gone through. Harry Potter isnt the same for me anymore. I dont see the boy who lived. I see this sad, broken child with low self esteem. I feel absolutely horrible for loving those films, because my brain is always reminding me that they occurred at the expense of Daniels happiness. Even though I did nothing to Daniel and had no impact on the struggles hes faced, I cant help but feel guilty. Im so glad hes doing better now and I wish I could apologize. For what, I dont know. But I want to give him a huge hug and tell him how proud I am) I dont tell anyone how I feel because its not their responsibility to worry about my problems. everything in my life is the same everyday nothing to look forward to. Eating had become a chore. I have to force myself to do it. And sometimes I go for days without eating, because Im too overwhelmed by my thoughts to think about food.
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I want to cry all the time, but I dont have the energy, Im tired all the time but anxiety keeps me awake. I feel guilty for things I cant control. (Example: Im reading Harry Potter and I love it. I feel like a terrible person for loving the movies though, because Daniel Radcliffe revealed that Harry Potter led him to one of the darkest points in his life causing him to turn to alcohol. He was trying to manage a disability he has called dyspraxia, which didnt make things any easier. He admitted that he would turn up to work drunk, and can still see the emptiness in his eyes when he watches the later films. He also thought of quitting the role after the second movie, but he didnt. He sacrificed his own physical and mental well-being for a bunch of people he had never met. Knowing the struggles he faced makes me want to cry because its like Im benefitting from his pain, and I feel so guilty and anxious when I think about what he must have gone through. Harry Potter isnt the same for me anymore. I dont see the boy who lived. I see this sad, broken child with low self esteem. I feel absolutely horrible for loving those films, because my brain is always reminding me that they occurred at the expense of Daniels happiness. Even though I did nothing to Daniel and had no impact on the struggles hes faced, I cant help but feel guilty. Im so glad hes doing better now and I wish I could apologize. For what, I dont know. But I want to give him a huge hug and tell him how proud I am) I dont tell anyone how I feel because its not their responsibility to worry about my problems. everything in my life is the same everyday nothing to look forward to. Eating had become a chore. I have to force myself to do it. And sometimes I go for days without eating, because Im too overwhelmed by my thoughts to think about food.
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Moniii__
I dont know what to do anymore really. I heard my mum saying she thinks I have severe depression, I am starting to believe that may be true. But I dont want to get checked because I would have to tell my family, and I dont want to tell them anything, I cant trust them anymore. They have scarred me. I just dont know what to do anymore, talking about it is making me tear up because I dont let out my feelings at all. I dont know how to show my feelings other than anger because I was raised in a house hold of dullness and anger all day everyday and still do. Now I have wasted peoples time because I have vented sorry
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I dont know what to do anymore really. I heard my mum saying she thinks I have severe depression, I am starting to believe that may be true. But I dont want to get checked because I would have to tell my family, and I dont want to tell them anything, I cant trust them anymore. They have scarred me. I just dont know what to do anymore, talking about it is making me tear up because I dont let out my feelings at all. I dont know how to show my feelings other than anger because I was raised in a house hold of dullness and anger all day everyday and still do. Now I have wasted peoples time because I have vented sorry
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_23
I was told I had depression during this past school year and well since I was in second grade I always felt like I didn't feel like smiling anymore so I just faked it and then I finally told someone I was feeling and apparently I have depression so I might have that smiling depression I don't know what kind of depression I have but I'm pretty sure it's that kind or hidden depression because I hide my depression a lot and I could have like at least 70 arrows in my back and one of my friends has one arrow in their back and I could always be like are you okay not even caring about myself
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I was told I had depression during this past school year and well since I was in second grade I always felt like I didn't feel like smiling anymore so I just faked it and then I finally told someone I was feeling and apparently I have depression so I might have that smiling depression I don't know what kind of depression I have but I'm pretty sure it's that kind or hidden depression because I hide my depression a lot and I could have like at least 70 arrows in my back and one of my friends has one arrow in their back and I could always be like are you okay not even caring about myself
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Laggy_Ashton
Depression is just a fabric of your imagination it only exists because we think it's there, now take that fabric and cut were all here for each other so don't think you're alone, you may have gone through some tragic stuff, well so have I my first mom died then my first father abandoned me, my second father died to cancer and now I'm here telling this to you if you see this please take my advise and get a therapist they can help you more than I ever could, hope you do well in live. PS: Stop being depressed please.
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Depression is just a fabric of your imagination it only exists because we think it's there, now take that fabric and cut were all here for each other so don't think you're alone, you may have gone through some tragic stuff, well so have I my first mom died then my first father abandoned me, my second father died to cancer and now I'm here telling this to you if you see this please take my advise and get a therapist they can help you more than I ever could, hope you do well in live. PS: Stop being depressed please.
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Conwell
Feeling like this for the past year and it gets worse and worse. Seeing all the memories from my social media makes me question where did I go wrong. My lack of motivation to do things which results to making myself busy unproductively. Always locking my emotions inside and its like a ticking bomb that can explode anytime. When did all this started, I dont know. What do I have to do about it, I dont know. Im sick of feeling lonely even if there are people here for me.
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Feeling like this for the past year and it gets worse and worse. Seeing all the memories from my social media makes me question where did I go wrong. My lack of motivation to do things which results to making myself busy unproductively. Always locking my emotions inside and its like a ticking bomb that can explode anytime. When did all this started, I dont know. What do I have to do about it, I dont know. Im sick of feeling lonely even if there are people here for me.
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Blaze
I was watching this video and am questioning now if I have depression. I constantly try to avoid showing emotions. Being happy can feel fake sometimes and I would spend late nights up, sometimes until 2 am. Recently I've had anxiety about the simplest things, my throat will close up and I cant breathe and i think I'm gonna cry but i cant cry cause i dont want to burden people with my emotions
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I was watching this video and am questioning now if I have depression. I constantly try to avoid showing emotions. Being happy can feel fake sometimes and I would spend late nights up, sometimes until 2 am. Recently I've had anxiety about the simplest things, my throat will close up and I cant breathe and i think I'm gonna cry but i cant cry cause i dont want to burden people with my emotions
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Cristina
When you cried while covering your whole face then your parents find out they tell you that you have to tell them the truth but words don't come out because you don't know what you're meant to be feeling at the moment. Days later, they call you a crybaby but it's just a joke so you laugh it all off.
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When you cried while covering your whole face then your parents find out they tell you that you have to tell them the truth but words don't come out because you don't know what you're meant to be feeling at the moment. Days later, they call you a crybaby but it's just a joke so you laugh it all off.
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Ally
I've been depressed and suicidal for the past 3 years and I finally got to go to a therapist last month but he didn't even hear me out before telling me there's nthn wrong with me. Like? I didn't hv 3 suicide attempts and wasted away in bed for the past 2 years bc I thought it'd be fun Benjamin
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I've been depressed and suicidal for the past 3 years and I finally got to go to a therapist last month but he didn't even hear me out before telling me there's nthn wrong with me. Like? I didn't hv 3 suicide attempts and wasted away in bed for the past 2 years bc I thought it'd be fun Benjamin
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You're_Local_Simp
i hide all my pain and i be like a therapist help all my friends when something goes wrong for them i blame myself when people yell or get mad at me i draw sad pictures i lock all my emotions away and lie saying I'm fine. do i have depression.
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i hide all my pain and i be like a therapist help all my friends when something goes wrong for them i blame myself when people yell or get mad at me i draw sad pictures i lock all my emotions away and lie saying I'm fine. do i have depression.
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bean
so is it bad that all of these sound like me, and im not even in highschool yet? i wanna try to get help but my mother has already said that im not gonna get to ask for help after i tried to kms last year so i kinda c a n t.
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so is it bad that all of these sound like me, and im not even in highschool yet? i wanna try to get help but my mother has already said that im not gonna get to ask for help after i tried to kms last year so i kinda c a n t.
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maechi
Wait im depressed im so feelling hurt those times tho i always wear hoodies and always stay tuned no sleep and always crying for no reason and ive been feeling thouf this days so thank u this helps me so much
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Wait im depressed im so feelling hurt those times tho i always wear hoodies and always stay tuned no sleep and always crying for no reason and ive been feeling thouf this days so thank u this helps me so much
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Cinnamaroll
I'm depressed cuz my crush lives in the FREAKING UK AND I LIVE IN AMERICA SO ITS HARD pls help me ps my crush is tubbo from the dream smp but I freaking love him he's so hot
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I'm depressed cuz my crush lives in the FREAKING UK AND I LIVE IN AMERICA SO ITS HARD pls help me ps my crush is tubbo from the dream smp but I freaking love him he's so hot
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xs0phIex
I get mad easily at my mom at the littlest things just like right now I feel like Im going to cry because of it
Edit: I screamed at her: (
I didnt mean to
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I get mad easily at my mom at the littlest things just like right now I feel like Im going to cry because of it
Edit: I screamed at her: (
I didnt mean to
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GRD
My school did nothing about the abuse my perants used to put me through.
Now I am emotionally and mentally scared to show weakness its my greatest fear
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My school did nothing about the abuse my perants used to put me through.
Now I am emotionally and mentally scared to show weakness its my greatest fear
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EnbyStorms
I definitely have smiling depression. Though less so now. I don't hide my pain as much with friends, but in publix and around people I usually do
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I definitely have smiling depression. Though less so now. I don't hide my pain as much with friends, but in publix and around people I usually do
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Gypsy
I remember when it all started and I felt an overwhelming feeling of sadness in me and I tried to cover it with happiness but it never worked
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I remember when it all started and I felt an overwhelming feeling of sadness in me and I tried to cover it with happiness but it never worked
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Shadow
I have no therapist I am very sick right now and I have pretty bad depression I'm also watching this at half 1 in the morning
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I have no therapist I am very sick right now and I have pretty bad depression I'm also watching this at half 1 in the morning
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Flare's
I cant sleep and i always think of someone and ya i get mad for no reason
Thx for the video now i know i have depression
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I cant sleep and i always think of someone and ya i get mad for no reason
Thx for the video now i know i have depression
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Haily
Any ideas of what you call someone who pushes away all sad feelings possible and only focuses on education and loved ones?
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Any ideas of what you call someone who pushes away all sad feelings possible and only focuses on education and loved ones?
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mark
All of these are slowly happening day agter day and getting worse and my mom yelling at me for some of thia is not helping
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All of these are slowly happening day agter day and getting worse and my mom yelling at me for some of thia is not helping
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Harper
I can't just be like hey mom I am depressed then she yells at me ands was like I u don't have depression u are a kid
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I can't just be like hey mom I am depressed then she yells at me ands was like I u don't have depression u are a kid
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Fav
If there are 3 or 5 of the signs right and not 6, does that mean that we still have depression; -; I wanted to know-
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If there are 3 or 5 of the signs right and not 6, does that mean that we still have depression; -; I wanted to know-
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THE
i get angry 4 no particular reason n be the first one to the the helping does that mean im depressed?
pls tell
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i get angry 4 no particular reason n be the first one to the the helping does that mean im depressed?
pls tell
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Amanda
sometimes i cry easily but i dont know whats causing it is it bc i didnt cry when i was born? or what is it?
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sometimes i cry easily but i dont know whats causing it is it bc i didnt cry when i was born? or what is it?
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